I think a priest likes me?????
This isn’t one of my drabbles or horny scenarios. This is just kinda a life update. Okay so I work as a babysitter/par time nanny. And about three months ago my aunt suggested that I should find single parents through the church. Context: I only work only with single mom’s, dad’s or guardians. And I get paid based on what they personally can afford. So pay varies, and schedules vary. I thought that her suggestion was a good idea since I need more consistent scheduling, and the church was willing to give families my info.
Now I am not religious, I grew up catholic. I don’t really like organized religions and I made that clear to the priest who is helping me get in touch with families. I said I respect people’s choice in following religion but if it interferes too much with professional boundaries I won’t work for them. The priest I’m working with understood and was very helpful with just everything in general, and we’ve actually gotten to know eachother really well.
The priest who is helping me with all this, is hot. Like extremely hot. Like the kinda hot priest you only hear about in books and porn. Now I am respectful, I don’t say or do anything that would make him uncomfortable or imply anything inappropriate. These are all inside thoughts. Also I’m like a big fat virgin and a fucking dork so I’m not pulling moves on anyone. But I think he is????? I FEEL INSANE.
I’m a loser , a virgin and a dumbass. So I can’t tell if a person is flirting with me or not most times. BUT IS HE FLIRTING? EXAMPLE 1: He’s like really touchy feely with me. And at first It felt just casual and polite. He hugs me when he sees me which okay, whatever, you know? But his hand is always placed on my shoulder, or on my upper arm. Again not anything insane but he never breaks physical contact with me.
Example 2: his hand is on my back quite often as well, but he’s not moving his hand it’s again never breaking physical contact pt.2. And tends to like kind of rub my back? Not in a comforting way but in a casual absentminded way.
Example 3: When I leave he blesses me each time, now this in it of itself is expected and is proof of nothing. HOWEVER he touches me when he does the sign of the cross and it’s not like at an arms length, away, no he leaves like two inches between us, so we’re like in each-other’s faces. Now most priests don’t usually bless people by touching them, they do it essentially in the air but directed at the person if that makes sense. And I’ve never had a priest touch me like that personally. Not even when a family member passed away.
Example 4: he likes to fix my hair, and brushes it out of the way. But like he touches my face??? So idkkk
EXAMPLE 5: he’s constantly trying To get to know me. Like dude will literally just talk and talk and talk with me for deadass HOURS. He’s a new priest, like he’s only been with our church for a year and everyone says he’s very like quiet. Like everyone says he’s kind but very quiet and polite. SO AM I INSANE? Sure all of these things don’t mean anything. I could absolutely misinterpreting things, but I feel like maybe not?
Also he’s never once’s pressured me or insisted or brought the conversation back to religion or trying to get back into the church. I feel like he would’ve started trying to if he was simply being friendly and trying to bring me back into the church. So I’m being really cautious about not making any of my feelings known cause I truly do not want to cross a line with him if he’s simply just like an affectionate, friendly person, and I’m misinterpreting.
However I will say I want this man viscerally. Like god himself could not pry me off of this man. I want to do, and let him do thee most whorish things to my body. Idgaf. Anyways I’ll update y’all if I’m just being delulu or not. I respect his privacy so I’m not gonna give too much detail on anything that would identify him. However if you guys see an increase in priest scenarios let it happen lmao.
