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this has been such a crazy, intense and amazing rollercoaster! i never imagined that i would feel so nervous about this. though i know that people have been waiting just as long as i have to see wicked on the big screen. my anxiety has been at an all time high to see how people react and i hope they love it as much as i do.

i feel like i've been on a rollercoaster just watching you do this promo run, i can't even begin to comprehend how it must feel to be this busy. but you never tire of talking about stuff that you love, right ? it's been such a long time coming babe, i'll definitely be catching the movie at some point. ' defying gravity ' always makes me cry like a baby. i hope you're enjoying it like you deserve, cutie. hope you haven't been so swept up you haven't gotten to live in it.

did you plan to steal the attention of every single person here? no, well, you fucking did with the way you decided to dress fuck, you look so beautiful. how about we kiss later? i'm kidding, but not really. it'll happen if i decide to attend the afterparty. @dulaspeep

babe, that is absolutely not what's happening. not at any point that i'm stood next to you anyway. and how can i convince you to come to the afterparty, sweet ? because it sounds like it's going to be a good time if i get your stunning ass there.

private: i spoke to jacob and he told me about how you two broke up after our one night thing. i've always thought of you as a friend, and i can promise you that there's nothing between me and him. we're friends, just friends, plain and simple. anyway, i hope i get to see you tomorrow night. i don't want to be on bad terms with you. / @dulaspeep

PRIVATE: look, i have mad respect that you would talk to me about this but it really is none of your business what went down between jacob and i. there could be everything between you and him, or nothing between you and him, and we'd still be broken up. we're not on bad terms. it's whatever. you look hot at the award show and i just want to have a good time. i've moved on. from jacob, from whatever we pulled off together. int he back of my mind where it'll stay, filed away, never touched.

First thing that I have to mention is that you look gorgeous. Absolutely stunning and beautiful. Saw you on the red carpet earlier and may have been a bit happy that i wasn't standing next to you as I would've looked pretty short. Don't get how you girls can walk on those heels. Glad you decided to switch it up a little. Enjoying yourself tonight? Was expecting to see you up on that stage though. @dulaspeep

oh my fuck - those heels. i did feel like the top half of my body was in a different stratosphere but i had to pull together a look, give myself a moment. as soon as i got to the end of the carpet, the heels came off and the ballet pumps went on. it's the benefits of wearing a long dress. i'm having a great time. so much better any time our paths cross, louis. but you knew that. i'm preferring to be in the audience these days, especially excited for your performance. what song are you going with ? i'd offer up my services as a good luck charm but you absolutely do not need it.