SUCH A RIDICULOUS FICTION IS.....

i mean imagine being a closeted gay teenager and you get a letter in the mail from one of the most prestigious organizations in the World congratulating you for your talent in being a Nasty Little Lying Freak. now imagine it's 1968 and you'll be disowned for it if anyone knows. now imagine monokuma on a skateboard

thinking about the kijo/tokuichi dynamic as the heirs to the two richest and most powerful families of their time. and how Bloodlines are so important and how both have long bloodlines but the togami bloodline stretches far farrr beyond towa's in terms of relevancy. and also like their feud in general honestly-- tokuichi likely got away with treating people however he wanted, because he could just turn to towa group's resources to get out of it. and kijo is no exception, and towa i think would (as a shitty 17 year old) immidiatley start antagonizing kijo in order to establish himself as superior. hell, he might even notice that kijo often doesn't (or CAN'T) rely on togami group's money and power the way towa relies on his own family's. which is true; kijo and his father have a contentious relationship and his father would likely Not be on his side in any of these conflicts with towa. the problem arises when towa thinks kijo is somewhat of an easy target as a result; that towa can treat him however he wants and nothing will come of it. the thinggg about teen/20s kijo however is that yes, he can't lean on his family for support and often has to forego the protection of the supposed billions he has access to, because even if it can protect him from say, legal consequence, his father will not hesitate to punish him PERSONALLY. but kijo does retaliate, and he retaliates violently in a way that towa can't actually circumvent. sure he can take kijo to court for allegedly setting a fire in his house, but even if kijo gets convicted... towa knows how the game works. tenshin togami Will step in and bail him out legally, kijo will be horrifically punished behind closed doors, and then be pissed enough to retaliate against towa-- violently. again! and towa is just so pissed that his methods of subjugation and superiority just Are Not Working on this stupid fucking outsider that he keeps doubling and tripling down and never once does he stop to consider that Maybe feuding with a guy named demon castle is, mm. unwise.

see, the thing is that kijo and taro are the same person. but you can't get it twisted with the taro who actually is a different person. kijo and taro are the same person but taro and taro are different people, therefore sometimes kijo and taro are not the same person. and sometimes this means taro L and taro M but once it was taro S and taro L and the same taro did not retain the name taro L. so taro S is taro L and taro L is not taro L. so taro L is kijo but taro M is something else entirely. and taro S is kijo but taro L is not. but taro L is also taro M, who is something else entirely. but the thing about that is, taro M is also kijo, but he both is and isn't kijo. and the thing about that is taro L and taro M used to be the same person while also being different people, but then something happened that decoupled them for good. so now they're not the same person. so if you think about it, taro S and taro L are the same person, which means taro S and taro L are both kijo. and taro S wouldve likely kept his alternate name as taro S after the competition but the thing is no one in japan can pronounce "storløkken" so it just got aggrivating, and it doesn't matter because taro S is now kijo T, and it's silly to have sentimentalities to a last name that you don't use anymore, but taro L is also kijo and "lund" is a commoner's name so it's even sillier for taro L to also be kijo Togami, but that's how it all ended up, and taro M is something else entirely until he barely existed at all and it was just taro L, who is also kijo. now pop quiz: taro threw himself off a roof. which taro killed the other taro? was it mercy or violence? which taro deserves to die.

absolute funniest way to preserve the twist of the fangan ive found is to just talk openly about the plot and mention everyone involved but act like taro and kijo are two entirely seperate people that have different friend groups and opinions on each other. "kijo's in a group of four from long reaching noble bloodlines, and this group has some very complicated dynamics going on" this is true "taro is new in the country and has some casual friends, but hasnt become entangled in any MAJOR complicated dynamics outside of those friends" this is also true, i just dont mention Who is in the Nobility Square "kijo and tokuichi have a business feud" this is famously true "taro and tokuichi have personal beef" this is also true "taro fucking loathes kijo and thinks he's morally deplorable" extremely true but not in the way the sentence implies "kijo loathes taro and thinks he's a broken loner badly pretending to be a noble" again extremely true but not in the way the sentence implies. it's very funny. i'm saying all this on my personal reddit account with post history turned off so i really hope one day after the game is done, someone finds my old yapping and gets so so so so mad

i think lude and i are putting wayyy too much effort into this homestuck roleplay. its more like a collaborative fan adventure now, which is different. its Different

so myboyfriend lude (byakuya fictive)(crucial for story) like. knows i am a yumeshipper and likes getting involved w my bullshit because That's Him and he gets to see a ton of content for Him And His Partner From Real Life so its a pretty sweet deal for him. anyway i can't draw for shit but i started to get into photo collaging recently and like, slapped one together for one of the yumeship aus we play with, and he loved it so much he made it his icon. on tumblr dot com. and its like. um. wait fuck i forgot what my point was. WAIT yeah why did he do that. the icon thing i mean. why