Step Into This

I feel like I have no one really these days. My friends are all living their lives and I’m single again back at my folks I’ve been back for 6 months and I still feel like I don’t know where I’m suppose to be. My friendships lately have felt off. Thats the only word I can put on it. My dating life, a fucking mess. I just feel so lost and unsure of myself in so many ways. I feel like I don’t know how to get myself on track and accomplish things. I don’t know where to begin. Why is it when we do something we feel is best for us it brings us into these weird low spaces? I thought ending my relationship would bring me peace and other things but it just has brought me depressed thoughts and just what feels like misery.