Foreverminded.

It’s not fair but whatever .

Finding myself in positions where I can't control the outcome. I can't stand it but God got it.

Yeah...that's another thing I learned. I realized that the best relationship I've been in was with a girl that was the almost exact opposite of me and we had a few of the same interest. Gotta have a yin and yang type thing with my next one .

I realized I put the woman I'm interested in on a pedestal and I shouldn't. Can't treat any woman that's not mine special nowadays.

I got a chance to listen to my pastor's sermon from the past two Sunday's and it was literally like he was speaking about my life. Normally I can relate to certain things his messages but for the first time I can say everything he talked about was breaking down my life. It's was dope but I'm glad I heard it on my own terms instead of at church where I could have had a meltdown

Over the past few weeks I've made some decisions to try to better myself and to change/better my life and it's been hard. Especially since I did a few things unconventionally and illogically. These decisions were all leaps of faith in hopes that I can be at a better place mentally and head in a direction I want to go in life and it's really starting to work out (or at least seem like it.) Even though I'm still stressed about what I've lost I'm seeing God replace good with better. I just gotta hang in there.

yeah .

Listened to a sermon from my church from this previous Sunday and it hit one of my situations right on the head. God's always right on time... I also saw Straight Outta Compton and realized that my love and respect for West Coast music is growing. Plus the movie was ill. I hope all the sequel talk is true.

They're really the only things I want out of people nowadays. That really just goes for everyone.

So I finally got a chance with a girl that I thought was the one. She seemed like she was that person that was going to always be around in some way shape or form and she had everything I want in a partner. Now it's all of sudden over. So what now? I can honestly say I have no other interest at this point and I also don't feel like trying to start from square 1 with anyone again. This is honestly the first time in life where i don't have a love interest. Weird.

Haven't been on here in years and I doubt anyone is following me lol I wanna keep it that way because this is kinda gonna be a journal for me periodically...

Just basically found my high school memories. Everyone had memories with someone I had mine with this iPod.

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