Who'd'n't

My one and only crunch, I mean crush.

”When you’re young, you want to be a renegade. Every young person believes they’re going to change the world. We spent so much time there, we thought the place was ours. I guess, in a way, it was. But, only for a time. I still fight for everything that is mine. My philophy is, it’s your responsibility as a human being to wake up every morning and beat the fuck out of your day, and anything and everything that may stand in your way. But things will change, no matter how hard you fight them. It was that TIME that was ours, not that place.”

1. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? Sheesh.. Hopefully advanced in my career and possibly settled down? Hard to tell. I can't ever make up my mind. 2. Do you want to get married? I like the idea of it.. Old fashioned. But the divorce rate is so high. It terrifies me. I guess if I meet a cool enough guy it can happen. 3. Do you want to have children? Another thing I am on the fence about. I'd make a great mom. But economy blows. So much shit going on in the world I don't know if I want my child to endure it. So, I'll just be a parent of furry four legged babes til then! 4. Do you want to move? If yes, where? I'm cool with Lafayette. Forever? I don't know. But right now it's great. I could almost see myself ending back in the region but I don't know how happy I'd be. Maybe Chicago. I'll go any where. 5. How does your dream house look like? All I know.. I better have a really big porch. And a good sized kitchen. I want all the amenities. Fuck it, I'll take a castle. 6. What is your dream job? Stylist for Hollywood. Working on movies. Or being the hot wife of a musician. Can I just get paid for being awesome? 7. What are five things you want to do before you die? Go to Europe. Save an animal or 12. Scuba diving. Learn to drive a motorcycle. Make a movie. 8. Are you scared of the future? Always! It'd be nice to not fuck up the future ha 9. What’s your biggest dream you would like to achive in life? Successful career. Take it as far as I can. Or just become famous and rich and beautiful. One of those has to happen! 10. What would be the ideal age for you to die? I used to say 45 was good.. Now, I just want to live til my body gives out!

Basically. Since social media has sky rocketed, society has become desensitized to a plethora of things. Cynicism is at a high. Sarcasm is another form of language. Negativity, hypocrisy, and bitterness have taken over. I am also a victim and abuser of these things. But man… When will it end? When will people finally “give no fucks” and “yolo”… The more you practice what you are trying to preach, the less you will care about pointless topics! what ever I do in life, who ever I offend, where ever I go, and why I do these things should not matter to a single soul as long as no one is getting hurt. So get the fuck over it! Just. Stop. The sense of entitlement and holier than thou attitude is only a sign of weakness. Inside you are lost and young.. You’ll find yourself one day, and when that day comes it’ll have nothing to do with me… So get over yourself. Just be. And only live to get radical.

Looking back at old photos.. And had to post this one. Here's some inspiration brother! Miss you!

Cathy from Nails Pro always tries to match my hair! Whatta good lady! (Taken with instagram)

Moscato (Taken with instagram)

Trying to fix a lost cause. Did my best to be everything and all I got was nothing. Fuck it. Just me from here on out