when I’m in the world I forget about you but when I’m all alone all i think about is you

My idea of you blinds me

every day I wonder if I’m feeling my feelings deeply and truly

I’ve felt love in many forms except romantic love, if one day it finds me, I hope to experience it deeply

how can i adore you but you see nothing of worth within me?

in my dreams you’re a main character

I just want to experience you, is that too much to ask?

If I knew we weren’t going to be “friends” later down the line, I would’ve done it

in my dreams our love is vivid and bright but in reality it doesn’t seem as quite

yes i want my lover to make me feel calm and steady but i want him to ignite my being, make me feel emotions that ive never felt before, i don’t want a boring love

every night i wonder as you went through your day did you ever think of me?

i want a love that makes me feel alive

whatever i feel for you, love or lust, it’s intense, so intense that i wonder how can’t you feel anything towards me?

here i stand with my arms wide open waiting for the world to swallow me whole

i dream of a love that is all consuming and passionate but i fear falling to the point i can’t escape because what if you’re not there to pick me up?

when i go outside and breathe the air and feel the sun, something arises in my heart, i am still unable to describe the feeling