My life, thoughts, and rantings...

THIS IS WHAT I NEEDED TODAY

WHERE DID THIS COME FROM?!

The year is 2018. Your bills are on autopay. You just got paid and you still have $1200 from the last check. When you want something, you buy it without moving money around. Your credit cards are paid off. You and your friends have 2 international trips planned and paid for this year. Your parents are in great health and you’re able to help if they need anything. You love your job. Your desired creative career is falling into place and you get to take your little cousins to Six Flags and Universal Studios over the Summer. Your relationships are healthy and supportive. All of the toxic energy from the past 6 years is gone. You going to concerts, eating good across the states and your crib has art and warmth throughout. 2018 is going to be so good to you.

if only.

Mood: Naked under-the-blanket cuddles with a sweet girl while kissing and caressing and quietly moaning.

The best part about kissing is when you first start really slowly with shy kisses. And then you just start to push yourself against the other one and kisses get longer and rougher and you start to breath heavily. And ugh.

pllease

Ok but this is bomb as fuck

always remember that love will always come back to u. in a different form, different person, different hobby, different touch. but in any way, love will always come back.

my grandma told me something yesterday that pretty much changed my outlook on life. we were having dinner and talking about my future, and how all of my friends seem to be doing so much better than i am, and she looked at me and said “hey, if we all had the same path in life the road would be too crowded” and i haven’t stopped thinking about that since.