minors dont interact pls

that's amazing! Glad you're not doing the same fucked up shit to yourself, by neglecting your damn needs to giving yourself anxiety over writing.

you know the dreamswap blue bittie, i think his name was rogue or some shiz. Oh yeah specifically all bitties here are skeletons btw,,,

there was an nsfw roleplay between ds error and bittie blue getting boinked, and i kiiiinda wanna maybe add to it again

specifically: error owns two bitties, Magnum (a ds nightmare) and whatever the fuck the name was for the ds cross if there even is one, then one day lil ol Rogue mossies along and becomes a problem

and problem as in non-violent rogue since that bittie was made ages before the redos of ds blue.

anyway! So Magnus and Quack (its 5 am and i have had no sleep so bare with the name) love each other and help each other through their heats, but Rogue is kind of a dick to them and so they refuse to help him ever

except that this is the first heat! and Rogue doesn't show too obvious signs yet. So he decides that while Error is done working from home, he bothers Error. He's clingy as fuck and annoying as fuck and after a little while Error does tend to him.

Except now Rogue is now humping his hand and Error realizes. oh. Oh. Oh.

He gently grabs Rogue and asks Magnus and Quack if they can help but they do not want to so Error has to think of something else. Meanwhile Rogue is still trying to go down on Error and Error *still* thinks its only because of the heat. Error is wrong. Very much wrong.

so in the while Rogue has been trying to get down and wiggity with Error, and once Error walks into his bedroom, Rogue is already tryin' to fuck him even with his tiny size. Or in this case yk. Tryina get a finger inside.

I'm not sure what to add here so there's something between I guess. Rogue just saying something romantic accidentally n shiz but not dwelled on too much. Anyway!

I do not know how big bitties are exactly but if they are about a finger and a half tall then. yeah it's finger only but like.

if bitties are the size of your hand Error got a discount fleshlight there

mhm

yeah

I went here

DAY 18: can’t stay awake

Kenji being force-fed by captors so he remains asleep while they do things to his body. He wakes up in between, pain in his lower half, along with other parts of his body that have been cut and burned.

It's just a snippet of what it'll become, but I get the feeling this one will be messed up on a whole other level.

DAY 1: touch starved

DAY 2: flinching

DAY 3: muzzled

DAY 4: knife to the throat

DAY 5: “that’s gonna scar”

DAY 6: secrets revealed

DAY 7: made to watch

DAY 8: panic

DAY 9: voice loss

DAY 10: difficulty breathing

DAY 11: fever

DAY 12: “can you hear me?”

DAY 13: forced to hurt a loved one

DAY 14: captivity

DAY 15: self-sacrifice

DAY 16: semi-conscious

DAY 17: silent tears

DAY 19: “you deserve this”

DAY 20: knife wound

DAY 21: shackled

DAY 22: can’t scream

DAY 23: “you’ll have to go through me”

DAY 24: bloody clothes

DAY 25: assumed dead

DAY 26: forced to choose

DAY 27: survivor’s guilt

DAY 28: “you’re safe now”

ALT 1: rope burns

ALT 2: caged

ALT 3: soft words

ALT 4: experimentation

ALT 5: time loop

ALT 6: limp

ALT 7: immortality

ALT 8: found footage

ALT 9: natural disaster

ALT 10: inferno

*rubs hands together* assume this is all dreamswap cast unless stated otherwise

Also likely have a TUSOUD flavor to them but you can remove it if you like

Day 1: touch starved - Error is in the meme squad house and still a little icky on touch with the other two. Cross is a new addition to the place and doesn't quite know about the touch stuff. (Alt 1: rope burns - Angel getting his hands on Nightmare, having his fun with him all the while throwing insults at him and his body)

Day 2: flinching - Finch having an extra bad reaction to Nightmare's tendrils (Alt 2: caged - Nightmare getting stuck in a cell before he meets his friends and realizes.. crap, he is stuck. Freak out ensue :3)

Day 3: muzzled - Chris feeling unable to reach out to others and thus doesn't tell anyone about his struggles. Could end in many ways~ (Alt 3: Soft words - probably this but like. someone helps him.)

Day 4: knife to the throat - Blue's done a bad to Error and Error is finally done with his shit. (Alt 4: Experimentation - you know the thing with Night being in constant pain if someone attempted to radiantise him? Yeaaaaaah...)

Day 5: "that's gonna scar" - Error hurting himself and Blue taking care of his wounds, but continuing to terribly try and manipulate Error during it.

Day 6: secrets revealed - so imagine Nightmare never stopped self harming. Now imagine Angel hurting Nightmare more and trying to rape him on the battle field, thankfully being stopped by the others, but not before Nightmare's thighs are basically shown for all to see. Yeaaaaaahhh...

Day 7: made to watch - either Dream or Angel raping Nightmare and unfortunately, Error and Cross is in the same room but cannot do a thing. (Alt 7: immortality - Nightmare is immortal, which means that his friends will die before he ever will.)

Day 8: panic - I mean idfk maybe use the situation of my panic attack when mxrtified blocked me to do this. maybe edward gets blocked by barry for whatever reason and shit starts to spiral. a good song to listen to is "panic attack" by insane clown posse

Day 9 - 11: voice loss; difficulty breathing; fever - allergic reaction?

Day 12: “can you hear me?” - Nightmare got really badly hurt during a fight (perhaps hitting the ground in that fight at the tree and Cross is forced to take him away to the omega timeline)

Day 13: forced to hurt a loved one - Reverie and Neil end up finding Terror in the red rock AU (fun fact that AU they found themselves in before they were found by the meme squad + night and glitch is actually based on a real place, aka Sedona Arizona). While Reverie is trying to use his bow to hit Terror, Neil gets shot thanks to the goop bitchass.

Day 14: captivity - Broken Family!JMV Jade is in the rehab alongside Obsidian. He's trying to keep Obsidian in check because there is little chance his family (zircon, jasper, silver and koroit; oh yeah uh they're obsidian and jade's kids in broken family au) will stand a chance against the entirety of Justice Reigns. Inside, a random doctor (it could be an oc of mines, or an oc of yours!) notices over the course of a few days how Jade reacts, and kindly says to him "oh sweetie, you don't belong here in this rehab."

Day 15: self-sacrifice - Night taking a fatal blow for Reverie.

Day 16: semi-conscious & day 17: silent tears - tbh i dunno

Day 19: “you deserve this” - Dream finding out about Nightmare's self harm much sooner and telling this to him.

Day 20: knife wound - Nightmare wants to die, but he's tired of letting Dream ruin his life. Now he wants to ruin Dream's, in a more permanent way. (Specifically without Error and Cross being Dream's friends)

Day 21: shackled - Nightmare hurting himself after an extended stint in jail where he can't escape.

Day 22: can’t scream - Blue raping Error.

Day 23: “you’ll have to go through me” - Cross defending Nightmare from Dream.

Day 24: bloody clothes - Dream comes back from a rough fight from Terror. Maybe some Ink x Dream?

Day 25: assumed dead - Kevin dies, but with this, Nightmare is now thought to be dead due to Kevin's negative aura disappearing.

Day 26: forced to choose - Terror capturing both Night and Neil and Reverie is forced to choose whether Neil or Night dies.

Day 27: survivor’s guilt - Nightmare and Error die, and Cross has to deal with the fact he lost his loved ones once again.

Day 28: “you’re safe now” - Error encountering Blue for the first time and being brought to his house.

*leans in reeeeeal close*

hey wiggity woogity buddy chum friend pal want a new year confession 'cause it's gonna get pretty dark but I figure that stuff is up yo alley. so uh hi traumadumping for ideas for febwhump! no seriously a lot of traumadumping. feast to your soul's delight

Sometimes I wrote angst fics of dreamswap characters killing or harming themselves to that I wouldn't do the same. And also being able to comfort other characters, because I can't comfort other people for the life of me and there was nobody to comfort me, either irl or online.

Writing literally kept me from killing myself when I had no one and nothing but a box opener that gradually sliced me up and a bottle of pills that could have killed me. some people think my old writing is cringey and tbh I can see why but also. it's MY cringe that kept ME from dying so fuck what they think.

This latest fic I'm roleplaying with Silver along with a few roleplays with my friends kept me fuckin' sane when Disgraced Fox was rampaging with his bullshit about me being a pedophile (in the same fandom that called a 15 year old a "reverse pedophile" a few years ago... oooh funny how the tables turn) as well as sending what is basically underage revenge porn of me, a minor at the time, talking about nsfw shit abt ib//vs nsfw, to other minors. also when mxrtified, someone i found out was an old friend when i was 16, blocked me for ...some??? reason which hurt a lot back then (i also suspect the above ib//vs bullshit but at this point it's harder to care. tho back when that happened I was seriously lucky I didn't fuck myself up or worse thanks to my headmate intervening)

also fun fun funny fun fun fact! you know the people, Cottonwood and Sedona, two characters Dream talked about in Chapter 15 for TUSOUD? yeeeeeeaaaaaahhhh see, my mom murdered my dad and that was me being like "hmm I wonder what life would be like if I stayed with my mom" and that was what I came up with for why Dream decided to create a governmental/law sort of system! seriously, that fucking murder was a whole ass thing and I STILL can't believe she got away with it like she did. i mean. i was kinda still a kid and afraid of what would happen if my mom found out I talked to police because ACAB (still applies + our justice system is fucked + who the FUCK do I even begin calling + good fucking luck on them finding my mom because I fucking can't) but like. wow you wanna put that shit in a fic or something I can hook you up. also do you want ways in which I was pretty sure she could have murdered me because that was a very real reality for me a while back.

Should be out by Monday if my motivation keeps up, if not, then before the end of January. Although, I'm going to write all of Febwhump, which is why this is getting finished faster. I want this done first, and then all my free time goes into writing 28 days of pure angst and pain.

I'm currently choosing what fandoms to work on for that, likely Bungou Stray Dogs (my newest obsession), IBVS, and maybe some Dreamswap. So, lots of fun coming up for February, and likely nothing happening in January so I can create a nice pile. I might make the 10 alternate choices into fics too just to be extra, which would be 38 days. Those would be done last and only if I have time though. If you want I can send you whatever ones I can't think of ideas for after I get ideas down on whatever ones I want and you can suggest some stuff.

Ooo, that sounds so awesome! If you're having any troubles, I can give you some help! Not so much for Bungou Stray Dogs (I only heard about that today), and I'm rustier then a tin man out in the rain for IBVS, but I once torture and continue to torture Dreamswap characters for a living, so I can give you a good delicious angst ideas.

Though I do have a very good idea for IBVS! But no motivation to write it and I'm pretty sure you've read the entirety of IBVS and do a better impression of Xavier and Isaac then I ever could. I can give you that for Febwhump so long as you send it to me :eyes:

Finch was making the dreaded walk of shame. Feeling eyes burn into him as his former co-workers watched with curiosity, and he knew there was likely to be gossip for weeks to come. It didn’t matter to him much anymore, he was far too annoyed, and frustrated to care what people thought of him.

He felt betrayed by Dream, who after years of serving him and fighting for positivity by his side, to be cast away when he voiced his concerns. There was a fury burning in him, mostly directed at Angel, and how he’d obviously wrapped Dream around his finger so well that the CEO couldn’t see any problems.

This may end up being changed a bit, and it hasn't been thoroughly looked at so there are probably grammar mistakes. But it is underway officially.

Error, Angel, Nightmare, Blue, Cross, Glitch, Dream, Night, Ink.

Reverie is ace and I'd rather headcanon his relationship with how he feels about sex as ambiguous for the most part

Terror would tear your dick off so he gets -999 points.