marlin

idk besides feminine men being prettier n more relatable n open i rlly like them bc the concept of being with them doesn’t make me feel as dysphoric. when super boyish manly dude bros like me it grosses me tf out n makes me feel so utterly grossed out & hopeless about who i am bc i realize how they’re viewing me. i’m just a homie TO U. i am not an option in regards to sucking or fucking or romance. i can’t help that i read pretty in a girly way. like im a twink with bewbs leave me alone omg. my lack of reading social cues doesn’t help me either. u don’t get a piece of my pie unless ur a bit of a F*****. nonbinary bisexual loneliness is more real than whatever boys think they got going on. i’m so tired

thinking about a low dose of T #thoughttheyghter

finally updated this bih and its so ugly omg

used to be kinda anti soda and super pro water only now i lowkey have a redbull addiction

promising myself i’ll stop depression posting n vague posting on here. i act like this aint public cuz it dont feel like it

everyone is wrong about me

rotting

my hatred for how couples act in public goes far beyond how they act in the theme park line

if i wasnt asian i’d KILLLL myself but also being asian is one of the most painful circumstances to be born under like leave me alone OMG!!

feel like a social experiment i am a social experiment

and so i fumbled…

we were undersocialized as puppies we all need to be nice to each other. u sniff my butt i sniff urs then we go play in the grass

women of color are the only strangers that have my attention and have my eye 😘❣️ every1 else KILLYOURSELFFF😭😭