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Even as tidal waves of successful aspirations reach my doorstep

My days would be full of wondering ... what if?

So even when you gaze into my door step

Piercing your light into the shadows of my mind

Like the ashes of a midnight cigarette

Guiding the lost souls home

The word “I miss you “ should’ve faintly been said

Reminded me how much I loved making you laugh.

Reminds me how much I really still love you.

I doubt you’ll ever see my eyes the same again

That’s ok

Sometimes the people you love the most can’t return that same level of love maybe it’s because they “ran out of it” but is love something you truly can run out of? Does love change depending on circumstance can we even call that love? If the love we had for each other runs out did we truly understand the love that was meant to grow between us? Complex problems often seem to need a complex solution but what if it’s simply this “we never loved each other from the start”. They often say time is irrelevant or the universe works in mysterious ways but in reality we human love in more simpler ways than that. We love through actions and so we must unlove through actions as well. The more we love something that is truly good for us the more positive growth come flourishing out of it. As we love things that are not truly good for us we start to gather negativity around us as if life is trying to put a barrier around us for “protection” from the self harm of that love.

Maybe you’ll never love me the way I love you. That’s ok I still love you the same.

Maybe you “ran out of love “ for me that’s ok I still love you the same

My love is not dependent on you’re actions nor is my actions dependent on your love

Maybe one day you’ll understand my love maybe you won’t

But one things forsure

I will always love you