You are existing. But are you living?

Im not 100% in the present. some is living on the past the other on the future! I need my all

yesterday nov 15, 2015 I got home so early. It was past 1 am. hahaha i went to a birthday party.. It was my friend’s dad. and I brought a friend who brought an owner type jeep that gave us so much stress. Imagine 3 people including me pushing that heavy vechicle...plus the way included a slope going up (having trouble expalining this xD) so the gravity is againts us. well atleast we had a motorbike 100cc. hahaha we were so out of resources, we did not even manage to get a passenger jeep to pull the owner.. :( at least we had it done. just the three of us. james, jared and I.... this is memorable,, yah ofcourse :D good vibes

IDE CD-ROM Drive sold to 8pc comp shop for 400 on november 11, 2015. I must be really broke right now..  hmmmmmmm sigh

WD hard drive. seagate inside sold for 1,100 to MJ on oct 31, 2015 at Phoenix

Yeey ... (low tone, low spirit) :( figured it out why I am feeling sad today. and realizing why and what made me feel this way just made me feel worse. :(((

I am feeling sad today and I don’t knw why. :(

wooooah.. yehey last day tomorrow.. and Its over!!! got LOTS OF free time by then. :DDD