Dreambig

Death is always there

Death can hit anyone at anytime

Death doesn’t wait for you

Death will come and find you

Death there is no stopping it

Death can take you when your a baby

Death can take you when your a toddler

Death can take you when your a teen

Death can take you when your a adult

Death can take you when your a elder

Death doesn’t care how old you are, If it’s your time

Death can’t be stopped

Hold what you have Close to your heart

Because in reality no one knows

When you just want to feel that magic in your real life that you just want to put yourself in any book that you are reading. You just want to feel alive again, you want to see the world and what is out there be in the fairy tale that you really want to be so what is stopping you…. Feeling that feeling that you feel when you are getting close to a character in a book.

Just wanting to live a life that is just full of wonder, magic, romance, joy and so much more.

Why do it not stop… it think about everything

From my life to the world so how can this just stop

You just want to be with them all day, they are the reason for you to get up in the morning, they are the reason why you are so happy.

The love of my love I want you forever, I will love you until my last breath! You’re in my mind and in my heart every single day…..

I want you to know that when I say you are stuck with me forever I mean it, it’s going to be really hard to get rid of me hehehehe

That’s all that keeps going though my mind…

Is there something in this life that is going to show up

There seem to be no point in life at the moment

I just feel like I get used and can’t even see myself anymore or anywhere else

Just look outside…..

That is where the beauty is…

This is what mother nature has made

We should be taking care of it… there is such beauty in the world

You just have to find it for yourself and believe that it is.

No matter where you go there is something out there for you too see.

You have show me something that I never thought was out there

You have opens my heart to new love….. to real love

You have made my think about myself and trying to get to know myself more and more

You have shown me the real love that only come once in a life time.

You see if for me and I don’t have to hide

You understand what I have been though you know how hard it can be.

These next days are going to be hard aren’t they. For the first time in two years will be doing something for Christmas but it hard when your the the that I want to see again.. I remember all the memories we had and now your are gone but your the one I grow up with you the one that raised me you seen me for me and didn’t want to change me. I miss you so much but I know that you would want all of us to move forward. But we hold your memories in our hearts close by so you’re never gone.

I miss you and love you always thank for watching over all of us from heaven but there is one people that need you the most.

I’ll promise that I will never let you go will you do the same. I can’t help but think that you are just saying it just to get in my mind but the truth is, is that you thinking that the same that I am. So why am I like this the one that just thinks too much.

The mind is something that is unknown to a lot of people. The mind control you and your thoughts don’t let you mind make your think that you can’t do anything. You are much more stronger than your mind. All you have to do is just believe.

You’re mind is like nothing no one has ever see there is always something going on it is… weather that will be about your job, project that you would like to do, to anything else that goes on in your life.

I can’t believe it’s then end of the year alright so much has happened and has changed in 2024 I can’t wait to see what’s happens in 2025.

I can help but think about all the good time and all the bad to those who how been though a lot look to the new year on getting stronger and being who you really are….

It’s like no one understands anything that I have to do… it like I am the only one that god dame does anything. I am really getting tried of everything I. This world.

And I am just the one that puts on a face and calls it fine.