This is me. I’ve been judged a lot, called fat many time, been called ugly, Been told I’m not good enough, been stuck in domestic violace, been told I’m a asshole because I don’t respond to a stranger online with in a day, I have lost friends because Ithey use me and when I stop giving money to them they get mad or dissaper. I have tried suicided 3 times in 3 diffrent ways, Because when I was 11 my parents died and all ive ever wanted to do is die and be with them. On my last attempt I dove my car into a baracde going 50mph. I ended up breaking 4 ribs rupturing my spleen and that was it. The doctors where amazing thats I’ll I ended up with. They kept telling me I should have been dead or possibly Decapitated. After looking at my car I noticed the roof was compliantly crushed in on my side pretty much down to the seat. I did not realized how bad it was. After seeing that, not even a car could take me out, i realized I must still have things to do in this earth. Maybe people to help, maybe more things to expiriace I am not sure. I still do suffure from depression but I habe been working on it and doing better. For all those out there who feel the same way (especially during this time in our world) please reach out to someone, or if you have no one message me. Because you may not realize how many people truly care about you, or possibly how many life’s you are ment to touch. My name is molly this is me take it or leave it it’s taken me 30 years but I’m now happy with who I am!
