u said plain sorry when we called .

ew ur responses are so icky . they’re pushing me away

“u did so many fucked up things too ” you cheated . and it was until we broke up , that i got w ppl , or talked shit .

i was doing fine and then i called you 1 night . it set me back and ruined all my progress . my friends are worried for me at this point . i was asked how i’m doing since we called because i’m always mentally somewhere else . and i literally said i can’t cry anymore. i just feel so fucking tired . i feel drained . my chest hurts everyday . nobody can take this pain but you . but you also bring me sm pain . mentally . i’m in this position right now because you couldn’t ever just stay loyal to me . that’s what’s keeping me strong and not texting back . the messages replaying . you begging her to fuck . you saying i’d never find out . it makes me sick to my stomach . ur lucky i’m even replying right now . and someone was like “ur numb dani” but i’m not fucking numb . i feel every ounce of this pain . but i’m too tired to cry anymore . you changed me as a person . im cold . i’m suicidal again .