It's My Life

I have had to make a new blog because I have managed to block you from seeing everything else in my life but I don't know how to keep you from this...

Going through a mental breakdown is so unbelievably scary. I am someone who has now suffered from mental illness for 3 years and it's something that most people don't understand and don't know how to deal with because it's not physical. It's definitely not something to lie about. Please don't use mental illness to cover up all your lies. If you know how the inside of my body and mind felt every single day you would not lie about this. The utter disappointment of waking up every morning when you hoped that you wouldn't and dealing with the constant never ending hopelessness that and everyday brings. Spending every single day waiting for it to just end and hoping once again that you don't wake up in the morning. Would you really wish this on yourself?! Just be honest I can't take any more lies!

It appears the only point of your existence is to torture me! I'm on the other side of the country and I know you're in Kelly's bed! Ps thank you for destroying my friendship with one of my best friends... She won't even talk to me! Thanks for being the biggest cunt in the world. I don't know what I did to you that was so bad but you are driving everyone from me for some sort of self gratification!!!