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I need help finding a swagdoons fix (i dont like the ship) but I loved this specific fix and I can’t remember the name of it, all I can remember is red and ash are roommates and they get stuck in a time loop I think it’s red’s pov and ash would off himself every time the loop restarted, red would do everything he could but ash would still end up offing himself and eventually red goes to his childhood home which was on the beach and that’s where the fic ended (I think)