I broke a man's heart. This man whom I thought was invincible. A heart I took for granted, not seeing that in the end...he was just as fragile and terrified. How many mistakes that never were acknowledged?How many tears that shed? How many lost moments I could have just showed how I was devoted,this man is now a memory. The only place I see him is in my thoughts and dreams. If I could have seen that what would have saved him, would also have saved me. Looking back with shame and disbelief, wishing I had shown just how much I loved the man that married me.

The saddest loss in life is the loss of your soulmate, best friend, childhood sweetheart, your one true love.