Primrose

grocery shopping while having an ed is literally just [picks up item] [turns it over] [reads nutritional label] [puts it back] [picks up item] [turns it over] [reads nutritional label] [puts it b

actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. i’ve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasn’t i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. i’m closer to thirty than to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i can’t talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed.

The fact that I don't just go absolutely mental and set a car on fire is honestly a miracle of life

it’s okay. it’s okay if you wandered off the path for a while. it’s ok if you haven’t started. you can find your way back. you can still catch up. you can still do amazingly. I believe in you.

me whenever i look at everyone: why am i the only ugly person