It's ironically tragic, how even now, they share the same baggage. Where they used to laugh at the bleachers and lift each other up, now they sneer at each other and try to bring one another down. The wilderness had such an effect on people, it had warped them so thoroughly, if they ever got to look at themselves in a mirror, they'd probably see something they never thought possible.
But Robbie still had a place in her heart. She'd be stupid not to acknowledge that. The shields she has been putting up can do no more than pretend she is alone. But, even as he stands opposed to her, he is right there. When had she categorized that as a bad thing?
Shauna hesitates when he retaliates easily. She tries to keep up appearances, but Robbie was right. After this, she'll have nothing β the wilderness took everything of value from her. She remains, and she is worthless. Jackie is not here for her to blame, nothing is left but the truth; she has always been the boring one. The shallow one. The shadow.
Robbie would go on to be a genius, work on robotics or just about anything else as grand as that. He had always been special... She gravitated toward special, exactly because she could not be that.
"Shut up," she whispers, but even that is not enough. Her voice is weak as he says exactly what she has been thinking. What happens later? What happens when everything is lost but her? She is not ready to leave all that she lost behind. "Shut up, Iβ"
She chokes on the truth, she can barely move now. It throws her off just how much Robbie knew her, how much of what she thought a secret was just... common knowledge. The only one that didn't know was already dead. And maybe it was for the best, for she'd hate who Shauna was now. Still, she scoffs.
"You really think you can kill me, Robbie? You're delusional. You've always been, I just didn't know how deep that delusion was." The bite that had been there before is almost absent now, a whimper of what it once was. She can't fight him. Deep down, she knows he is still her friend, just as he said... And she can't afford to lose him, too. What was she doing?
"Fuck it, I shouldn't be wasting my time with you. I have better things to do." Or, actually, she had listened and he was right... and she didn't want to fight and potentially lose him, or what was left of herself, or both. Especially with Jackie, staring back at her from the woods, disappointed.
Shit, she had to go. She starts to walk towards the woods. Towards Jackie, always, staring back at her in hopes of keeping her form present. "Just keep your twink out of my fucking way... and I won't have to hurt any of you."