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I'm binge-watching aaaaaall the Spider-Man movies and I've finally reached the one that hurts me the most: The Amazing Spider-Man 2. I rewatched it after a looooong time bc this movie hurts me sm. and I obviously cried a lot tonight. I wrote a lot abt it on my Letterboxd - it's @asherlyx If you want to follow me, lol - but anyways I still haven't gotten over it all okay. gwen stacy is the BEST character of spiderverse. she's everything to me. I love her. I love all abt her. and my dad is absolutely outraged by the ending 💔💔

at 10 a.m. my mother was already humiliating me for no reason at all, making me cry because she simply can't talk to me normally - in a way that isn't unnecessarily harsh and detached and serious, as if she's not even my mother. which is funny right bc my parents are the only people in the world I have to talk to. so I don't have anyone?? okay

there’s a suppressed desire of mine to really, really, REALLY know how to draw and be able to create literally anything Sherlock-related. I’m so tired of not being good at anything. and seeing so many perfect fanarts/comics and not being able to be a part of ittt

ummm so I let go of the person who made me happiest over the last year and a half. I really don't know what could get worse rn.

I want recommendations for Sherlock-related books that AREN'T written by Conan Doyle and are actually good. go on.

do u guys remember when Sherlock cut out a pic of John and put it on the vitruvian man...???

sooo maybe I am fine without any friends, then. It can't be that bad, right. having no friends. I have cousins, that sometimes I feel shy to start a conversation with them bc they're much more busy then me. I'll be fine.

It really hurt that she just cancelled the hangout we were supposed to have tomorrow. I’d forgotten what it feels like when someone doesn’t want to see you. like wtf I'm such a nice person.

I was rewatching Young Sherlock, after a long time, and I didn't remember it being so gay??? like, wdym Sherlock calls Moriarty "JAMES" in the 19th century? they became absurdly close after LITERALLY meeting. we can notice how easily influenced sherlock is okay. and in the same week, like a day or two later idk, they were already wearing dresses together. this stupid series had sm potential it makes me mad. cowards.

I recently (I think it’s been abt 4 months??) lost my only two friends. I’ve been hanging out with some people, but it’s not the same, so the idea of ​​writing here and on twitter again, even if no one sees it, it's helping me. tysm John Watson.