🌙Jamie

Luna as the Swift Family

Stomping out sexual assault and rape culture and wearing denim to support survivors.

I feel as though social media is not safe anymore. I think I have people who are monitoring me and checking in on me (in a creepy stalkerish way). I have proof that this has been done on Twitter, Instagram, and even tik tok. I have no clue if my tumblr is safe or not, so I have changed my usernames in hopes that this person is no longer able to look me up and find me.

Luna is a 13 week old ragdoll kitten (aka the same breed as @taylorswift kitten Benjamin Button).

When Taylor introduced us to Benji, I had fallen in love with this breed and I researched for the next 8 months. In February, I put a deposit down on this little one and last saturday, I was able to pick her up! 😻.

Luna has become my best friend:

Everyone, meet Luna. Luna is a 12 week old seal sepia ragdoll kitten, and she quite literally saved my life.

For most close to me, it was apparent that I endured a rough winter. In fact, I endured a rough year. I had a relationship that fell apart after 6 years, and not only did it fall apart, it imploded very slowly and painfully. After the implosion, I discovered that for 6 years, I allowed myself to be taken advantage of, lied to, manipulated, cheated, and emotionally abused in the name of “love”. That realization, among other factors, contributed to my mental health suffering so bad that I wouldn’t leave my bed and found it hard to think of things to live for, a mental state that I never thought I would experience again.

To help cope with all of this, I decided to put down a deposit on my kitten. While to most this seemed like an impulsive decision, I had actually been looking into getting a kitten for about a year now but wrote it off to bad timing. I had been researching the ragdoll breed and when everything had happened to me, it was like a huge sign when I found her listed on a breeders Facebook page. I somehow chose a cat, unbeknownst to me, who was born on January 10th, 2020. She was born exactly a year from when I had to put my childhood cat down unexpectedly. Additionally, I made a random tweet on January 10th, 2020 where I said “in 2020 I will have my own ragdoll cat”. Little did I know that my kitten was born on that day. Also, 10 has always been my lucky number, therefore, she is my luck.

Since putting a deposit down on Luna in early February, I noticed my mind shifting from this wormhole of darkness and negativity, to finally being excited about something in the future. I was excited to be able to unconditionally love this little nugget with all of my heart and over the two months of waiting for her, I started to become happy again. I hadn’t felt truly happy since May of last year and the excitement of getting updates of her every two weeks was enough to make everything that had been happening in my life stop feeling so painful.

🌞When you have FINALLY stepped into the daylight by leaving a 6 year long emotionally abusive and manipulative relationship and you have successfully let it go 🌞

Then, when I went home, I somehow FACETIMED?!?! TAYLOR FUCKING SWIFT! We had a conversation about Benjamin Button and the ragdoll breed since I too just got a ragdoll kitten. I told her she should follow my kitten Luna on Instagram (obviously in my dream I forgot she doesn’t follow anyone on Instagram), and she nodded yes! I kept showing her pictures and telling her I get to pick her up in 2 weeks!

Sometimes, my dreams come true in weird ways and if she somehow saw my cat, that would be a dream literally come true.

I know people probably won’t reblog this, but I would love to show @taylorswift my new kitten, Luna 🌙. Her Instagram will be updated frequently and is @Luna.the_ragdoll