Stupid Druggie

You got a babysitter for Matthew then?

Has anyone ever told you that you’re too nice? Pretty sure I’ve never done anything to deserve your kindness. I should’ve known, always making it impossible for anyone to compete with you. Absolutely not, there’s no way that I would allow you to do that. I won’t be the reason why you stop doing what you love.

Are you kidding me, Jay? You've done everything to deserve it, you've accepted me for everything I am and you're so kind to me even when I'm not the kind of guy that deserves that kindness. Jay, you deserve so much more than what I give you. I won't stop doing what I love, I'll just stop going to college for what I love. What are those idiots going to teach me about art that I don't already know?

You making sure that I don’t spend Christmas by myself is honestly good enough for me. But I know no matter how much I try to persuade you to not get me anything you still will so there’s no point arguing about it. I’ve not decided how far away I want to go just that I don’t want to be here anymore, but don’t be silly you’d still be my best friend even if I ended up moving to the other side of the country.

Making sure you don't spend Christmas alone is my job as your best friend. There is no way I'd allow you not to stay with me. You're right because I already have a stack of presents for you on my bedroom floor. Well, I hope you know that if you move over an hour away then I'm coming with you. I don't care if there's no art schools around, I only care about being with you.

I just value your friendship way more than anything money could buy. It’s why I don’t ever ask for anything and why I wouldn’t be able to ever ask that of you. I’ll figure it out eventually, plus I’ve just got this year of school left before I start college. If everything goes according to plan I won’t ever have to come back ever again.

I know you do, Jay, but you deserve to be treated to presents for Christmas. It's the least I can do for you, Jay. You know I would give you the world if you'd let me. I know, you going to go away for college then? Am I going to lose you?

Oh thank you, we can go go down to the pier yeah?

Good idea, yeah, lets do that!

I’m sure it’ll be fun just like last year. But shouldn’t you be spending that money of yours on like art supplies or something? You don’t have to get me anything.

Sometimes I think you don't know just how much money I have, but I know you've seen my bank balance and you know I can afford art supplies and presents for you and to afford to help you move out of your house but for some reason you won't let me help you with the last one and you're reluctant to let me give you presents... you should know by now that I'm going to spoil you every year, no matter how much you tell me not to.

Two years, that’s not terrible. I’m in the same situation. That’s fine, I completely understand. I have some art that I would never want anyone to see.

I could show you a few of the black and whites of my comic book, it's not finished though, the story line won't make much sense.