tldr no one understands my arfid and im tired of re-explaining it to normie laymen
I’m so sick and tired of saying no to peoples food that they offer me because I’m 4ft11 and 87 pounds so they think I have a ed or something when really I just can’t stand the smell/taste/texture of most foods and I come from a short person family. I also have autism and most food smells like ass to me, I may probably go vegetarian someday to avoid hearing someone offer me anything with red meat because I hate it. It’s even worse with family because they try to shame you with their old backwards ways and say you’re being picky. I’ve decided to eat what I like regardless of label or categorization and as long as it’s affordable. I can’t stand to eat a case of almonds that’s almost 10$ and these prissy privileged college bitches don’t seem to get that
I also don’t care how much the “doctor is just looking out for me” they don’t give a damn about me or you they want money, why else would they take a chance of college hell and debt? For money. very rarely have I had a doctor that was caring besides my autism diagnosis evaluator. the photos are stuff that I eat. I’m trying to diversify but it’s hard, I just don’t like what others eat and I will always gag eating non-safe foods.
I have emetophobia, why would I WILLINGLY want to play with something that gives me panic attacks???
