"I swear that I loved you." (lyric from little soldiers by the crane wives)
I drew doomed chodark because what is chodark if not DOOMED :'0
yeah idk with that dialogue I TRIED LMAO
I'm so normal about these two WHY are they so DOOMED BY THE NARRITIVE
I think i'm incapable of thinking about these two without making it angsty. I swear someday i'll make something where these two just. have a nice day.
No im not normal about the fact that despite everything Chosen still reached out to Dark hoping he would help him, and NO im NOT normal about actually SEEING the fact that Dark's code is still active. or the fact that chosen was called the angel of death and now dark built giant HORNS. these two make me so ILL
I'm holding out hope (im on copium) that the hollowheads will all at least have some sort of happy ending. or at least closure. DARK IS PLAYABLE IN ANIMATION VERSUS SO SURELY RIGHT? AAAA
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That moment when you fall in love with both of your bosses lmaoooooo
YES I drew vicagentsi because theyāre AWESOME
Before Mitsi was introduced I was very much on board with vicagent, so now I just said āfuck it we ballā and ship all of em now. Cause why not lol.
This was also slightly inspired by this fic that I read it was AMAZING I just had to draw something inspired by it.
It only felt right to draw them since they make a literal rainbow together. I love them so much š„²
Happy pride to the color gang and the color gang ONLY. (jkjk)
Also, happy almost 2 year anniversary to my Rainbow Comics I made for pride month lol!!
Decided to doodle polysticks!!! Cause why not!!! Yeah I like the classic duos like secred, yellue and grapeduo, and even others like secgreen and blue x red (whatās their ship name again? I legit forgot RIP LOL) but I also like just all of them together! They make me so happy :]
Just remember you are loved, valid and worthy. It is so important to stay alive and stay strong especially during these trying times. We deserve sunshine.
Queer lives matter, trans lives matter, Black Lives Matter. Love you all.
Might make some other doodles later on, like chodark and vicagentsi lol
Yoooo soā¦ I have not posted something Alan Becker related in well over a yearā¦ Iāve been pretty inactive on this side of tumblr but just know that my love and fixation for this series has not dwindled in the slightest, I just had other things I wanted to focus on. But Iāve been ever since Hacker came out Iāve just been itching to get back to posting AvA/M/etc so today I FINALLY HAD TIME TO
Anyways the newest episode broke me so I drew this š„² apologies in advance if people have made art similar to this already, like I said I havenāt really been active on tumblr that much so I havenāt really checked in. Nonetheless this is my spin on this scene :ā0
Thereās so much I wanna say (and draw) but Iāll leave that for when I get to making more art. For now take this
No bg + scene reference
Bonus doodle I made last year for Valentineās Day that I never posted here (donāt mind the different watermark, it was posted to my instagram, i just donāt have the same user for my tumblr and insta)
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Being placed on a pedestal since birth has taught Jesse one thingā how to put on a show. After all, the Anemoi name is synonymous with power and perfection, and Jesse has spent every waking hour proving he is worthy of his heritageā the one his mother left behind, and his father works relentlessly for. Even if it meant endless hours of practicing pirouettes, strumming strings until his fingers bled, or studying foreign languages and stopping only when his eyelids could no longer force themselves open. Expectationsā placed upon and self-imposedā have always kept him just out of reach. An ornament meant to be admired from a distance. Any closer, and one might see just how fragile he truly is.
He has always lived life on a stage surrounded by glass. A spotlight for a shadow, always seen yet never heard. Look, don't touchā even if a distant part of him buried deep longs for true connection. But there are cracks beginning to form in his porcelain armor. Past secrets and distant memories that have a hold on him like invisible strings. Will he ever find freedom and mend the hole in his heartā or is he fated to play his role in glamorous isolation until HĢµĢ½ĢĢ Ģ¹ĢŗeĢ¶Ģ ĢĶĢĢĢ¹lĢ“ĢĶĶlĢµĢĢĢĢ« takes him back?
Ethnicity: American/Filipino/???
Zodiac:Ā TaurusĀ
MBTI:Ā INTJ
Major:Ā Art
Year:Ā Freshman
Eyes: Dull sky blue that look like glass. Whether shiny from the spotlight or unseen tears, no one can truly say.
Ā Hair:Ā Jet black waves kept at chin length. His hair frames his face like gentle curtains.
Skin:Ā Smooth light brown with a subtle shine, with rosy cheeks that stand out against his cold gaze.
Height:Ā 6'1" (187 cm)
Build: Lean and muscular due to years of dedicated ballet. Every movement is light as a feather with rehearsed dignity and grace.
Clothing Aesthetic:Ā Cottagecore.
Yeah not much to say, just saw some people showcase their MCs for this (they're all so cool) so I hopped on the bandwagon lol. Here's a ref sheet for my self insert MC for @childrenofcain-if 's BOTYG. Quite the contrast personality wise from my OLBA MC lmao. I tried giving him a description akin to the actual ones for the characters so sorry for the long post. ;p
So guess who found a new game(? Story more precisely I suppose) to obsess over. Me lol. (Thanks OLBA, you were the catalyst)
I found an interactive novel thing on itch.io called āThe Ballad of the Young Godsā by @childrenofcain-if and thought I should give it a try cause the premise seemed interesting. And yeah it was pretty damn cool lol. Actually I found it a few months ago but I revisited a few days ago and found there had been an update. So I played it (it was awesome) and figured I might as well make fanart for it.
Lies of P as vines because this game has existed for almost 2 years and Iāve yet to really see a vine compilation for it
Strong language warning for some, but otherwise- enjoy 6 minutes of LoP memes (itās mostly vines but there are some TikTokās sprinkled in there) :))))
š£ļø š DEREK'S BAAAAAAAAACK (FOR HIS BIRTHDAY!)
Once a year, Our Life fans from around the world gather to celebrate a day so glorious, so heart-stopping, so...athletic. And that day is today.
To celebrate another trip around the sun for Derek SuĆ”rez, let's get into sport mode š
Derek's the QB in tonight's football game. Is your MC on the field, in the stands, cheering on the sidelines, or a secret fourth option? š
A while back I showcased my fan made sprite I drew of my Step 4 OLBA MC. This is kind of a continuation of that, as I've finished all 4 steps! (His main outfits anyway. I haven't done his other ones, like his pajamas, formal wear, swimwear, etc. Also I edited his Step 4 sprite just a bit.)
CW: SH scars.
Again, like with my first post, I decided to base my MC's physical appearance on what I put in the game. I also wanted to make sure my MC actually fit into the game itself, not just via the artstyle replicating but his appearance and outfit.
Also here's some extra doodles because why not. :)
Gonna rant about my MC real quick. Like I've said before, my MC's name is Jesse Etoile (Heās just a self insert. My name is Jesse.) and he's pinoy like Elizabeth. In what I call my 'canon' playthrough, he ends up with Cove and the two officially date after the ORCA dinner. Jesse and Cove being the idiots they are proposed on the same day, with Jesse in the morning and Cove during night. While Cove is obsessed with the ocean and swimming, Jesse loves the sky and being in the air. And like I said before, my MC is a musician and ballet dancer. Jesse has the relaxed personality with everyone. Also he and Cove are the same height meaning they're both giants.
There's more I wanna say about him but I'll save it for another time. Even though I just got into these games this year they've already become some of my favourites. Right now I'm currently doing the long game with Cove where my MC and him get together after Step 2. (you know, with that CG.) I still like the two of them getting together at Step 3 instead, just when they're older because that's my preference but it's still cute. I'm genuinely impressed with just how vast this game is. I LOVE IT. ā¤
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Got sprites of my OLBA MC Elias Blackwood from Addrossi! One of these days I'll make game edits but for now here is Baxter's golden retriever boyfriend lol
A while back I showcased my fan made sprite I drew of my Step 4 OLBA MC. This is kind of a continuation of that, as I've finished all 4 steps! (His main outfits anyway. I haven't done his other ones, like his pajamas, formal wear, swimwear, etc. Also I edited his Step 4 sprite just a bit.)
CW: SH scars.
Again, like with my first post, I decided to base my MC's physical appearance on what I put in the game. I also wanted to make sure my MC actually fit into the game itself, not just via the artstyle replicating but his appearance and outfit.
Also here's some extra doodles because why not. :)
Gonna rant about my MC real quick. Like I've said before, my MC's name is Jesse Etoile (Heās just a self insert. My name is Jesse.) and he's pinoy like Elizabeth. In what I call my 'canon' playthrough, he ends up with Cove and the two officially date after the ORCA dinner. Jesse and Cove being the idiots they are proposed on the same day, with Jesse in the morning and Cove during night. While Cove is obsessed with the ocean and swimming, Jesse loves the sky and being in the air. And like I said before, my MC is a musician and ballet dancer. Jesse has the relaxed personality with everyone. Also he and Cove are the same height meaning they're both giants.
There's more I wanna say about him but I'll save it for another time. Even though I just got into these games this year they've already become some of my favourites. Right now I'm currently doing the long game with Cove where my MC and him get together after Step 2. (you know, with that CG.) I still like the two of them getting together at Step 3 instead, just when they're older because that's my preference but it's still cute. I'm genuinely impressed with just how vast this game is. I LOVE IT. ā¤
Dipping my toes into the au side of this fandom, have a human Gemini Design. This was somewhat inspired by @dollettodraws design which I saw a while back, but given my own spin and headcanons. And yes, before you ask, this is mostly an excuse to draw cute Pemini art (I'll post some soon). I also tried out something different with the Black and White picture, since I thought it would be fun to draw something that looked a little like an in game Recollection, like P picked it up somewhere :>
Lies of P as vines because this game has existed for almost 2 years and Iāve yet to really see a vine compilation for it
Strong language warning for some, but otherwise- enjoy 6 minutes of LoP memes (itās mostly vines but there are some TikTokās sprinkled in there) :))))
Dude you lowkey got me on board with Pemini, the two of them are such adorable little guys.
Iām drawing the two of em right now so if you got any headcanons and whatnot regarding them I be utmost grateful. šāāļø
P x Gemini Headcanons
ā¢ There's so much excitement and joy in this relationship because P and Gemini feel like they've known each other forever. They're best friends, and now lovers, too. It's like a dream.
ā¢ Neither of them know when the romance actually started. It was like a flip switched suddenly and there was just mutual understanding from that day forward. The first āI love youā came from Gemini. Soft hearted puppet.
ā¢ P loves the sound of Gemini. All of his sound, including the chirps and his voice's tin-can quality. He adores how lively and unapologetically boisterous the cricket puppet is. Even when he annoys P (which he does), P still loves him.
ā¢ Gemini is always so happy and supportive when P experiences something new. This is refreshing for P, when everyone around him is either indifferent, or put off, by his ever-changing body and soul. When his hair grows- āYou look great, pal! You could be a model!ā When his gears and springs stop making noise- āHave you been going overboard with the oiling lately, or are you a bona fide human now?ā
ā¢ Being with Gemini is comforting for P, in or out of combat. In the field, Gemini will warn him of incoming attacks, treacherous environments, and other hazards. Gemini is always looking out for his beloved friend. To thank him, P plants kisses to the exterior door of the lamp when they're back in the safety of the Hotel.
ā¢ When Gemini is flustered or emotional, the light emanating from within him can change in color (similar to how it does when exposed to certain types of ergo.) He is pretty much biologically mandated to wear his heart on his sleeve, so BRIGHT RED FLASHING GEMINI is commonplace when P is kissing, complimenting or cuddling him, especially at the start of the relationship.
ā¢ Gemini comes up with pet names for his P. He's so infatuated with his newly-human boyfriend that many of his nicknames revolve around how beautiful P is. Handsome, Hot Stuff, Good-Looking, Princeā¦Ā
ā¢ P isnāt great at coming up with cute nicknames, so he tends to call his lamp āGemā or ālove.ā Sometimes P will hold Gemini close to his chest, feeling the deep warmth the metal is emitting through his clothing, and delight in how wonderful it is to be dating his very best pal. āMy friendā¦ā heāll whisper. āMy love.ā
ā¢ P kisses him goodnight, every night. At full humanity, when he needs sleep, P will tuck the lamp underneath his chin and hold it close to him as he rests. Sometimes Gemini feels defeated, when he can't kiss P himself or even express basic affection to him.
ā¢ Itās hard for them to find things to do as a couple other than talk, or travel/fight together. Gemini cannot even move on his own, and P wants to change that. He doesnāt want to have to carry his lover around on his fingers forever. And Gemini wants to experience things, especially as heās finally creating a future for himself after losing all memory of who he mightāve been in the past. He wants to hold Pās hands, and kiss him back, and hold him close in his own two arms.
ā¢ All these two want is to share their love in a conventional way. Kissing a lamp is fine for a while, but they want to feel each other. After the restoration of Krat, Gemini opens up about his insecurities, his memory loss, and yearning for a real body. With the help of Venigni, P and Gemini decide that the lamp puppet needs a humanoid shell to control and live in permanently. This man invented jet engines, surely he can design a puppet that can be remotely controlled even if Geminiās ergo cannot be safely transferred. P offers to pay in literal crates of ergo, if need be. Venigni would probably refuse payment.
ā¢ I imagine that things would work out for them, but even if things didnāt, P would keep his loving little lamp puppet looped onto his belt for eternity if thatās what needed to be done. He would never leave Gemini, not for anything.
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āYouāre stuck with me, and Iām stuck with you, pal. Wouldnāt have it any other way.ā
Coloured the sketch I posted yesterday. I actually love these two so much lol theyāre my skrunklies
I really like my human (well still a puppet technically) design for Gemini! I used some pictures I found on pinterest for inspiration for it, but also Leaās stalker outfit because I meanā¦ he was Leaāsā¦ something. We still donāt know. Neowiz why must you hurt me
Iāve been shipping em since I made this design for Gemini but I also like them platonically because itās just perfect. Pinocchioās been through so much the poor guy, but heās always had a friend with him. Sophia mightāve been the first voice he heard, but Gem was the first friend he had. And theyāve stuck with each other since. I just love em ahhhhdhjdjd
I like to think Gemini is equivalent to Pino as Romeo is to Carlo. Itās cute :)
Close up under the cut+references for Gemini+bonus doodle
I got into LoP early last year and I just bought it last month when it was on sale when Overture came out. I havenāt been able to play it as much as Iād like since Iāve always got other things to tend to and am constantly busy, but last I left off I just beat Fuoco.
Anyways yeah my first piece of LoP fanart Iām sharing on tumblr is a sketch of Pino with Gemini except heās in a new puppet body. More humanoid. Because he deserves it. Iām not the first to think of Gemini getting a new body post-game, but this is my take on it with my own design.
Lowkey I fw the Pemini ship. Thatās why I did this lol. Cause they deserve to hold hands. And kiss. Give each other proper hugs. Go on double dates with Carlo and Romeo. Be absolute menaces to society. Spit on Geppettoās grave. Be the best āpalsā in history ā¤ļø
Lol Iāll clean and colour this tomorrow and post the final thing, I just wanted to share this. I will draw more LoP stuff and no one can stop me šāāļø
