dolletta

I (unfortunately) went to school today, but I'm a little excited to say this today because the guy that I used to like (last year) waved at me and smiled at me every time he passed me in the hallways. To anyone this may be a simple case of "He's just being nice" but all the years I've liked this kid (2 years) and passed him in the hallways numerous times, he has NEVER smiled or waved at me. We only have 2 more weeks of school left, and I'm not gonna lie I'm gonna miss waking up every day and having something to dread.

I'm not even done talking about my old crush yet. I stopped liking him after I actually met him for the first time, turns out he was very annoying and just not the kind of person I'm into, so I just stopped liking him.

I'm gonna be honest, I was really obsessed with this guy, though. I mean stalking socials, families' socials, making mutual friends, staring at him any time I could...the list is beyond me. So it was kind of hard to just stop liking him because I had created this false image of him in my head and was disappointed that he wasn't how I wanted him to be. To finish my point, I just felt so nervous and hot(?) whenever he passed, and I haven't felt like that in a long, long time. I thought I was over him, but I don't think I am mentally.