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"It's me !"
Responding this screenshot, yknow, cause, yknow.
Testing something: who are your favorite canon trans women in fiction?
Things I've learned so far:
1. Many of the characters listed aren't canonically trans (some of them are characters I know about for sure, others could just be the result of wikis being misleading)
2. Trans women have wildly different standards for what is "good" transfem rep than everyone else
3. There is a character named "Cancer Death Toll" in Saint Seiya. This made research hell.
Mike from the FNAF movie and Mary Backrooms are kind of parallels.
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a character who has bottled up something terrible that happened to them. maybe it's something they saw, maybe something done to them, whatever it is it's profoundly traumatized them. they keep going, pushing it down, dismissing concerns, or even having suppressed it long enough nobody even knows to be concerned at all. and then one day they talk. one day, because they finally can't take it anymore, or they were so triggered they can't keep it in, or something messed with their control (fever, drug, etc) that they just spilled it out.
and the entire time they're talking, they're shaking so hard it makes it difficult to speak. their friends/teammates/whoever try to listen and try to help, extremely alarmed with how seriously they're affected, but the shaking just keeps getting harder. they're not crying, they're just. shaking.
Whumpee who is hurtling towards a mental breakdown because no one knows their traumatic backstory with abusive Whumper and everyone thinks Whumpee is just being rude and bullying Whumper or should forgive whatever happened between them. Because they don't know the truth and think Whumpee being standoffish with Whumper is just because of some petty thing.
Bullying whump based on stuff that I went through in irl school
(tw for bullying, irl whump, general emotional abuse kinda stuff)
cornering a whumpee, maybe during class or in a crowded place and making remarks about their appearance "wow whumpee, your hair is really greasy" "your clothes look kinda old"
or asking to be friends even though God knows the whumper(s) would never want to actually be friends with whumpee, only doing it to mess with their head
surrounding whumpee and clapping and cheering. especially if they've done nothing to deserve it or if they're scared of loud noises. It's frightening and who's gonna believe them?
talking about whumpee like they aren't there at all
touching whumpee, kicking or poking their back but whumpee is way too scared to say anything.
making fun of them when they start crying or having a panic attack
subtle dehumanization. Daring someone to hug or touch whumpee and not really caring if they say no or not.
PE is just straight up whump. You get the opportunity to have a whumpee exhausted and getting things thrown at them, jeering when they aren't doing things right...ect
Whumper, grinning:
"It doesn't hurt, does it?"
Whumpee, covering the bruise with their shirt:
"I'm fine."
Whumpees with memory issues being overly flippant about their traumatic event.
Whumpee: "Yeah, I was way into cooking before, but now I can't really look at knives without having a dissociative panic attack like a loser."
Caretaker: "Whumpee, don't call yourself a loser! You went through hell."
Whumpee: "Bruh, I don't even remember like 90% of it. Like I don't even know what Whumper did with the knives, I just know I can't look at em."
Caretaker: :(

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lesser known PTSD things in whump
note; these are my personal experiences. i am clinically diagnosed with complex post traumatic stress disorder and also study psychology, and PTSD in general shows up very differently in all people. please be mindful of this information. --- anywho! many a times i see PTSD in whump and in general being represented as flashbacks, nightmares, avoidant behaviour, and so on which isn't wrong or exaggerated, just coming on here with some more symptoms or issues i don't see often, mainly physical manifestations. feel free to give your whumpees an even harder time <3 1. Trauma literally rewires the brain and its no joke. The amygdala is in overdrive constantly. Whumpee's always on edge. The hippocampus reduces in size, and boom, eventually you're losing your mind and your memories of what happened. Now whumpee has little to make sense of why they are the way they are, and whatever they recall is so blurred it's driving them insane. 2. Getting triggered by a smell, sound, even a sensation on the body, like the wind on the skin 'rubbing off' the wrong way and Whumpee's suddenly spiraling. What's worse is the moment itself is so distressing they disassociate before they can help it. It takes hours to come back to their own body and realize that they can't remember anything except feeling lost and terrified that they can't even calm down. And they don't even know or remember why. 3. Following up on the previous prompt, outsiders will have a hard time telling if Whumpee is upset, sleep-deprived or tired (could be!) or simply out of it. Eyes glazed over, expression slack. Maybe their eyebrows are furrowed slightly. They stare into the distance and only hum back responses or a few syllables. Later into the day, somebody asks them what they're angry about. Whumpee stops, and thinks. What are they even upset about? They don't know. 4. Just fucked up hormones in general :/ Effective for female whumpees, intense stress levels interfere with hormone production and can infact halt your menstrual cycle. I struggled with this & when my cycle actually resumed the cramps were like 10x worse than what they were before lol. Additionally, some studies also report that PTSD symptoms worsen during the menstrual phases. Not fun. 5. The immune system of a Victorian child. Falling sick way too often. Headaches that don't go away. Digestive issues that give a Whumpee stomach cramps every time they even try to eat (this varies a lot). AUTOIMMUNE DISEASES OF ANY SORT!! Alot more things that can wrong. LOTS of potential for non-whumper whump. --- all from me for now. based on some unfortunate experiences i've had in the past year :'). hope this helps someone or so
Thinking about a stoic whumpee slowly breaking down.
Thinking about the rigidity, the tensing. They hold themselves so tightly as if the slightest relaxation will break the flood gates and they can do that.
What breaks them? What makes them cry out? Not in physical pain. They're well accustomed to physical pain, welcome it because it's liveable. They can cry out when they hurt. It's understandable. They're in survival mode, this is life or death. It's easy to push their emotions aside when they're busy keeping themselves alive.
But when they're rescued? When they're safe? When meals and showers come regularly, when their door locks from the inside, and the sheets are warm and clean? Everything they have is so much better but it's all so wrong. No matter how much they shower they still feel dirty. The food all tastes like what they were given by whumper. The door being locked means nothing. Something has to be in front of it and even that's not enough. The bed is too soft, they can't sleep unless they're on the floor.
The slow realization that they might have left physically but what happened is permanent. You don't get to ignore it anymore. You don't get to be robotic anymore. You have emotions, as much as you try to pretend otherwise. Keep pushing it down. Keep slipping away to the bathroom hoping your caretaker dosnt notice your puffy eyes afterward.
Give me whump that dosnt hit fully until you're safe. You can check out any time you like but you can never leave.
is the willem dafoe fish sexy
yes, he is sexy
he is kind of sexy for a fish
no, he is not sexy
is willem dafoe "fish sexy?"
yes, he is fish sexy
he is fish sexy for a human
no, he is not fish sexy
Don't trust her... She's just a liar...
(This is part of my tag-a-long au, where Elizabeth and CC haunt Michael instead of the animatronics!)
Bonus:
Benjamin "Ben/Benji" Davis(Chica bully)
Here's Benjamin, my interpretation of the chica mask bully(| lowkey made two, at first I was gonna make him a girl but then I kinda changed her to be someone else. So weirdly, there's technically two chica bullies. But not really???๐คท๐พโโ๏ธ)
Almost done with the tormentors, just got one more bully then I'm planning on posting a few videos as I did last time and then we'll have to wait and see what's after that
Once again, don't know why this took so long.
There's not much on here but regardless, I hope y'all like him.
I will see y'all in the next post, whenever I finally get around to posting it!๐ฅนโจ

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Rough FNaF kids character design progress
susie fnaf for an upcoming visual novel