Fat Dog

i want someone who hoards food for me like it's a secret, like i am their dirty little private obsession. someone who takes extra shifts, skips their own meals, just so they can come home and watch their greedy piggy of a girlfriend be too heavy to move properly. someone who gets off on seeing me slow down, groaning, soft, warm, helpless under the weight they've made me gain.

i want to feel consumed by them. like i am their growing, pampered, greedy little piggy. someone who watches my body change and takes notes in their head, smiling at every new curve, every jiggle, every fold. someone who likes that i cannot stop, that i want more.

i want to be addicted to their feeding. addicted to their eyes on me. addicted to their hands on and in my body. addicted to the way they make me full, helpless, and theirs.