applegirl

i always have some gross shit going on in my face

i am very fat. i cannot enjoy sensuality with my partner because he feels guilty i once expressed disgust about it. i dont understand why my mother married my father. I wonder why I like men like my father and I lean like my mother. My heart is full of hatred like a sour earwax-like flavor I try to cover up with stevia. I always try to fake childlike joy knowing people can see through my naivety. I know I look like a child with red lipstick on and a sized up bikini top. I feel like a child, why is my body so big? These breasts get in the way and I've got no one to complain about it. I don't think I would be feeling any of this if I was born a boy. Why would someone do this to me?

mum has a way of making me feel like i dont deserve anything

Im such a mess when all i crave is affection. I've realised in the end of the day, all i want is someone to love me. I want to be thin to be desired. I want to be smart to be admired. I want to be sweet to be adored. There's nothing individual about myself and all I need to fullfill my needs, apparently is affection. Good lord an incel would write this.

Im not a genius and I have nothing to give to this world. Im mentally ill and designed to consume.

Harming myself + harming others again!! 😍😊🥰😇

the more time i spend on tumblr the more i realise most of you are brainwashed about femininity

wyd when your date is lean and hot and sexy and you're fat and a chud i feel humilliated

i hate everything + everyone im so full of hatred im never making it far in life i want to kill myself oh my fucking god someone save me please somebody kill me