She knew that she could be fully herself around her brother. Even if they had gotten into disagreements throughout their lives, they both had a fierce love for one another and Maureen also trusted him more than she trusted nearly anyone else. More than their parents, even, at times. Because Mark was someone she could talk to about things she couldnât even talk to her parents about, and she hoped that she was the same sort of case for him.
She knew that they both had to be thinking about how, when they were younger (and she imagined it was much more so for Mark, being the older sibling), they would have done anything for their dad to take time away from work. Yet now that heâd entirely resigned, something felt sour in her mouth, in her thoughts, and if she were younger, she mightâve worried that a birthday wish from years back to have her dad just to herself for a day without worrying about work had somehow come to life on a greater and more harmful scale.
âYou are my only, and I suppose it might also make you my least favoriteâŠâ she scrunched up her nose, âbut I think youâre far more often my favorite and even if I had another brother, I somehow figure youâd somehow win my favor regardless.â She stuck her tongue out at him. It was easy to fall into old routines with Mark, to let her guard down, and even if they were both graduated from advanced degrees, it still felt like they were children, sometimes, in the very best of ways.
âIt really is. Thereâs something about imagining it, but when it all becomes reality,â she blew a strand of hair out of her face, âI donât think that you can ever entirely figure out what itâll be like.â Much to her chagrin, that much was certain. She would have much preferred to just have been able to figure it all out. Though, at the same time, that would rid her of any proper ability to explore and discover, and the thought of that was just as unsettling.
âYes, of course,â she raised an eyebrow at him, âonly because youâre my favorite brother.â A beat, before she added, âbut no seriously, itâd be great to have you along.â She held out her pinky to him, âIâll hold you to that, but honestly, thatâs a fair reaction - Iâm still not totally used to it myself and I have to go to these things all the time.â She crossed and then uncrossed her legs. âAny particular category of cultural event youâd prefer? Or are you good with most anything?â She knew her brother well, but a check-in never hurt. Especially not since she figured they could both use a sort of break, and if she could help Mark with that, she would do so in a heartbeat.
âHowâs the start of your work been going?â She looked over to him. âI hope well, anyone who gets you as their doctor is lucky to have you, you know.â
âYouâre being very mushy. I would be roasting you for it if you didnât just bring me food.â Mark joked. He never had the ability to be quite as open or honest about his feelings as Maureen was. Tragically, Maureen was the only person that he did have any talent for opening up to. And even then this was as far as he got. She never seemed to take it personally, him cracking a joke to avoid a compliment that she just paid him. In a way, this had turned into his own way of accepting her compliments, even returning them. âI promise to agree with everything you just said as long as I keep the food. This tupperware container is the healthiest thing in my apartment right now.â
Even as confident as Mark felt in his job, he had to agree that Maureen was right. They probably wouldnât ever fully figure things out. Though he had never considered anything else. From a young age he had decided on being a doctor and never really looked back. Except for a brief stint of wanting to be a broadway actor after seeing Wicked for the first time. Considering he couldnât sing, that dream never came to fruition. So, medical field it was. He never pegged Maureen the type to not figure something out. Or at the very least, he didnât peg her as the type to admit to it. It made him wonder if his parents ever felt the same way, or if law enforcement and law were so integral to their identities that they fit right in right away? Surely not, considering the family history. âI donât know. Iâm pretty sure mom came out of the womb reciting habeas corpus.âÂ
Considering his options, it occurred to Mark that there probably wasnât a single event that could be terrible. Good company, presumably good drinks, and good culture. What more could someone ask for? âYou can take me to literally anything and Iâll have a good time.â Mark promised, excitement building as he considered it more and more. âI promise to be the best plus one youâve ever had. Iâll wingman the hell out of you to coworkers. Theyâll be eating out of the palm of my hands. YOuâll be begging me to come along to every event from here on out.âÂ
There Maureen went with the compliments again. In a failed attempt at brushing away his reddening cheeks, Mark looked past the kind comment entirely and focused on the question at hand, âPretty great. Iâve got a potential rivalry in Nora. I basically live out of my bookbag that I care to and from work. And the job itself is pretty easy. All Iâve gotta do is show up on time and cut a few people open. What more could I ask for, honestly?â Besides more free time to try to enjoy life outside of work, but that was a conversation for another time perhaps.
Perhaps it was the brief silence that made Mark finally break the unspoken rule between the siblings, but pretty soon he couldnât help himself from blurting the words out: âSo were we planning to not talk about dad or were we? Just wanted to make sure I knew whether we should avoid it or not.â