It was exhausting constantly defending herself, defending the things she did, and her patience was starting to become very much nonexistent. Fear was the last thing she had ever wanted to instill in others and yet they pushed and pushed until that was all that remained to use. As her sister spoke again, a cold, dark laugh eased from the blonde's lips, head shaking as a hard set look fell on the other witch. "I act like the villain because I am given no other choice," Everleigh retorts sharply. "Because you and Dex and everybody else need someone to put all the blame on but the truth is Sabrina- You're all fucking cowards. I do the things that are necessary whether they're morally acceptable or not because this is more than just us it's an entire world, entire community of people. One loss is better than an entire supernatural eradication. I'm sorry that I'm not perfect and pristine. I'm sorry that I'm not the definition of perfect but you know what, Sabrina? At least I can say that I tried my best, that I did everything I could regardless of how it ends. I aligned myself with them because infiltrating them is our best chance and the only way that we stay once step ahead of them." There's a roll of cerulean hues, a scoff falling from her lips as her palms remained flat against the tabletop. "Oh quit with the stupid, naive act, Sabrina," thewitch snaps. "This is war, bloodshed is inevitable for both sides regardless of the dead that I've brought back but by bringing the dead back I also brought back some of our biggest and most crucial allies. The Mikaelson's. Open your eyes. What I'm doing is nothing even remotely close to what the OEA is doing." There's a low growl that rises in Everleigh's chest, palms rising to slam firmly against the table once more to silence the younger Lewis sister. "Marni is anything but stupid," she spat. "She understands, she agrees, she sees the entire picture that we are creating and one day when I am no longer to lead our coven, it will be hers and she will be a hell of a leader because she knows what needs to be done for the greater good of everybody."
Her gaze narrows dangerously, head shaking as golden curls bounce with each movement. At this point, Everleigh could barely feel her heart beating in her chest, a coldness having begun to freeze the organ in it's place and as the tears fell down her younger sister's features, she felt nothing. The betrayal, the truth of what Sabrina really felt about her, it had done it's job and created a cold monster. "You see that's where you're wrong," Everleigh speaks, tone low, cold and even, not a beat missed as her head tilts to the side and a cold smile pulls across her lips. "We won't all die because I've thought of every single step and come up with at least 3 different back ups in case one should fail which it won't. You never asked, you never wanted to know the entire plan and now you don't have the privilege to know any of it because you and I? We're done, Sabrina. I have been so incredibly nice, I have pushed my feelings down for the sake of you and Marni, I have played the good older sister and tried to keep your hands from having to be dirtied, to protect you and all you do is spit in my face, call me a bitch and a villain with only a part of the story." There's a moment where she pauses as Sabrina speaks again and her gaze falls to her hands, hands that were spoiled in the blood of those she had killed, the blood of her parents, of Juri and for a moment she can feel a sharp pain in her chest, the weight of it all heavier than she had ever imagined before she shakes her head. "I hear myself just fine," the witch states with a quick clearing of her throat. "Each death, each sacrifice has been necessary. I have tried to keep the deaths to people that weren't innocent but even when I can't those sacrifices will be considered heroes, brave souls who gave their lives for the greater good of all supernatural kind. Do not speak like you know what I've been through. You don't know the half of it. My soul hasn't been whole since I was 17 and our parents are too blame for that, not me. I can live with what I'm doing, with the crimson that covers my hands because this new world order that I am building with those that I have chosen will mean that thousands, millions others survive." A scoff falls from her lips as once more ocean hues roll in her sister's direction. "You mean the system that you know nothing about," Everleigh counters harshly. "The system that your judging without knowing a damn thing about it." And then her heart plummets in her chest, eyes reflecting the pain that her words brought with them. "Do you really think that lowly of me," she questions, a quiver to her voice as she shakes her head. "I'm not trying to rule the supernatural's. This isn't about punishing those that have turned their backs on me or stole a stupid fucking pen from me, it's about a system that can hold the supernatural accountable and again I won't be the only person making this decision. There will be two leaders from each species of supernatural."
Her gaze pulls away from her sister, heavy sigh releasing from her lips as her head shakes again. "Are you not listening to anything I'm saying? You know what? This is actually fucking pointless. I'm done defending myself to you of all people. You believe what you want about me, I don't really care anymore. Your mind is clearly mad and I am the big bad villain of your story. Congrats, Sabrina you fucking win but don't come crawling back to me when you finally realize the truth." It was nearly impossible to contain the tears that broke past dark lashes, hand rising off the table to silence her, heart shattered in pieces within her chest. "No, Sabrina, you've made it adamantly clear that I'm the bad guy, the bitch with a god complex when all I've ever wanted is to protect the people I loved. You can't take back anything that you've said, it's out there now, I know how you truly feel about me so I'm sorry but I- I can't take it back. This isn't about you turning your back on me, it's not about you not wanting to be a part of my plan... This is about you and me, about how you think about me, how I can't even look at you without the reminder that everything that I have done to keep you safe means absolutely shit to you. You will never know the true extent of the things that I've done to keep you safe." Like killing our parents. "I am happy for you, so happy that you've figured out who you are and what you want, that you're happy but that doesn't mean that you can sit here and judge me, make me feel like shit for the things that I've done without knowing the reasons, without knowing everything. A sister would never judge you, never abandon you, never make you feel like this."