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I've been "shopping" online most of the day. And I'm going to be one well setup and dressed baby boy, but I've also decided I'm going to turn my motor home into a mobile nursery. That way anywhere I go I'm fully stocked and prepared for all big baby adventures. Fold down changing table, pop up playpen, you name it I'm gonna have it! This is gonna be so much fun!

It was today that I have finally decided that being diapered 24/7 from now on is how I am living. Reason though I woke up clean this morning, as soon as I opened my eyes I messed my diaper, I changed had breakfast did a couple things and decided it was nap time. I'm waking from nap time in a soaked messy diaper. I ha e zero control when im sleeping. And when im awake I can't hold long enough to make it to the potty if im anywhere more than 30 steps from a bathroom. So I guess now I startswitching out all my clothes for ones made for wearing diapers. Everything needs snaps or velcro in the crotch for diaper changes, no more undergarments that aren't thickly padded and absorbent. Plastics heels are now forever. God I wish I had a cg to help me. So if you area real cg, and genuinely looking for a real diaper boy, let's meet up and see how we get along, im not gonna send you money before meeting, that's a hard line. But if youare seriously needing to fill a hole in your life, if you need to feel needed,cherished, appreciated, adored,and you love cuddles and affection, and are willing to do diaper checks and both wet and messy changes. Im out here looking for you too

Well morning three, woke up wet and cold, so definitely wet my diaper in the middle of the night, but was clean.... for all of 2 seconds, as soon as my eyes opened I started pushing. Didn't even have time to think about getting up. Which reminds me yesterday afternoon, I was out shopping and squared down to get something from the bottom shelf, and without thought or realization, I filled the seat of my diaper. Pretty sure a couple of gals behind me leaving the store were aware that I was wearing a dirty diaper. Could have sworn I overheard, " look hes waddling like Mikey does after he poops in his diaper." I kept going without looking back, my cheeks were so red from embarrassment it would have confirmed their suspicion. If only they would have offered to change me I wouldn't have had to sit in it all the way home.

Ok, 2 mornings in a row now, I woke up wet cold and messy, I changed my diaper, got dressed, and started my day. As I was running errands, I got hit with an urgent emergency pee, and let go in my diaper l, but as I was soaking the front of my diaper and unexpected and honestly not even really felt mess slipped into my diaper.... causing the back to bulge significantly.

Ok yesterday, i woke up halfway through messing my diaper, today I woke up having already messed my diaper. So yeah looks like someone's never gonna be out of nighttime diapers at a minimum, though at this point, it's probably best to just give in and accept diapers are my new normal. I mean yesterday was my nieces birthday party and we went to an indoor fun center for the party. I ,wisely, chose to wear a diaper. As we were going through the indoor mini golf my one niece pipes up behind me "ewe, somebody pooped their pants," shortly after, I notice a couple of moms of toddlers who were nearby stop and check their kids one was taken to the family restroom and im assuming get their diaper changed, but the smell lingered. We finished or round and I politely excused myself for the rest of the evening, knowing full well it was me who pooped his diaper. And now im waking up in a poopy diaper ! I changed my dirty diaper last night and went to bed, so it was clean and dry. It is very much not clean nor dry, but rather kinda cold.

Woke up in a cold soaked diaper, mid push. So apparently iv3 begun messing in my sleep now too. I'm now laying in bed wet (not cold anymore) and stinky. I didn't need to squish my diaper at all as it was a fairly big mess that I could feel as it filled my diaper, start filling towards the front getting all the way tomy lil boy parts. It's times like these that it'd be really nice to have a mommy come check on and change me.

So i was out being big yesterday, and while I was running around something made me cough, just a little cough, but as I do, I feel something push into the seat of my boxer briefs.... I casually head to the bathroom right away, and indeed a big poop was there in my boxer briefs. It was a lot bigger than I thought. So I cleaned up got rid of the mess and went about the rest of my errands. Then just before getting home, I sneeze and yet again I uncontrollably push an even bigger mess in my shorts. The bad thing about this time, I was sitting in the driver's seat of my car, and felt the mess instantly spread to the front and back of my shorts. Im starting to think I should really just go to true 24/7, no breaks, no excuses, cuz i keep having an accident every time I try to not wear a diaper.

It would be super blushy, but I would love it if sometime when out in public someone came up and quietly brought my diaper peaking out, or the bulge made it noticeable and that started a new friendship. I would swear I was in heaven if it was a female and she told me she has always wanted to be a mommy for an abdl, and it led to a long happy relationship