i love you

And maybe it is unrealistic and inflexible but I LOVE being strict and principled and having everyone who knows me know it so you can’t be surprised if you do something to die to me that you are in fact genuinely dead to me from that moment on.

Living in America has made me a more depressed, critical, and annoyed person overall. I honestly feel an energetic darkening when I’m there versus anywhere else in the world. There is just so much to say on the topic but the systemic stupidification of this nation has been 1000% successfully completed and the inertia combined with the infighting combined with the acceptance and internalizing of capitalism fermented your brains, like it’s kimchi up there for real. This is beyond “in this essay I will” like Half of the country CANNOT READ!!!!!!!!!!! The ENGLISH LANGUAGE. Not even a hard one! Every time I speak with the people at the place I volunteer at in my head I’m counting the multiple dozens of times they were failed by the system from before they were even conceived. And then 2 missed paychecks and you’re homeless! And even if you manage to get someone on the same page of understanding that this is wrong: - boom, they don’t want someone else in the community to benefit (infighting), - boom, I need to work XXX hours so I can only be XXX in debt this month (internalizing and accepting capitalism), - boom, I don’t have the time, energy or it won’t matter anyway (inertia) and then to truly seal the deal you get brainwashed into accepting electoral college so even if you do try to elicit change don’t worry!!! We thought of that and patched the hole.

Will somebody PLEASE rerecord the whole nicki discography like (Taylor’s version) so I can listen to Pink Friday again please I’m on my knees begging

i cant believe people watch the pitt!!! that show is straight up gore im sick omg

the thing im learning about working in new york in office is that you spend like 3 hours of your day shuffling between meeting rooms (to have meetings) and restaurants (to eat and have meetings) and then the rest of the time is for chatgpt

when i was in los angeles i kept seeing PED XING on signs and the street everywhere and i was reading it like “ped shing”. so finally i ask if theres a large asian population in LA which obviously there is and at the end of the conversation i say “well its cool that they put all the signs in chinese too” only for the response to be “sorry, you thought pedestrian crossing is chinese?”

my instagram has had a glitch for months where if an audio on a video isnt available it just plays party 4 u regardless

people who read paper books only do so for attention. ereaders are superior

I love getting high and developing a super passionate hot take that I completely forget by the time I’m not high anymore

also I’m going through a life crisis because I think I’m actually a lesbian

I’m back bitches! I still think this is the superior social media app