could you really be so self-satisfied?

about me

nixie or nix, twenty five years old, game development major

he/him & she/her pronouns

asexual lesbian, genderfluid transmasc

unfortunately from the united states

fan since twenty twenty

the crux and the crux deluxe fanatic

will post anything related to joe keery's music and acting career

the only stranger things content you'll find here is what is solely related to steve harrington, such as gifsets, moodboards, etc. for general stranger things content, follow my st sideblog @kaliprasad.

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Prompt: Share your favorite Djo picture.

These two photos I took at my show in October 2025. You can't even see his face, but he looks ETHEREAL. These have been my phone wallpapers since my show. Nothing will beat seeing this live. I'll never shut up about it.

Prompt: Pick a Djoling and a Djo song you relate to him.

What if I did multiple songs for multiple Djolings? What then? (I'm sorry for breaking the rules I just have zero self-control)

Warning for Marmalade spoilers if you haven't seen the movie (which I HIGHLY recommend as its in my Top 5)

Starting off with Steve Harrington. He's so Basic Being Basic. I've thought it since that song came out. I wish more people edited Steve to that song on TikTok. Also End of Beginning. Honestly so many Djo songs remind me of him, though. Listing all the Steve-coded Djo songs in my head would take up so much of this post. Basic Being Basic is just the biggest one.

Next to Walter "Keys" McKey. I would have to say its a tie between Delete Ya and Half Life. Delete Ya just reminds me of him because it reminds me of his relationship to Millie. Half Life just really fits his overall vibes, plus its the name of a video game I think he'd be super nerdy about lmao. I can also see Runner and On And On for him. He's just very DECIDE coded in my head.

Now to Kurt Kunkle (my special loser): Gloom, Fool, Tentpole Shangrila and Flash Mountain. He's just very Twenty Twenty and DECIDE coded to me.

For Gator Tillman, Awake is THE song I associate with him. The guitar breakdown is just spot on his vibes in my head. I love Gator and that song so dearly. For other songs, I'd also pick Uglyfisherman tbh.

Getting to Baron Lamram specifically BEFORE the plot twist, Charlie's Garden, Gap Tooth Smile and Back On You. He's just very Crux-coded in my head, especially the brighter more upbeat tracks.

Now Baron Lamram specifically AFTER the plot twist: Grime Of The World, Purgatory Silverstar, Change, Roddy, and I Want Your Video are HIS songs in my head. Grime Of The World especially because it's a critique on the money-hungry capitalistic society we live in, which is exactly Baron's political stance. He's so DECIDE and The Crux Deluxe coded specifically in my head post-reveal.

Finally, for Travis "Teacake" Meacham: Mr. Mountebank, Try Me and Personal Lies for sure. Mostly just for the vibes.

Prompt: What's your favorite slow Djo song?

Awake completely changed me. That song is so perfect, 10/10, zero notes. It feels like grief and depression and deep-seeded anger.

Prompt: What's your favorite upbeat Djo song?

Absolutely Basic Being Basic. I had that song stuck in my head for months after it came out. I could not stop singing it. It's my go-to song for when I clean because it keeps me motivated.

Prompt: What's your all time favorite Djo song?

Egg, hands down. I fell in love with that song from the minute I heard it. I connect to it in several ways, mostly because it can very easily be interpreted as a metaphor for the trans experience (I'm genderfluid) and I too also feel like I can't meet people's expectations of me.

Prompt: What's your favorite Djo album?

The Crux/The Crux Deluxe. This album spoke to me in ways no other album has. I fell in love with it instantly because it reminded me of the music I grew up listening to (The Beatles). I can't even imagine him putting out something I love more than The Crux.

Prompt: What was the first Djo song you knew?

I was recommended Roddy on a Spotify weekly discovery playlist in 2020. I instantly fell in love with it and deep dived the entire album.

Prompt: Tell us about your favorite Djoling

It's a tie between Steve (Stranger Things) and Baron (Marmalade). I absolutely LOVE the Marmalade movie so much. Joe did such a phenomenal job there. But I cant put Steve below anyone because I love my boy forever.

Wanted to share this video I took of End of Beginning live from when I went to see Djo in October. One of the greatest nights of my life.