Divergentwallflower

"The world beats us all up, please don't help it."

"Control what you can, let go of what you can't."

I want to love your darkness together with your light.

The more I try the worse it gets, my past filled with pain,misery,mistakes, and regrets. I pretend to be strong and okay, just so I make it the next day. Some days are easy other days are hell, a born and raised fighter waiting for the ring of the bell. Acting like a man of steel being able to take and endure more than anyone can, but no matter what I will just be a man.

With faith comes doubts, and with being found comes being lost with no whereabouts. With good comes bad, and with the future comes the past that wish they never had. With sunshine comes rain, and with love comes pain. With every positive there is a negative it's how things stay in a balance and control with order, and yet there are those who are different that can't fit in so they just stand on the border.

As children we love heroes, as adults we understand villains.

I wake up in the middle of the night trying to sleep, the night is silent and I can't hear a peep. "How did I wake up" I ask myself, and then I look at my bed seeing that it's only me and no one else. I'm missing you and wanting you to be here, if I'm going to be honest losing you is my biggest fear. Maybe we'll be together soon, and I'm praying these feelings won't change like the moon.

I sometimes let my mind go astray, but when I think of her it's on replay. I can't control the way I feel, my friends always ask me what's my deal. My reaction is always the same, I get tongue tied just trying to say your name. So I just turn around and walk away, hoping we can be together one day.

They say where there's will there's a way, and my will is to protect you so my arms is where you should stay. No matter the distance we could never be apart, because you are always in my heart. I wonder who would be to blame, if one day we would both feel the same. Nothing would be official, until I give you my initial.

Every time I look into your eyes, it's like watching the sun rise. When I see her smile, my heart stops for a while. I wish that you knew, the thoughts and the way I feel about you. Hopefully as the future begins to unfold, we can give each other our hands to hold.

We start as nothing, we end up with nothing, but only in-between do we struggle and fight to get, have and keep everything. So keep struggling and fighting, because only when you stop does it become nothing.

To love is not to wait your turn, and it's not something you can learn. You can't read a note, or try to understand a quote. You can't know why or what for, you couldn't look for it even on a world tour. Make love something for the present and future not for the past, it won't go on forever so enjoy and cherish while it last.

The weight of the world, is too much for anyone.

'Believe in who you are, and who you can become."