diva

I CANT FUCKING SLEEP BECAUSE IM THONKING ABOJT EVEYRHTING THATS EVER HAPPENED TO ME EVER

I feel so undesirable :(

I miss feeling like i was attracted to

The only way i’m remembered is trashy

I can’t believe i just met with three people who were pro conflict and hosted a sami intervention

The joy of your art not being your method of making money is so fulfilling. like the way my 9-5 just funds my creativity. i also don’t feel responsible to anyone else about making my art like im so down for it to be so bad bc nobody else engages w it

Inherently, what shapes the urge to be in a relationship is the desire to be understood, seen, and noticed. It is all to comfort ourselves through the belief that if another person sees us, it is proof that we exist; and not only do we just exist, but there is also meaning in that existence. What a dating app asks of us is to optimise our story, vibes, and appearances for it to be digested by the masses and understood in six images and some prompts.

When you live long enough you turn into your mother

I just got promoted and it doesn’t even matter

You get so used to treating yourself like you’re not a person and you suddenly stop being one

I hate that i was like this for so long i stopped treating myself like a person and the only way i know how to feel is by embarrassing or hurting myself

What did it all mean for nobody to care about me?

I’m tired of you. Too tired to leave

IM SUCH A FUCKING LOSE R