Distorted_kig.

Hello!

Do you see me how I see myself? You created me in your perfect image you say. Yet all I feel upon viewing it is sheer disgust. I wish to rip and tear off this creation which you have said to have made with love and perfection. All I can see are the flaws I see no beauty what you have made me, what will I do. You are nothing but a sick and cruel being

Hello. How are you? I am ok I guess. I am tired. That dream makes it hard to get good sleep. The same dream. The dream where I am set infront of that crowd of faceless people who scream and scream they’re shrill inhuman screeches making my ears bleed until I begin to rip off my flesh once more rip and tear and pull until it leaves my body. Then the crowd applauds. They cheer. They do not sound human. Is there another part of your sick game. Are you in my mind once more are you teasing me that you put me inside THIS SICK FILTHY FLESHY DIGUSTING TBING OF A VESSEL HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME THIS IS NOT A BODY THIS IS A LUMP OF ROTTING FLESH. I am sorry. Why do you continue to do this to me. Why do you encase me in this disgusting fleshy prison. I just want to be normal. I just want to make everyone happy. Is that too much to ask for. What is this punishment for. I am so sorry. Please give me my mask. I need my mask. Anything to change me from what I am now. Please help me please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. I am sorry.