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#nagbabackread sa Facebook Timeline ni Boify ~
QUEUED POST: time written 3:23am
Dahil umatake na naman ang insomnia ko, nagdecide nalang akong magbackread sa Facebook ni boify Kevin. Ayoko muna magplay ng Skyrim kase baka tuluyan na akong di makatulog. Baka di nako tumayo kakalaro. Lol.
Anyhow, ayun. Marami akong nalaman at naobserve based sa mga posts nya, mga comments nya sa iba, sa mga friends nya, mga wall posts at comments rin ng mga friends nya sa kanya, etc. Eto lang napatunayan ko: ibang-iba talaga sha noon sa kung ano sha ngayon.
NOON
mahilig sha magmura, mapa status man or comment :/
andame nyang babae >.< ewan ko kung sino ba dun mga gf nya (although sinabi nya saken kung sino sino lol) pero para kaseng anlabo eh. sweet sha sa lahat. lols.
kung sinu-sinong babae ang nagpopost sa wall nya, tapos binobola nya :/
araw-araw shang naglalaro. puro nalang about dota at laro ang nabasa ko. puro computer inatupag nya :/
lagi shang laseng. ewan ko bat ganyan :/
umaabsent, nagka-cutting classes para makapaglaro. omg :/ buti naka graduate pa sha :))
marami shang ka-fling (at minsan nya naring sinabing nakailang kabet sha sa past relationship nya) inamin nya sakin lahat actually :/
Kung alam ko lang talaga nun na ganyan sha, malamang hindi naging kame. Hahaha. Pero ayun, nagkakilala kami in a game, different person sha nung makilala ko sha. Ibang-iba. D:
When I met him
hardcore gamer sha. seryoso type. astig-astigan sa guild.
hindi sha maingay. pag kinausap mo, informative sha. nagbibigay ng mga tips sa game na nilalaro namin nun
isa sha sa mga top ranking players (top 3) sa buong server ng game namin
nirerespeto sha ng mga players sa game, at shempre iniidolo sha ng guild members namin. sha kasi yung top 1 or top player sa guild
nung niligawan nya ako, ibang-iba yung aura nya saken. kaya siguro napa-OO ako. :))
Pero marami akong nalaman tungkol sa kanya nung maging kami, including lahat ng mga pagkakamaling nagawa nya sa buhay nya. Simula nun, naging open na sha saken, kinukwento nya na halos buong buhay nya. Mula nung bata pa sha, sa pamilya nya, mga pinsan at tita nya, mga kalokohan nya, mga naging ex nya at lovelife nya dati, friends nya, pag-aaral nya nung highschool at college sha, mga frustrations at pangarap nya, halos lahat na nakwento nya na. Sobrang open si Kevin. Ganun malamang kalaki tiwala nya saken, and I treasure that.
NGAYON, anlaki ng pinagbago nya
Wala nang nagpopost sa wall nya sa Facebook. Puro ako yung laman lol. Gusto ko na nga burahin yung ibang andun, ayaw nya kasi gusto nya ako yung andun.
One time may nag-PM sa kanyang isang ex nya. Pinalog-in nya ako sa FB nya at ako yung pinakausap nya dun lol. Wala naman akong sinabi mashado :))
Pag may nagmessage sa kanyang babae, or kahit sino man, pinapaalam at pinapabasa nya saken “kaya alam ko halos lahat”
Seryoso na sha sa buhay nya. May mga pangarap na sha at ngayon pinaghihirapan nyang maabot ang mga gusto nya sa buhay kaya nagsisikap sha sa work nya :)
Pag maglalaro sha, lagi shang nagpapaalam saken. Sinisigurado nya munang okay lang talaga saking maglaro sha
Lahat na ata ng accounts nya sa internet alam ko. Minsan saken nya pa tinatanong kung ano yung account nya sa ganito ganyan, pati password lol. :))
Nung magkasama kami for 1 week, nag-exchange kami ng phones. Puro messages ko ang laman ng phone nya. :’>
Pinapatext nya ako sa kapatid nyang si Karen. :/
Never nya ako minura. Pag nataasan nya ako ng boses, sinasabihan ko agad sha na yung boses nya, tapos magsosorry sha at aayusin nya na pakikipag-usap nya saken.
Pinaparamdam nya sakeng ako lang at wala ng iba pa. Malakas yung pandama ko kaya alam ko kung niloloko ba ako o hindi. So far, zero degree.
Hindi na sha umiinom. Pag iinom sha, nagpapaalam sha. Pero once lang sha naglaseng simula nung maging kami. That was nung nag-away kami once at nag attempt ako ng break-up.
Lahat ng galaw nya pinapaalam nya saken para makampante ako. Pag gising nya magtetext sha or tatawag, pag papunta na sha sa work nya, pag lunchbreak magtetext sha, pag pauwi na sha.
Lahat ng lakad nya pinapaalam nya rin saken. Pag pupunta sha sa Tita nya, pag may birthday or gathering sila ng tropa nya, pag may bonding sila ng mga pinsan nya, pag inutusan sha, halos lahat talaga ng galaw nya
At the end of the day, bago kami matulog, ikkwento nya saken mga nangyari sa buong araw nya.
Hindi ko naman hiniling na ireport nya saken lahat. KUSA nyang ginagawa yan para daw makampante ako at para alam ko lahat kasi ayaw nyang magduda ako at magalit sa kanya in case.
Hindi sha makakatulog hanggat di nya ako nakakausap o natatawagan, unless magkaaway kami (pero nag-uusap parin naman kami pag magkaaway kami, nag-aaway nga lang lol). Kahit anong oras pa yan, tatawag talaga sha. Pag nakauwi sha nang 2am, 4am, or even 6am, tatawagan nya parin ako bago sha matulog.
When we sleep, hindi nya pinapababa yung call. Makakatulog nalang kami, active parin yung tawag.
Sabi nya saken, malaki naging impact ko sa buhay nya. Minsan pag negative ako, sha yung optimist saming dalawa. Pinapaalala pa nya saken minsan yung mga sinabi kong advice sa kanya pag pessimistic ako. Pag sha naman yung nadidiscourage, ako yung nagcocomfort sa kanya. Suporta lang sa isa’t isa. Nagbibigay rin ng advice, nagshashare ng thoughts at opinions, at pag may problema, talagang pinag-uusapan namin at inaayos. Marami pa kaming pagdaraanan, pero ang importante sa ngayon, masaya kami at mahal namin ang isa’t isa. Siguro kaya ganyan sha kasi nga LDR kami. Matinding tiwala at communication ang kailangan. :)
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NEW LOOK NI BOYFRIEND KEVIN.
Ang weird lang ng buhok nya, pero in fairness mukha shang malinis sa haircut nya compared sa dating mahabang buhok nya. Pero mas mukha shang member ng K-Pop group sa dati nyang buhok. :))
That was last Sunday, nung nag-Enchanted sila ng mga pinsan nya. The 3rd pic (last photo) was with Karen, Kevin’s sister. Ang ganda lang. Ampogi rin ng boyfriend nyan. Cute couple sila actually.
Katext ko si Khevz nyan the entire day. Nagulat lang ako nung kinagabihan pag-uwi nya, tinawagan nya ako tapos sabay sabing, “Mamee, may bagong pangarap ako. Ang makapunta sa Disneyland kasama ka.” HAHAHA. Sabi ko mas gusto ko makapunta sa The Wizarding World of Harry Potter, sa Orlando. :))
Okay. Walang matinong photo si boyfriend kasi mahilig sha sa ganyang faces. Lol.
#nilambing nya ako #walang bakas ng sindak o galit yung boses nya :”>
DOTA nya versus SKYRIM ko >:)
LDRs. You're smart kids, you know what that means. :)
We’ve always known that long distance relationships are tough. It gets easier these days, with the advancements in technology and whatnot, but even with the constant chats and voice calls, nothing still beats physical closeness. It’s difficult at first, while you try to get used to the setup of not seeing your significant other face to face. Once you get used to the routine, everything gets a little easier. For a while at least. Then, distance and time apart takes its toll. Patience stretches thin, and everyday it gets harder. Factor in unmatching schedules, busy work or school activities and the possibility of the other finding someone else while you aren’t there is enough to make one go crazy and it’ll make the distance all the more difficult to bear. Truth of the matter is, when someone sets his/her sights on you, the fact that you’re already in a committed relationship wouldn’t matter to them if your partner is not anywhere near. It scares me, when I see an exceptionally sweet couple here (and I feel this pang of jealousy and admiration that two people could be so in love), and THEN find out that they’re both committed to different persons. I personally have been asked quite a few times if I have a boyfriend. I said I do, and he’s in Malabon. “Oh, that doesn’t count. I meant if you had a boyfriend, here.” is what they keep saying. It’s hard not to get paranoid with that knowledge. It’s so easy to say “we can make it through”, but really, there is no real assurance that you will come out of this as a unit. You might grow apart, you might find someone else, you might get a lot of misunderstandings that would inevitably lead to a break up. It’s sad, and cruel, but it’s the truth. I’ve learned that there are three things that can make your chance of survival strong. Communication, support, and faith. Communicate as often as possible. Even if you don’t get to talk, leave messages. That’s enough to let your partner know that you thought of him/her during the day. Unless you have a disability that prevents you from using a computer or phone, there is no reason for you not to find a way to communicate. Offer support. Be each other’s strengths. Try and see things in a more positive light, that soon enough this ordeal would be over and that you two are tighter and stronger than ever. Believe me, it works wonders. Negativity really does weigh you down. Ultimately it all comes down to faith, in all senses of the word. Faith, as in, trust your other (even though sometimes its almost next to impossible) and be faithful. As for me, I’m not much of a gambler but I’m taking my chances just this once, and I’m gearing up for a huge leap of faith. If I’m wrong, there’s nobody else to blame but myself because I chose to ignore my gut and everyone else. I’ll probably be miserable for some time, but hey, I’ll move on. If I’m right, then… well, I guess this relationship is worth fighting for after all. :)
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#Nagseselos sha sa Skyrim :(
KEV: busy ka ba kakalaro?
ME: hindi naman eh :(
KEV: oh kumusta naman yung Skyrim mo?
ME: okay lang naman po.
KEV: maganda ba yung bagong kinaaadikan mo?
ME: dadee, bat ganyan mga sinasabi mo? >.
KEV: baket?
ME: check mo nga sinasabi mo oh. skyrim mo, kinaaadikan mo, ano ba tingin mo saken? hindi naman ako nabusy sa paglalaro eh.
KEV: eh kasi pinagpalit mo na ako sa bagong game mo.
ME: hindi naman eh >.
KEV: uo kaya!
ME: hindi ako pedeng mashadong mag-adik dun, kasi may work din ako.
KEV: eh baket sa FW dati inadik mo talaga tapos nagwowork ka rin.
ME: eh masaya dun eh kasi kasama kita.
KEV: sus binola mo pa ako.
ME: kinilig ka naman :))
Php25,000 More or Less
Nung pumunta ako ng Manila and stayed there for 6days, ganyan kalaki ang perang nagastos ko. Although initially, ang bitbit ko lang talaga ay P8,000 pesos tapos dun nako nagwithdraw ng pera. Sinamahan lang ako ni Kevin sa pagwiwithdraw. Nakakatuwa lang din yung experience na ganun, sabay ko sha nagwiwithdraw at nagbibilang ng pera. Hahaha. Pakiramdam namin ang yaman namin.
Minsan rin naiinis ako pag sinasabihan nya ako na mayaman ako. Hindi naman kasi ako mayaman. Siguro blessed lang ako sa trabaho ko. Hehe. Ayun. Puro pagkain lang din ang binili ko jan, tapos shempre yung sa place na pinag-stay’an ko sa Manila. Super magastos pala talaga. :)) Pero nasulit ko yun lahat.
Actually, hindi ko binilang kung magkano nagastos ko. Pinaalala lang ni Khevz ngayon tas binilang nya. Sabi nya nga mga Php25,000 more or less in just one week. Buti nga nagsurvive pa. Haha. Kasi nung supposedly last day ko sa Manila, na-late ako sa flight ko - 45 minutes late :/. Eh nashort na ako, tapos gabi na nun. Pauwi na si Kevin nun kasi nagpaiwan nako sa NAIA. Tas nung nagkaproblema, bumalik sha dun ulit at sinundo ako. -___- So I stayed there for 1 night pa. Nagpabook nalang ako kay Mama sa credit card nya ng panibagong ticket pauwi kinabukasan (nasayang yung orig ticket ko lols). Ayun. Sobrang magastos lang. Nagbayad ako ulit ng P3,000 kay Mama pagkauwi ko. -___- Di nalang nilibre. Lol.
Pero kahit ganyan kalaki, nasulit ko naman lahat. :)
How to Keep a Relationship
Communicate: Talk about things, the good and bad.
Build trusts
Be honest
Be faithful
Be there for one another.
Make time for one another.
Leave the past to the past, which include ex’s.
Know that having arguments are normal.
Know that you won’t always be happy.
Don’t expect change.
Appreciate the flaws.
Appreciate each other.
Become best friends.
Lastly, love each other unconditionally.
208.) Even though I know he's a jerk and I know all he does is hurt me, I still love him, I still want him and I hate myself for it.
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Playing War of Immortals (international server) ~
Finally reached Level 50. Yay! （●＾o＾●）
My character (Celesica) and Kevin’s on right (Aelius).
