MOVED TO DINODELICACY

;;as most of you can see, zara hasn’t been active for some time. i’ve had a lot going on in my life: i work six days a week, i was trying to date [ that didn’t work out too well so that experiment is done for now ] and mostly, i’ve been trying to keep my oc alive. 

anna has been and always will be my priority. she is my original muse and the one i’ve always had the strongest ability to write. i love zara, i really do. but anna is just a part of me.

so. i’m putting this blog on hiatus for now. it’s indefinite, maybe permanent maybe not. i have a habit of randomly popping in when the muse strikes.

"Think of me."

"Make your choice."

"We've past the point of no return."

"I've been there."

"But in his eyes, all the sadness in the world."

"He'll always be there."

"That's all I ask of you."

"Keep your hand at the level of your eye."

"From birth, it seemed."

"Can you even dare to look?"

"Fear can turn to love."

"These things do happen."

"Track down this murder."

"He must be found!"

"You're only saying this to please me."

"Touch me. Trust me."

"Savor each sensation."

"Let your darker side give in."

"This is mad!"

"What answer can I give?"

"Friend, or phantom?"

"Wildly my mind beats against you."

"So lost, so helpless."

"Look at your face in the mirror."

"See why in shadow I hide?"

"I denied you."

"Speak, I listen."

"My soul was weak, forgive me."

"Enter at last, master."

"You will have to pay the bill! Tangle in the winding sheets."

"My salary has not been paid."

"Gossip's worth its weight in gold."

"Where is he?!"

"Where is she?!"

"I want an answer!"

"I take it that you sent me this note."

"What's all this nonsense?"

"Promise never to tell!"

"Hide your face so the world will never find you."

"It's him! I know it, it's him!"

"Remain calm. It was an accident, simply an accident."

"I fought so hard to free you."

"Why make her lie to you to save me?"

"The world showed no compassion to me."

"I love her. Does that mean nothing?"

"Leave me here. Go now, don't wait."

                                   @harharhrrnhawrhrrn

    there were no arguments to be used against him.  he was RIGHT and every instinct she    contained only confirmed this fact.   with each step she took in the direction of CHAOS,    a voice in the back of her mind SCREAMED for her to stop and simply run.    but to run    was to FAIL CLAIRE and   that   was the one thing she could not do.  the one thing she    WOULD not do.  respect and admiration for the once survivor flickered across emerald    irises as a gentle hand reached for his arm. she would not have him put himself in such    danger, not again.

                                        @adroitbedfellows

    ❝ and you somehow believe i don’t see that? that i’m not REMINDED of that each time    i’m FORCED to look in a mirror? ❞ and suddenly her chest constricts, heart racing and    lungs deflating until her body is DESPERATE for the oxygen it’s being depraved of. the    breath then   catches   in her throat and lithe fingers search in vain for an anchor within    the roots of raven colored locks. it’s guilt that BOILS OVER, the weight of so much life    lost over one thing: money. yet, she has no room to criticize for she too took part in the    bastardization of the park. bigger, meaner, SCARIER. she’d done nothing. whether    she could have or not, completely unimportant now.

    she’s survived when so many hadn’t and being so ingrained into the park’s operations,    maybe she SHOULDN’T HAVE.

    ❝ i didn’t know, i didn’t know. i DIDN’T KNOW. ❞ 

                                             @spacecowbcy

   it took a moment for the compliment to truly sink in,  head JUST turning to glance in the   direction of her admirer. comments such as these were not unfamiliar to the dark haired   former handmaiden, it was simply hidden beneath white paint and crimson accents that   she received such praise. for as the   QUEEN   was striking in looks, so was required of    each girl who stood in her place. however,  even since putting life at court in the past, it   seemed as if BLENDING IN was simply her niche

   until now, apparently.

heads up: huge triggers for graphic/violent language, multiple nsfw themes, some mentions of drugs, and of course murder and horror.

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"movies don't create psychos. movies make psychos more creative!"

"did you really call the police?"

"my mom and dad are gonna be so mad at me!"

"guess who just called the police and reported your sorry motherfucking ass!"

"you already cut me too deep."

"i think i'm dying here, man!"

"the police are on their way. what are you going to tell them?"

"peer pressure. i'm far too sensitive."

"i'm going to rip you up, bitch."

"there are certain RULES that one must abide by in order to successfully survive a horror movie. for instance, number one; you can never have sex."

"sex equals death, okay?"

"never, ever, ever under any circumstances say, "i'll be right back." because you won't be back."

"i'll be right back."

"see, you push the laws and you end up dead."

"you hang up on me again and i'll gut you like a fish!"

"do you like scary movies?"

"what's your favorite scary movie?"

"my name isn't jesus."

"i never thought i'd be so happy to be a virgin."

"careful. This is the moment when the supposedly dead killer comes back to life, for one last scare."

"EVERYBODY'S A SUSPECT!"

"i wanna see breasts."

"if you were the only suspect in a senseless bloodbath - would you be standing in the horror section?"

"this is life. this isn't a movie."

"it's all a movie. it's all one great big movie."

"that woman was a slut-bag whore who flashed her shit all over town like she was sharon stone or somethin'."

"maternal abandonment causes serious deviant behavior."

"it certainly fucked you up."

"it made you have sex with a psychopath."

"i don't really believe in motives."

"you're not a virgin. now you got to die. those are the rules."

"it's a scream, baby!"

"it's called tact, you fuck-rag."

"you are much prettier in person."

"who am i? the beer wench?"

"fairness would be to rip your insides out and hang you from a tree so we can expose you for the heartless, desensitized little shits that you are!"

"i will totally protect you. yo, i am so buff, i got you covered, girl."

"well, you're not going to be alone any more, right? if you pee, i pee. is that clear?"

"wait, i thought we were going to go out."

"i didn't kill anybody."

"i ought to gut your ass in a second, kid."

"it's all part of the game."

"why don't you wanna talk to me?"

"how does it feel to be almost brutally butchered?"

"i am two seconds away from calling the police!"

"if they make a movie about all this, who would play you?"

"what do I have to do to prove to you that I'm not a killer?"

"you make me so sick. your entire havoc-inducing, thieving, whoring generation disgusts me."

"never, ever, under any circumstances, assume the killer is dead."

"prank calls are a criminal offense prosecuted under penal code 653M."

"i'd let the geek get the girl."

"bitch, hang up the phone and star-69 his ass!"

"you can't blame real life violence on entertainment."

"life is life. it doesn't imitate anything."

"hey, you'd better check your conscience at the door sweetie. I'm not here to be loved."

"no matter how hard you try you'll never be the hero and you'll never ever get the girl."

"i'm gonna get some donuts, some prozac; see if i can find some crack."

"how do you know that my dimwitted inexperience isn't merely a subtle form of manipulation, used to lower people's expectations, thereby enhancing my ability to effectively maneuver within any given situation?"

"if she's not a killer, she's a target."

"just wait until the trial. it's gonna rock!"

"it's not wise to patronize me with a gun."

"now i'm gonna do what any rational human being would do and that is to get the fuck outta here."

"stupid people go back! smart people run! we're smart people, so we should just get the fuck outta here!"

"why do you always answer a question with a question?"

"drink with your brains, that's our motto."

"i am gonna fucking kill you! FUCKING KILL YOU! you are dead! DEAD!"

"don't you know history repeats itself?"

"no, it's not just a movie. it's a true story."

"can't we just go back to our pseudo-quasi happy existence?"

"psychos can't kill what they can't find."

"god why don't stop your whining and get on with it. i've heard all this shit before."

"why don't you take some fucking responsibility?"

"i know what it's like to see ghosts that don't go away, to be watching a scary movie in your head, whether you want to or not, watching it alone."

"dude, i think she likes me. did you see how she was looking at me?"