Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake. - Henry David Thoreau
APRESENTANDO O CASAL: DIMI + LIESEL
dirt enthusiast

oozey mess

blake kathryn
noise dept.

Love Begins

izzy's playlists!

shark vs the universe
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
AnasAbdin
KIROKAZE

if i look back, i am lost

Kaledo Art
One Nice Bug Per Day
Show & Tell
NASA
ojovivo
RMH
macklin celebrini has autism
seen from Netherlands

seen from United States
seen from Albania
seen from Italy

seen from TĂźrkiye

seen from Malaysia
seen from Germany
seen from United States

seen from TĂźrkiye

seen from India
seen from France
seen from United States

seen from TĂźrkiye

seen from Moldova

seen from South Africa
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Australia

seen from United States
@dimihayess
Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake. - Henry David Thoreau
APRESENTANDO O CASAL: DIMI + LIESEL

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
lieselsrâ:
But it did happened and there is no way back now. We have to deal with that, Dimi. Not everything can be swept under the rug, itâs not how it works. We have to talk about it you liking or not.
See? How can I ask, Dimi? How can I ask and risk you running away from me? If you want me to forget everything, just say it. i wonât bother with this conversation anymore.
But canât you see that this is what started all this drama? Canât you see thatâs why I wanted to pretend that nothing happened? Itâs only proving my point. If nothing had happened we wouldnât be arguing about this. I didnât wanna hurt you, Lis. And still, thatâs exactly what I did...
Iâm not running away from you. Iâm not. I just think itâd be easier if we just kept things the way they were.
lieselsrâ:
So weâre just going to pretend like nothing happened? FINE. Letâs do that. keeping things like they were and pretending that all of this is not eating us alive. I hate to be like that with you, I hate to fight with you. Merlin, I donât even know anymore hot to act around you.
What? Dimi, NO. Of course NOT. Youâre my person and always will be. Why are you pushing my away then? Donât put me in a corner, donât treat me like something that can break. I can handle, you know. I just canât handle not knowingâŚbut Iâm afraid to ask.
Me neither. Donât you see? Thatâs exactly the problem! We shouldnât wonder how to act around each other. Because it was always so... easy. So natural. One stupid night and it already changed...
Iâm not pushing you away, Liesel. Iâm not. Thatâs the last thing I want... And I know you can handle a lot. Iâm the one who canât. Iâm the weak link here, trust me... Ask what?
lieselsrâ:
No, Dimi. How canât I not cry? When you said you regret everything? What exactly do you regret?
Is that how you see me? Only as a friend, a sister? I need yo know.
I donât wanna mess things up, Liesel. Relationships are messy as they are. I donât think I can-- Shit. You see? Thatâs what I was trying to avoid. We shouldnât be having this talk at all.
Is that such a bad thing? Being my friend? We know each other ever since we were eleven, Lis... Iâm not saying I regret it because it wasnât good. Damn, I regret because of how great it felt. I wish we had never done it so I wouldnât know what itâs like.
lieselsrâ:
Merlin, youâre so stubborn. What? NO, NO! You donât ruin things, Dimi. Can you stop? I donât want to hear that, you did nothing wrong! You didnât ruin us, you could never.
Donât say youâre sorry, pleaseâŚdonât say you didnât mean it, because I canât take it⌠because Iâm not sorry.Â
No, no, no, no... Please, donât cry, Lis. Fuck, I hate to see you like this. God, Iâm such a wanker.
Wha--what do you mean?

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
lieselsrâ:
Who are you trying to fool, Demetrius Hayes? You know that I can see right throw you. You complain about the girls and Benjy but youâre happy withe their friendship, actually, I think this is the happier Iâve seen you. Makes me happy too.
Relief? Oh yes, of course. Maybe is for the best, right? Just pretend that nothing ever happened and we can go back being, well, you and me as always. Yes, letâs do that.
Tea? Oh, the tea, sure. Here⌠but careful is very hot.Â
Fine, fine... I appreciate them. But theyâll never hear me saying that out loud. Hey, itâs just... I ruin everything I touch. Iâm like Midas, yâknow, except instead of gold everything I touch turns to garbage. I donât wanna ruin this... I donât wanna ruin us. Iâm really sorry, Lis. I wasnât thinking straight.
Thanks... Perfect amount of milk, I must say!
lieselsrâ:
Sheâs been so happy, they both deserve that. Ava has been through so much already. Itâs always a special momento when dear friends find love, donât you think?
Youâre not going to lose me, Dimi. Not me or anyone here.
Donât say youâre sorry, please. Itâs fine, really. I donât regr⌠oh, yes, like a sister. Of course. Itâs fine, Dimi. We should pretend nothing happened, youâre a my best friend and I donât even know what I would do if things between us start to be different. Letâs just leave it aloneâŚ
They do. They are adorable together, even I can see that. But donât tell them I said that. I like to keep my grumpy façade, itâs my trademark.
Thatâs a relief. You have no idea how glad I am to hear that. I donât want anything to change either. What we have is way too important to me, I wouldnât risk it. And sure, I can pretend, itâs pretty much what I do for a living. Nothing happened. I donât even know what weâre talking about. How about that tea, huh?
lieselsrâ:
This little game of yours is funny, but I know that deep down you like each other. Sometimes you two drive me and Ava crazy but also brings some life to the house.
I feel safe here, with you⌠and the girls. I know itâs not much but weâre a family. And Benjy put some news spells around the place. Weâre going to be fine. We are all doing the best we can and as long as we stay together weâll be fine.
I donât know, I mean, I donât want to talk if you donât want to talk. But maybe we should? I feel like I ruin everythingâŚI donât want things to get weird between us.
Ava is too busy shagging Benjamin to even notice us most of the time. Canât blame them, you only live once, right?
I hope youâre right, Lis. I canât afford to lose you either...
Good. Thank god. Me neither. I donât want things to be awkward anymore. Yo--You didnât ruin anything, I started it. Iâm sorry, Lis. I donât know what came over me. It was-- I didnât mean it. It didnât mean anything. Youâre like a sister to me. I donât wanna ruin this.
lieselsrâ:
Thatâs not true, Dimi. You know that. I bet Cherry knows how you like your tea but she chooses to ignore it.
I donât know, Dimi. But he is trying, thereâs M.A.N.D.R.A.K.E and other things, Iâm sure he is doing the best he can and itâs all we can ask. We donât need a guerrilla, do we? Look how crazy things are already. Hey, Iâm fine, weâre fine. We just need to be low profileâŚ. not that we arenât already, right?
Oh⌠okay. I guess I left there the other day, you know, that dayâŚ. can weâŚ. should we talk about that?
Oh, I donât mind, to be honest. I choose to ignore her existence most of the time so weâre pretty much even.
Shit, I just wish I could take you away to somewhere safe... Somewhere no one could hurt yo-- us. But I canât barely pay my part of the bills, I canât afford to lose my job either.
Oh. I donât-- Do you... wanna talk about what happened?
lieselsrâ:
They are indeed, very âspecialâ.
Extra milk, no cream, never sugar. I think I have an idea. Is there more english thing than knowing your best friend type of tea? Not that I am a full English but you know what I mean.Â
No, no. Itâs just feel like something is always on the back of the mind, you know? Like is always there and we will never be free of it. Sorry, Iâm just rambling nonsense. I think Benjy is doing something about it, I think I would prefer to stay out of itâŚ. you too, Dimi. Donât do anything crazy, okay?
Oh, did you see my necklace? Iâve been looking around but I cannot find, I thought maybe it is in you roomâŚ
Well, you sure know me well. Pretty sure no one else knows how I like my tea. Or cares, for that matter.
Howâs Benjy doing anything about it, though? He doesnât have the right amount of influence to make a difference, does he? Unless itâs something more... practical. But he doesnât strike me as the kind of person who would adopt guerrilla tactics. Me? Iâm staying out of it, Lis, donât worry. Iâm anything but interested in all this nonsense. But if anything happens to you because of these masked wankers, I swear to god...
Oh! Yeah, I guess it could be there. I can search around afterwards. Iâll let you know if I find anything.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
lieselsrâ:
How you can get away with all that is beyond me, Dimi. But I would like some company today indeed. Fancy some tea? Thereâs this nice new blend that I bought the other day, I think you will like.
Are you sure fine? Iâm good, I guess. I mean, Iâm fine, considering, you know, this craziness⌠I mean, the letters and stuff not⌠nevermind. Cookies?
Something to do with my social skills, Iâm sure.
Yes, please. Iâd love some tea. Extra milk... but you already know that, of course. Itâs been a lifetime of friendship and tea-making, you know how I like my tea. So... uh, have you received any more of these letters? Maybe we can track down these bastards using a spell on the owls?
lieselsrâ:
@dimihayessâ
Oh, hey Dimi. I didnât know you are here, I thought youâll be working now.
Am I disturbing you? I can go for a walk or somethingâŚhmm, how have you been anyway? Seems like forever that we talkedâŚ
I got a day off, called in sick. My excuses arenât only muggle-worthy, it seems.
No, no! Please, stay! Youâre not bothering at all. If I can spend all day with Cherry nothing else can bother me, Iâm immune. Iâve been... okay. I mean, Iâm fine. Are you fine? Iâm fine.
chrryburbageâ:
Everything, Demetrius⌠and honestly I didnât expect this from you. I mean, she has all right to be mad at you, to avoid you and hide things from you. Donât you think?
Anyway, I will give you the opportunity to tell me your side of this story.
I donât know, it just sorta happened... It wasnât my fault! Or maybe it was... I guess I made the first move. Shit. I didnât mean to make things weird.
I wish I could take it back.
chrryburbageâ:
Why donât you ask yourself this question?
I mean, she did tell me something, but what could you have done to make her upset? Not saying youâre probably guilty, but she is usually very reasonable and I donât think she would hide things from you, if you had not done something to deserve it.
Wait, what? So it has something to do with me...
Fuck. Did she tell you about... What exactly do you know? I think I screwed up pretty bad, Cherry.
@chrryburbageâ
Hey, Cherry, can I ask you something...?
Is everything all right with Lis? Sheâs been a bit off lately... Sheâs keeping things from me and I dunno. Itâs just been weird. Is there anything I need to know?

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
lieselsrâ:
(FB, small) I want you for so long, tell is it so wrong? | Diesel
@dimihayess
Ali, deitada na cama de Demetrius, Liesel fingia ser transportada para um local diferente. ExĂłtico aos seus olhos tĂŁo acostumado a selva de concreto que era Londres atualmente.  Mantinha os olhos fechados, descrevendo o que imaginava, o que sonhava. Conseguia sentir o amigo ao seu lado e tentava nĂŁo se abalar com o arrepio que tomava conta de seu corpo a cada momento que seus braços se tocavam. â Well, I guess patience is a good trait, because you can be a handful, Hayes. â Brincou, deixando a risada baixa ecoar pelo quarto dele, se sentindo subitamente tĂmida na presença dele. O que era estranho, jĂĄ que era tĂŁo natural estar ao lado dele, jĂĄ havia dividido a cama com ele tantas outras vezes. Contudo, algo estava diferente dessa vez, como se o ar ao redor deles estivesse mais pesado, mais denso. â Hey, thatâs not fair. â Exclamou quando Demetrius a segurou pela cintura, puxando-a para mais perto, distribuindo cĂłcegas em sua cintura e barriga.
Tentou se desvencilhar dele, ainda que a proximidade fosse bem-vinda, havia algo de apavorante ali tambĂŠm. Ao abrir os olhos, Liesel se deparou com Demetrius bem prĂłximo, seu rosto estava apenas alguns centĂmetros dos seus. Ergueu uma das mĂŁos e tocou levemente na face dele, deixando de lado o medo que a invadia. Estava tĂŁo absorta no momento que nĂŁo tinha percebido que prendia a respiração, os olhos completamente conectados a ele.
âIâm well-aware, thanksâ, tentou soar ofendido, mas havia sinal de riso em sua voz. Enquanto Liesel mantinha os olhos fechados e se imaginava em outro lugar, Demetrius mantinha os olhos fixos nela. Embora alimentasse a fantasia da amiga, nĂŁo queria estar em qualquer outro lugar naquele momento. NĂŁo precisava estar, contanto que ela estivesse por perto.
Saltou sobre ela, fazendo cócegas em sua barriga. Mas o breve momento de descontração entre os dois logo veio acompanhado por um súbito desconforto quando Liesel abriu os olhos e o fitou daquela forma tão intensa. O sorriso nunca desapareceu completamente do rosto de Demetrius quando, sem pensar muito, decidiu eliminar a distância com um beijo.
O coração do rapaz disparou quando seus lĂĄbios finalmente tocaram os dela. Sentia uma mistura de alĂvio, excitação e culpa. Mas estava ocupado demais vivendo o momento para entender o que sentia. O beijo começou gentil, mas logo se intensificou, tamanha era a sua voracidade. Era como se precisasse compensar todos aqueles anos perdidos lutando contra o Ăłbvio.
lieselsrâ:
So do you have a type? This is the first time that I am hearing that⌠what is your type then, Mr. Hayes?
Oh, I like that. I can smell the ocean and feel the water splashing on my face. If I close my eyes I can almost feel it for real.
And then I jump in the water and splash water all over you. Come and get it, Hayes. Donât let me hanging here.
Well, never really thought about it that much. I guess my type would be... sweet, patient and... dunno, Iâm into hazel eyes, I guess.
And you said youâre not as imaginative as me and Cherry huh? Well, you better swin fast, Rothschild, âcause Iâm gonna get you!
Gotcha!