Dim the Darkness

I fought for so long that I made a pact with my heart. A promise that it would love, but be torn apart.

I felt the sting and I needed more, but to say goodbye leaves me dead on the floor.

The end has come and I’m all alone, I’m defeated, depleted, and tumble down this mountain that I’ve been thrown

They try to help, they try so hard to care. They’ll never know the pain I bear.

They’ll read the notes, they’ll stop and stare. To do nothing but say goodbye with smiles, as my insides fill with despair.

Rage, anger, sadness, and pain… leaves my heart trembling, bleeding out, laying in the puddle where it’s been slain.

Everything was once pure, was once so sure… now terminal with no will to search for a cure.

These poems only release so little to what I feel. They give a whisper for help to the rest I hide, I seal.

When something is worth it to me in this world, it will tear me apart until it’s safe in my arms, wrapped up and furled.

But when it lets go and leaves without a trace. The last thing you’ll see is the goodbye’s to a life, with tears down her face.

My body is a wreck, my whole life has been shattered, but I guess this would’ve never been if I actually mattered.

It’s the sunlight that burns through the thickest of fog in your head, the despair, the pain.

I found no mater how hollow and empty you feel, music will always refill your heart, even if it still leaks from loves painful cracks….

I hope you like this, it only gets more meaningful the whole way through. Enjoy

Where hearts beat like drums, and where fires roar.

To see someone better than yourself,

To give something more richer than wealth.

When one fails to their selfishness of pride,

All things once well, gets left aside to die.

To ease a tear is to shed one in return,

Makes heavy to the heart, more fire to the burn.

Imperfection is key to survival of the divine,

So true beauty, unique, can rise, can shine.

There will be sorrow, with two minds to dwell,

But must intwine together to get through this hell.

Before you face this life all alone,

Remember in time everything good will be shown

Go with passion, with care, don’t be scared,

All that becomes broken, can be healed, can be repaired.

Wait for that hero, that savior to come,

So you can both be in pain, for each to numb.

I will not lie, this love is a battlefield, it’s a war,