[☆] ; Hope!!

Okay genuinely crazy over Mika.... So im going to yap into the void about him for a bit. Mikaela has been in this half-human-half-vampire state for around 4 years of his life. He walked through the world not fully fitting in with anyone or anything. Like a Ghost. He became a ghost of himself to conform just enough to live. Not to mention that its clearly seen in the manga that humans would definitely reject him ( Edit; only tolerated because of Yuuchiro) and vampires don't understand his need to keep some semblance of himself. 'To not become a monster.' He's in purgatory, not quite dead but not quite alive enough. A choice that was forced upon him that he learned to just play the part because what else is there to do? His whole identify is vampirism now, a species that literally committed a mass genocide of every adult and enslaved the survivors (read: children). Vampires enslaved his family, murdered them and then took his life away. His literal life. No twelve year-old should've experienced that. Worst yet, for a choice that he couldn't control, Mika truly thinks of himself as something keen to a rouge savage that needs to be under control at all times. But time and time again we see that Mikaela has humanity. He didn't drink human blood until he had too, and it's only a single person he feeds on because he was such a moral code that it's something he has to be reassured and coerced into it. Still this doesnt make him a good person because he was fine walking through life like this if it meant he could one day reunite with Yuuchiro. It's always Yuuchiro.

My favorite genre of Internet is emotionally constipated boy yuri