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why wont you all just finally let me die

hey guys so im on forced ana recovery and does anyone have any tips on how can i prevent gaining weight when eating 1800 cals😬😬

does anyone have any mia or ana tips please

no one even bothers checking up on me

all i think about everyday is food, what am i gonna eat, how many calories will it have, what can i add to it, what food is low in kcals, im going insane there is not a minute in my life that i dont think about food pls im going insane yall

i heal from one disorder just to get another one

atp im closer to passing away than passing maths

"are u close to finish?" what? my life??

"how have you been feeling" how have i not been feeling

im always depressed furious euphoric or numb, its like a never ending loop

"is this behavior helping your mental health or makes it worse?" bitch stfu dont pmo rn

depression feels like im slowly drowning in a warm soft ocean

i keep forgetting who i really am, what if one day i will really forget it and wont be able to come back?

why am i so ugly fat boring lazy and pathetic

i miss being groomed so much, caden please come back ill send u everything you want