it’s comical to think either of them deserved to have, and to hold, anything really. she still couldn’t shake the fact that part of this felt like punishment, the price paid for what they’d already taken. after all, lives weren’t cheap, regardless of how much she’d dedicated to getting out of the business. she’d lost her child, the only family she had left, and she’d lost him. empty, was the understatement of the century when it came to the hole in her chest. however, looking at him now, this close, and definitely this personal? she knows that if anyone deserves it, it’s him. underneath the exterior they work hard to keep haunted, there is a softness she had cherished for years, and the reminder, even if it was only in passing gaze or wayward touch, it was enough to fan the embers that had almost died in her. there would always be a fire for his name, it seemed, and that was a fact she wouldn’t debated. right now, she didn’t have the strength to, either.
stepping out of the sanctuary, or the tomb they’d left there, the door shuts and it’s almost like letting all the air back in the room. a deep breath is taken, before shame seems to be exhaled with it as well, coming right back for a second round of his space, embracing that moth to a flame mantra in the way that arms were content to find their way around once more. it was selfish really, becoming so easily reacquainted. a sigh practically dripped from lips, slow, steady, before head tips up again. her chin is almost defiant, but her words aren’t. “i’ve missed you.” confessional comes in the form of what they’d both been thinking, and the words are surprisingly full of her favorite flavor. they aren’t nearly as bitter as she expected, penance in the form of a reunion. she leans, into the touch she’d granted, like a wordless wish, before the corner of a smile ghosts her lips, as if asking for permission to invade their privacy. “so i guess, i’m glad i’m here too.”
𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒 , the horrors they’d faced both separate and together , the lives they’d opted to live and the future that they’d once seen between one another . how two killers masked within the shadows discovered such a possibility back then felt like a strange dark fairy tale . much like the originals they were left empty , void of any happiness and suffering . he can say that for himself and by the look of her when he’d entered the room , the same could be said for her as well . were they each other’s curse or retribution of a fate withheld from them ? his heart couldn’t risk pondering such an ideal when all that is left before them soaks the bitterness from his chest and curls it into the safe kept tucked away in his memory .
upon first sight , he’d anticipated a fight , an argument over how horribly he’d done her wrong , but perhaps it is this shared weakness they find a common ground , discovering the truth that they’ve missed one another and the heart wants what it wants . her smile , as faint as it may be , is an understanding , a whispering pine in the forest of all that they’ve endured . he’s missed her , each night where attempts at finding common ground are left on the wayside and she’s drowned out the memories , her anger , her pain , he’d only been able to shove her away for so long before finally this moment comes . ❛ i’ve missed you ❜ these words are not spoken in agreement , but the expulsion of previous thought to mouth , said so softly they are nothing more than a whisper . ❛ are you going to stay ? ❜ hopeful , yet clouded by the potential idea of disappointment .