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I just wish to go to hell sometimes....

I have a bad feeling, or is just anxiety

I know is hard to understand what I am going through since you do not know but please give me a little more time. I need more time to at least control what I can. I do not want all of you to see what is inside of me. the real me. the one that is falling apart. that is protecting the child in me from darkness. I do not want you to see this. so give me even more time.

I'm making pancakes to feel better. 🥞 Need to listen to music while doing it. Goona blast some really loud music in my headphones

Currently watching bl tiktoks to calm down

I'm soooo fucking close to a panic attack, I can feel it.

I want to cry, but something in me doesn't allow it . I wish I could cry till I passed out.

What if I was the person you wanted? Would that make you happy? Because I know it would kill me to be like that when I am so broken

Spending the last 30 minutes or so on tt to try and stop the panic attack that I could feel it was coming. Surprisingly it worked.

Fuck this felling!

Started to feel a little better, and then immediately I began to feel afraid . Fuck! Back to square one

I fucking hate everything right now !