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Shu: “Do you have a thing for my hands or something? It’s like you worship them. Haha.”

Reiji: “I should be the one kissing those adorable hands of yours. Put out your hand for me. I’ll kiss your hand in return.”

Ayato: “Heh! Next thing I know you’ll be kissin’ my feet. I don’t mind you kissin’ my hands for now though. It’s cute when you do that.”

Kanato: “Ehe.. Do you like my hands that much? You can keep kissing them for me. Don’t forget the other hand. I want kisses on both.”

Laito: “How romantic, bitch-chan~ I’ll pamper you in return. Wouldn’t you enjoy that~?”

Shu: “I know you’re a good thief. You stole my heart, didn’t you? Haha.”

Reiji: “Stealing as means for survival this day and age isn’t uncommon. You did what you needed to. It’s astonishing you were never caught though.”

Ayato: “Can you teach me how to steal! That old man never gives me any money. I’m running out already!”

Kanato: “Don’t steal things from me like Laito has!! I won’t forgive you if you steal ANYTHING from me!”

Laito: “I’m quite the thief as well~ Do you want to see my wide array of socks~? I have a collection of socks I’ve stolen from school girls! Yours might even be in there.”

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Shu

- He would be glad to have you. The way you understand what he needs and why he acts the way he does is comforting. He doesn’t feel the need to put it into words, and that takes a huge burden off his shoulders.

- Shu is more likely going to open up and get out of his comfort zone for you. He knows you’ll realize he’s trying hard for you, and he won’t have to worry about you being upset he’s not doing enough.

- Shu will listen if you have advice for him. It’s best to not advise him too much or he will get overwhelmed and shut down. A few pointers here and there will help. Motivating him to get up, explore the world a bit, create new memories with you.

- He needs you to thoughtfully explain the affectionate things you do and why they’re important. He wants to understand you. In return he’ll do his best to meet you halfway.

Reiji

- Reiji will be a bit standoffish that you understand him. He’ll be in denial of his own flaws and feelings. Your understanding will force him to realize them.

- Reiji will slowly open up about his past experiences and things that trouble him. He’ll start off by telling memories he has like they’re stories of someone else. He’ll then move on to tell you about Shu and his mother. He needs you to listen more than try and fix him.

- Reiji will begin to recognize his own toxic behaviors. He’ll lessen his harsh words toward you. Reiji will start to ask for your thoughts and advice on certain topics.

- Reiji’s thoughts about the world will expand. He’ll be curious about other ways he could spend his life. You tugged him out of the hole he was stuck in his entire life. Now there are so many more possibilities. All because someone took the time to understand him and care for him despite his flaws. He wanted to be acknowledged.

Ayato

- Ayato will have mixed feelings about you understanding him so well. He’ll be confused if he should start to act less like the narcissist he’s been playing or if he should keep the act up. It’s his ‘safe personality.’ He developed it to shield himself from the pain of being torn down. He’s used it as a way to keep himself from making anyone special ever again.

- He’ll pridefully shut down most of the advice you have to give him. That doesn’t mean he isn’t listening to you. He’ll think about it when he’s alone, and reflect.

- Ayato will reach out to you when he needs support the most. Right after a nightmare he’ll seek you out for comfort. Eventually he’ll open up about his nightmares, and what he’s feeling now.

- Ayato will begin to care for you even more. Since you understand him so well, he wants to understand you. He’s picked up on quite a few things, but he wants to know more details about you. He’ll ask questions and demand answers.

Kanato

- Kanato really needs a lover who understands him. Your ability to understand his actions makes things less tense between you two. He’s less likely to have sudden outbursts. Instead he’ll be more relaxed and won’t feel the need to push you away.

- Kanato doesn’t know where to begin with his feelings. He’s been living in his own isolated world for so long that he’s lost touch with reality. He’s constantly haunted with thoughts of the past. Your supportive words will be comforting to him. He’ll actively seek you out.

- Of course there will be many days when he’s not interested in your advice. He’ll still think about everything you say even if he turns it down.

- Kanato will expect you to fill the void he has. He’ll want constant attention and support. It’ll be mentally taxing on you.

Laito

- Laito is glad you understand him, but he’s incredibly anxious about that. He’s not used to people knowing much about him personally.

- Your open mind and understanding of him will encourage him to work through his problems. He’ll know you’ll be right there to support him.

- Laito will begin to realize his trauma wasn’t his fault, and it is why he turned out the way he is. He’s confused about why he acts the way he does, and being able to logically think about his own past will he’ll him move through it.

- Being vulnerable is very scary to him. He knows very well that you support him, but it still scares him. He’ll try his best to avoid sensitive subjects and put on his ‘mask’ even more than before. It’ll take a while before he feels comfortable letting his guard down.

Subaru

- Subaru will feel powerless. He’s tried to hide away all of his more gentle feelings to protect himself, and you’ve opened that side of him so easily. He doesn’t know how he should act.

- There will be a lot of yelling and smashing walls. He’s trying to embrace his sensitive side, but it’s hard. He’s expressing himself the only way he knows how to.

- He’ll need you to comfort him a lot. Your words of support help calm him. He needs to know everything isn’t always his fault because he will always ends up blaming himself.

Admin: This is totally fine! Sorry these scenarios are taking so long to post :< This is super long and angsty! Very emotional, I think~

Subaru has been mean to you for as long as you can remember. There was a brief period when he softened up quite a bit. He wasn’t yelling, punching walls, or snapping at you. You felt comfortable being around him. But now that brief blissful period has come to an end. He’s regressed to his old self, and this time it feels even worse. How could he go back to his old self? Did you do something wrong? After everything you’ve done for him, he disregarded your feelings. He had nearly shut you out completely. You felt as though your only purpose now was to provide him blood.

So many questions haunted you as you laid in bed trying to fall asleep. It was no use, these thoughts kept you up. The worst thought of all came to mind: He doesn’t love me anymore. He’s bothered by my existence. You tugged the blanket over your head and began to cry. Everything feels so helpless now. Your relationship is taking a toll on your mental health. You finally caught your breath after a good cry, and fell asleep.

You woke up to Subaru yelled at someone. You jolted out of bed at the loud voice. Initially you thought he was yelling at you, but that wasn’t it. He was arguing with his brothers early in the morning yet again. You yawned and got out of bed, eyes puffy. You stretched and went for the door. Subaru suddenly burst through. His teeth were grit, and his fists were clenched. He put both hands on your shoulders and looked at you with an angry look. His eye brows furrowed and his eyes narrowed at you.

“Wh-What is it?” You questioned, looking back at him with fear in your eyes. Tears began to form as he stared at you. He quickly bit into your shoulder. His fangs dug deep into your skin. You gasped out in pain as he sucked. He pulled you closer to his body as he drank your blood. One hand was placed on your lower back, and the other to the back of your head. His gasps and grunts made their way into your ears. Your tears began to fall while he took your blood as he pleased. He was taking his anger out on you yet again.

“You.. You don’t even care for me! You’re always so cold.. and distant. Then you take advantage of me like this!” You cried out and struggled in his grip.

“Mmh?!...Haaa..” Subaru made a surprised sound and then let out a big exhale. Subaru’s eyes widened as he looked at you crying helplessly in his arms. The weight of your body leaned against his as you struggled to keep your balance.

“Hic... hhh.. hic..” You sobbed out and began to collapse. Subaru frantically tried to hold you up. It was no use. You wouldn’t stay on your feet. The two of you slowly fell to the ground. You collapsed and sat on your knees. He fell back a little and was sitting in an almost criss cross position. He was leaning forward to hold onto you the best he could.

He didn’t expect his heart to break like it did upon seeing your crying face. It was all his fault and he knew it. A pit of guilt grew in his stomach and made his body feel weak. He was physically torn at how much he had hurt you. He hasn’t realized just how deeply you were hurt, though.

“I’m sorry.. I took my anger out on you.” He said, assuming you were crying just because this one instance.

“No! You.. you don’t love me anymore!” You yelled at him. Your hands grasped at his black v-neck as you rested your head to his chest. He wasn’t sure how to respond. He adjusted to better hold onto you.

“I do love you!” He protested. A hint of anger lingered in his voice as he spoke. You shook your head at his objection.

“You’re not as kind as you used to be.. hic.. and you only come to me for blood. Why don’t you love me like you used to?!” You said and softly hit your fist against his chest.

“You’re wrong! Shit, I just don’t know how to express myself! I love you so much it’s overwhelming! This urge to suck you.. and protect you.. it confuses me!” He said and hugged you tighter to his chest. You were pulled onto his lap and sitting with your head resting to his chest. He wrapped his arms around you and tucked his head close to your neck. His nose rubbed against your hot neck as he sighed out.

“I left everything I knew and loved behind for you..” You whimpered out. The faint sound of your cries could still be heard despite your calmed voice.

“I’m sorry.. I’ll do better. Che.. I don’t want to hurt you.. I’ll.. work on my anger for you..” Subaru promised and wiped your tears. You looked up at him with an expression mixed with sadness and happiness. His face was pale as he looked at you feeling incredibly guilty. He loves you more than anyone in this world. Subaru never intended to hurt you like he had. He planted a kiss on your forehead.

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Hello, everyone!

Since this blog is my side blog, I’d like to change blogs. It’s bothersome to not be able to interact with everyone through this blog. I will leave up past posts, but there will be no new posts after a week. I will answer my current asks on this blog, but all future ones will be on the new blog.

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I don’t think the boys would actively try and pursue her if she wasn’t put in their path somehow. If the boys were human they would be a lot like they are now, just with slightly different coping mechanisms. It’s quite possible that if they were born and raised as humans, they wouldn’t have the type of traumas and personalities they do.

There are a ton of different scenarios that could play out and shape the way they are. If they had the same stuff happen to them and they’re humans, they would act a lot like they do now. The way the exhibit the effects of their trauma is a lot like that of humans. If they were humans they might not have as much of a stigma around treating their trauma. Both Shu and Laito have been on edge about feelings they deem to be ‘human’ emotions. Their way of loving is shaped by their trauma, but also by them being vampires. Their kind of loving is drinking blood and indulging in their desires. They think it’s meaningless to ponder over other emotions besides their vampiric urges.

That being said, if Yui was put in their path like she was in the games the outcome would be similar, but not as gruesome. This scenario is based on the assumption that the boys as humans had the same childhood trauma as they did as vampires.

The boys wouldn’t be as sadistic as they are now. A lot of their vampire nature influences them to love inflicting pain and seeing girls cry.

Content warning for talks about s*xual abuse, trauma, etc

(More under the cut because it’s long)

How would the boys help a s/o who’s experienced trauma in the past, and has a fear of being touched, but feels bad and wants to get better? They want to do things like hold hands and hug, but just can’t, so they feel bad because physical affection is something they want to experience.

//also i have no idea if this okay or not :( i’m sorry//

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Shu

- He would let you come to him. He’s hardly ever proactive in getting love from his lover. He’s patient and will wait for you to open up when you’re comfortable.

- Shu will try and urge you to get out of your comfort zone. He’ll take it slow and try to hold your hand, maybe sit close to you while just barley touching, and he’ll be around you to let you get used to him.

- He doesn’t really care that there’s a lack of contact. He just wants to be in your presence a lot of the time.

- When it comes to blood sucking he’ll try to keep contact to a minimal, but he will still drink from you when he needs.

Reiji

- Reiji will try and understand why you’re not comfortable with contact. He might get really nosy with it since he cares for you he wants to know all about you. It’ll help him avoid making you uncomfortable. He doesn’t want to scare you away from him.

- He’ll make sure you know to not feel bad about not wanting to be touched. He will get annoyed at times, but he’ll accept it overall.

- He expects you to be able to communicate what is a ‘safe touch’ and what isn’t. He’s fine with you being nervous, but he isn’t fine with you not communicating your struggles. Be honest with him.

- He’s good at reading your body language so he’ll know when he’s taking things too far. Reiji will try and make contact with you every now and again. He’ll try to hold your hand, maybe brush against your fingers if he’s handing you something, and will limit other contact.

Ayato

- Ayato isn’t too good at respecting your boundaries. He doesn’t quite understand why you wouldn’t want to be touched and held.

- He’ll slowly begin to accept your fears and anxieties. He wants to relieve you of some fears so you two can have a closer relationship.

- He’ll be clumsy, but he’ll try and go easy on the touching. He’ll do stuff like holding your hand, wrapping you loosely in a blanket, and trying to find activities to do with you that don’t involve touching.

- He’ll push you a lot to get over your fear of touch. He’ll show you that being touched can make you feel good. It doesn’t have to be in a risqué way, either. He wants touch in casual ways as well.

Kanato

- Kanato will understand your fear of being touched. Though he has few boundaries. He’ll try and get you to work through it. He will be quite assertive and do as he pleases.

- He’ll try to tone down his touching, but he’ll end up getting upset with you. Kanato will listen to you more than anything. He’ll start to change his behavior slowly, but surely. It’ll involve a lot of tantrums before he understands.

- When he finally understands he just needs to take things slow to help you get used to it, he’ll be content. He wants to know he’s able to at least touch you somehow.

- He’ll start off with small touches. Hand holding, playing with your hair, adjusting your outfits for you.

Laito

- It will take Laito quite a bit of scolding for him to respect your fears. He’s very much a touch driven person, so using words to communicate feelings is hard for him.

- After a few arguments about him not respecting you, he’ll try and build trust with you. He’ll work on using sweet words in place of touches. He wants you to ease into things once he realizes how serious your fears are.

- He’ll start with small touches when you begin to trust him. He’ll kiss your hand, cheek, or forehead. Laito will start out with side hugs after soft kisses for a while. He won’t expect you to touch him much, but he wouldn’t mind if you wanted to.

- Laito will make sure you feel confident in yourself. He’ll want you to know that he really cares for you, both physically and verbally. He’ll try to work through some of the insecurities you have surrounding being touched. He wonders if you may be insecure about yourself.

Subaru

- He’d be insecure about your fears. He might get angry at times. He’s really insecure, and the way you seem to not want him to touch you hurts him. He’ll try his best to understand it’s because of trauma, but he’ll end up blaming himself for your fears. He knows he hasn’t always been the kindest.

- He’ll ask you before he does things and will ask if you feel ok. Subaru will try and make sure you feel comfortable with him. He wants you to be secure with him.

Shu: “You want to show off to others? You perverted guy. I’ll do much more than leaving a love bite. How about I show them our love first hand?”

Reiji: “Ahem.. I don’t mind giving you many love bites. You really want me to claim you as my own, don’t you? I like that.”

Ayato: “You don’t have to tell me twice! All of them should know you’re my possession. Come here and I’ll give you too many to hide.”

Kanato: “Fufu. I can deal with those others many ways. But I guess marking you wouldn’t be a bad method either.”

Laito: “Nfu~ I don’t mind giving you love bites, but don’t expect me to stop there. I’ll make sure every~one knows you’re mine.”

I’m glad you like my blog :> I really love these anylysis questions! I’m finished with Laito’s and Shu’s HDB routes now~ I can’t decide whose to go through next!

Trigger warning for talks about s*icide & depression type stuff.

This is in detail about s*icidial tendencies.

So if you’re umcomfortable please visit my more light hearted posts.

Shu

- Quiet, yet assertive. He needs a girl that can stay by his side regardless of what he says. But she shouldn’t be too noisy around him. She should know when to quit.

- He wants a woman that’s able to look after him almost in a motherly way. He wouldn’t mind if the girl made him do basic things like eat and bathe. He wants to know she worries for him.

- She should know that he isn’t good at expressing love of understanding it. Though he will make an effort to understand her way of loving. She should try and understand his.

Reiji

- He wants a woman that is obedient and will listen to him. She should be able to handle her own, but she shouldn’t be as confident and smart as he is.

- She should be honest to him no matter what. He doesn’t like when people lie or make excuses. Reiji won’t tolerate lies and excuses, and he will punish her. She should let her heart talk for her. Expressing her true feelings is far more effective than trying to hide them.

- She should keep up with her school and house work. He doesn’t want a lazy partner who takes things for granted. He’ll expect her to be very studious. Reiji wants her to keep up at home too and realize she’s in someone else’s home and should live by his rules.

Ayato

- A girl that is always submissive. He doesn’t want disobedience in the girl he likes. He’ll get annoyed if the girl is too disobedient. She should resist him for a little bit, but submit fully in the end. He loves her crying face.

- She should listen to what he says. He wants to always be in control of her. He thinks he knows best for her, so she should accept what he does and says.

- He wouldn’t mind a girl that could keep up with his energetic self. He’d enjoy spending time causing trouble and doing other things with her. But he will always be leading what they do.

Kanato

- Kanato wants a girl that doesn’t fight back or yell too much. He hates it when girls are noisy. He’s very picky in the woman he likes.

- He wants a girl that’s able to stand by him even if he pushes her away. He’s lonely and doesn’t know how to accept the love of another yet.

- Kanato likes girls that are delicate and small. He likes putting her in positions where she looks pathetic and frightened. Even if she’s scared or hurting she should keep quiet. He loves when she’s able to endure the pain he inflicts with a straight face. Her biting back screams is pleasurable to him.

Laito

- Laito wants a girl that will resist him. He wants her to submit in the end, but he loves the fear she feels as he bites her. He’ll get bored if she doesn’t submit to her ‘true’ desires as he wishes.

- Laito wants a girl that is strong willed. She shouldn’t be so easily shaken from her own ideology. He’ll find it tedious if she abandons her own personal beliefs right away. He takes pleasure in the long struggle she puts up as he breaks her mentally (and physically).

Subaru

- Subaru likes a girl who will somewhat take a motherly approach. She should treat him kindly and be soft spoken. He wants a girl that is really kind to him. He’ll hate her worrying at first, but then he’ll come to like it.

- She should be submissive to him. He wouldn’t mind if she put up a fight though. His vampire self likes to be resisted when he’s drinking her blood.

“Heeh~ We’ve come this far and you’re doubting my love for you?”

“My love for that ‘special person’ has long ended, so there isn’t a need for a replacement anymore. I love you as your own person~”

Shu

- Shu wouldn’t mind the status of his new love interest. He’d find it convenient, if anything. He’s able to boss you around and make situations where you have to be with him. He wants to spend time with you alone, and he’ll request your assistance to get that.

- Shu would tease you about your maid outfit. He’d find the outfit you have to wear really attractive. Shu would find ways to make perverted passes at you. Fluffing your fluffy maid outfit, whispering in a low tone near your ear, lightly brushing against you and denying he touched you.

- Shu would tug you to bed with him and ask you to keep him warm. He would tell you it’s your job as his maid to do as he says. He really wants to snuggle with you and keep you close since he isn’t able to fully be with you yet. Shu will tell you to forget your duties and tend to his real needs instead.

- Shu is going to have you help him change. He’ll say something passively perverted and then tease you if you point it out. He’ll play innocent to see you blush and stutter to try and deny what you had thought.

- Shu will try to impress you with his musical talents. He’ll go out of his way to play the violin in your presence. He’ll play it on the balcony to set the scene. He knows you love romantic settings, and meeting him playing the violin on the balcony in the moonlight is romantic.

Reiji

- Reiji would be worried about your status. He would be very secretive about his newfound crush. He’d request your assistance so much that it would be painfully obvious he wants to be with you. Reiji will request you to help him change, clean is lab, sort book, anything he can to get your time. He will refuse the help of any other maid.

- Reiji would start to try and find something that makes you happy. He’d want information on you, but he wouldn’t go directly to you. He’d make passive attempts at getting to know you; finding out about you through familiars, short questions here and there, taunting you to her to know your personality, researching how you came to be his maid.

- He would bite you in ways that would give you the most pleasure. He’d tell you he wishes to make you feel good, and he would compliment your blood fairly often. Reiji will say it’s part of your job to make sure he’s healthy.

- You will make quite a few appearances in his diary. He’ll journal about how he wishes he could ignore the status difference and be with you. He finds it romantic that he has such a ‘forbidden’ love for you.

- Reiji will want you to take an interest in his hobbies. Everyone else if ignores his accomplishments. He’ll boast about them to you in hopes you’ll notice him. Reiji will take your compliments to heart. He won’t outwardly say how good it makes him feel, but he will always share his experiments with you. You’ll become the first person he goes to when he needs ingredients or a helping hand.

Subaru

- Subaru would be so antsy around you it would be almost painfully obvious. He’d begin to stutter at times when you’re told to help him with more personal tasks. He’s able to keep his cool most of the time, but if you’re alone together he’ll have a rough time doing so. His brothers would tease him about his crush.

- Subaru would purposefully disappear so you would have to go look for him. It’s his way of getting you to come see him privately. He doesn’t have much freedom to flirt with you inside the house.

- Subaru’s way of flirting and confessing would be to tell you how you’re the only one who sees the real him. He can open up about his family life because you’re always there to witness what happens. He knows you know how he really feels, and wants to share the burden of his emotions with you.

"I love you, I really have these feelings for you, if you don't love me just pretend I never said that, I won't bother you, I just want to be by your side even though my feelings are not being returned, because you is my beloved person "

she is declaring herself to him because she is confused thanks to the fever, they are already married (Sorry for bad English)

Shu: “Yeah.. I’ve already told you many times that I have feelings for you. I don’t mind saying it over and over. I can’t find a meaning to my life without you.”

Reiji: “Silly woman. Close your eyes and get some rest, you’re feverish. I’ve declared my love for you long ago. My nursing you to health is proof of that.”

Ayato: “Hearing you say that all over again is nice. Haha.. Keep telling me how much you love me like that. I’ll return my feelings to you all over again.”

Kanato: “Have you forgotten how far we’ve gone already? I don’t mind showing you my love again, fufu. But you aren’t allowed to be upset with me when you come to your senses.”

Laito: “You’re so desperate for my love~ I’ll give you all of me as many times as you want. Nfu~ That’s never a bother to me. Rest well because when you wake up you won’t be able to for a looong time.”