You can call me Diabolical, or Red, i dont mind any you make up though lol :))
i am 20 years old and go by he / him pronouns.
lonely as fuck and forever alone gang
🔞 MDNI - I AM AN ADULT WHO POSTS ADULT SHIT, DO NOT INTERACT MINORS 🔞
🔓 i am currently single and trying to figure out my sexuality and what ever the hell else about myself lmao
most of my posts are about how i WANT to be treated, trying to manifest this in my life haha
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please read these before interacting with me as they will kind of make some soft guidelines we can follow to not tread on eachothers' toes
What to call me
BDSM test results
Kink Stuff
ANONS?
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im not opposed to DM's, ill gladly respond and be open to you but i am not open to being objectified and just talk because youre horny im genuinely desperate for real affection and im not afraid to delete your message if it makes me uncomfortable <3
🔞 this is a side blog so i can spill out all my stupid fantasies and junk 🔞
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oh to be invited to your place with the promise of weed and snacks and trashy tv only to be fooled into being a mindless slave for you.
coughing so badly that you tell me theres a way to help with that.
shotgunning
god the word on my tongue feels like perfect sin as the smoke slips between my teeth.
you take a hit, inches from my face; the smell practically making my eyes roll to the back of my skull. youd grab my cheek gently and hold me still while we try to keep those millimeters of distance to not kiss while you breathe that delicious smoke into my mouth.
of course that was never meant to be, was it.
on the third drag you take, you pull me in and kiss me through breaths, our faces enveloped in the sickly scent as we both lose our minds in eachother.
unable to hold ourselves back we melt into a sloppy make out session, desperate hands clinging to warm bodies, a haze in the air we cant escape from even if we wanted to.
the pathetic sounds that would come from me as i wouldnt be able to hold them in, my body twisting to be closer so close to you, my hands in your hair, our lips locked together in fucking ecstasy.
it wouldnt take much to get me out of my clothes, my brain stupid and my heart thumping impossibly in my ribcage, desperate for you to touch me, to make me work for you. but im just so lucid and dreamy i cant hardly keep my eyes open all i know is i want you.
that i need you.
the way id breathlessly beg you to let me shotgun off you again over and over until im boneless and begging for you to make me yours entirely.
id be on the verge of tears by the time you finally say that all my pleading was worth it. youll give me what i so desperately need.
it would be impossible for coherent speech on my end at that point. id just be a pitiful groaning mess beneath you, silently asking you to keep getting me high off your breath, off of your very being as you mercilessly pound into me; a squirming pathetic bunch underneath you, unable to say the words i so very much want to.
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uhh anyway please tell me theres someone who will do this to me i want it so bad its not even funny
I yearn for a boyfriend. I yearn for romance, which at the same time is also friendship. I yearn for a deep connection with another human being that no one but us can understand, a connection that can't be put into words.
I yearn for those late night deep talks. Tell me what you're feeling, what's affecting you, and all the things you regret not doing. I'll tell you what im struggling with, what used to be, and what im scared of. While we hold each other, talking about anything and everything without fear of judgement. I want someone to understand me and someone I can understand.
I yearn to be near him, to touch and feel him, to feel his touch. I wish we could meet every day and do stupid shit together. He'll show me his favourite places, and I'll show him mine. We'd go on stupid little dates, have picnics, explore the woods together.
I want someone I can love hard. Someone I can love passionatley and obsessively. Not the toxic-obsessive kind of love. I want pure and raw emotions, rough touch, bite marks, honesty, and unyielding affection. All of that willingly from both sides. I want someone I can make gifts to, someone I can hold and touch, someone I can whisper sweet words to, someone I can just sit in silence with. I want to cook for him so we can have dinner together while he tells me about his day, and I'll listen.
Im bad at putting my emotions into words, I will never be able to express all the weird things im feeling by transforming them into words. But writing this down might help.
I dont know if im asking for too much, if im too needy or too picky. I dont even know if im able to love properly or if it's even possible to love me like that.
I want to take a pretty boy camping and show him my favorite hiking trails and roast hotdogs and smores at night and play wrestle in the dirt with him.
I want to share a tent with him and accidentally forget the other sleeping bag at home so now we have to share. and ofc it’s cold out so maybe we have to cuddle a little bit too. Oh and accidentally wrap my arms around his waist and pull his leg over my body. And maybe we makeout a little but it’s just the heat of the moment right?
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Need to shove your head down on my cock and make you gag so hard that your eyes fill with tears, your spit drips out of your mouth, and you struggle to fit it down your throat until you frantically tap my leg to tell me you need to be let up for air.
hell yeah lets turn the lights off and watch scary movies, i swear i wont try to kiss your neck- or grind against your leg- or suck your dick- or or or-
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i want to write a post about wrestling as a form of foreplay / tiring your puppy out i wanna write it so bad but i want it so badly right now that my brain isnt creating words please toss me around throw me on the bed over and over and watch me still try to get on top of u. i wanna be dizzy and panting and giggling and putting all my weight against u until i finally submit and let u top me or just fall asleep sweetly in your arms.
Bottom≠submissive. Top/bottom is in regard to who’s giving and receiving (usually penetration) while dom/sub is regarding dynamics. Don’t get me wrong, there’s nothing wrong with being a submissive bottom or a dominant top. But, what about submissive tops and dominant bottoms?
We need more tops who whine like a bitch in heat once they slip in for the first time, while their bottoms grab them by the throat and tell them to focus on their job.
More bottoms who hold down their tops when they’re getting a little too handsy and disobedient.
BRATTY TOPS! SADIST BOTTOMS! ARE YOU HEARING ME???
Need to make out with someone on my couch until we're both in boxers. Need to guide their hand between my legs, have them start jerking me off. Need them to settle on the ground between my legs and pull my boxers off so they can suck me off. Need to settle my hand on their head and play with their hair until I start getting close and use that hand to guide their head. Need to cum in their mouth then pull them up and lay them on the couch so I can return the favor.
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