His growth spurt between the Battle of Hogwarts and his trial made vulnerable situations with Draco Malfoy extremely awkward.
Hermione noticed this three years later, at a particularly poorly visited DMLE regularsâ table. They had been a small round tonight anyway, with a large number of aurors, including Harry, being dispatched to an emergency in Aberystwyth.
Terry Boot called it a night after the first round of butterbeers, clearly irritated by the only other two participants tonight. As a result, Hermione and Malfoy awkwardly shared an otherwise empty table until Hermione sighed and went to the bar to order another round.
Malfoy thanked her, his eyes glued to the stains and wood grain on the table. Hermione rolled her eyes. Malfoy had joined the department in the past autumn, too much scepticism in the public and Ministry alike, but his behaviour during his probation had been impeccable. From the moment he became an auror trainee, his record was spotless. Robards had mentioned more than once that he would allow him a shortened training period if it werenât for the Mark on his arm. There were limits even to a Department Headâs power.
She sipped her butterbeer, eyeing him.
Malfoy wasnât unfriendly towards her, but he had made much better amendments with Harry or Terry, or even Ginny at this point. With her, he seemed to distance himself more than necessary. He was going out of his way to be polite, but barely able to meet her eye when they spoke, which had been a nuisance when they were assigned together during Malfoyâs first field training. When she mentioned it to him, he had become eerily quiet, his gaze â as always â trained on some point behind her shoulder, assuring her that it was nothing personal and just his nerves.
Hermioneâs thoughts lingered on this exchange, although it had been five months ago. She had never seen Malfoy so obviously nervous. It was this reaction that made her firmly believe his behaviour hat little to do with his or her blood and everything with her as a person. She just didnât know what it was.
Malfoy was now sipping his second butterbeer gingerly. Half of his was finished and Hermione had only taken a few sips, so she hurried to follow suit, only to choke on some beer that had sneaked its way into her trachea as she rushed to drink.
Hermione coughed.
Malfoy chuckled.
The small sound from across the table made her look up in disbelief, still coughing lightly.
She must have looked menacingly because Malfoyâs hands quickly shot up in defence. His smile, to her surprise, remained. âSorry. But the second you started downing that beer, I knew the choking was imminent.â
The next and final cough hid her surprise at his nonchalant small talk and Hermione was thankful for it. She looked up at Malfoy, who loomed over her even when seated. âAnd you didnât think of warning me.â
âGranger.â Ah, the drawl. She only ever heard it when he joked with Harry and Terry, or anyone but herself. The tone that once made her shiver uncomfortably in the Hogwarts halls tickled a giddy curiosity in her these days. She itched to find out why he excluded her from it. âWhy would I ever warn you when I could just sit here and enjoy watching you chug that beer â and fail?â
She rolled her eyes but couldnât be angry with him. Not when he finally seemed at home in small talk territory. Not when the corners of his mouth were still pulled upward.
He finished his beer in an impressive performance of âelegant chuggingâ which Hermione filed under yet another Malfoy-only specialty. Putting down his jug, he looked over at her, caution now dominating his features once more. Hermione looked at him questioningly for another second before he took a small breath and pointed at her beer. âDo you want another of these? Because I actually cannot stand the stuff and will order some good whiskey instead.â He paused for one second and then added, hurriedly, âIf you want to stay. Feel free to leave.â
Now it was her turn to grin up at him. âItâs fine. I think Iâll stick to this one for nowâ, she pointed at her glass which was still half full.
At that, he seemed to relax visibly and got up to order.
Hermioneâs gaze lazily followed him as he glided through the crowd. His bright, blond head towered over most of the other guests and was visible up until he stopped at the bar.
*
Two butterbeers and three whiskeys later, she returned from the bar with yet another butterbeer and a top-shelf whiskey for Malfoy, the snob, who had actually warmed up to her at long last over the past few drinks. She already thought about mentioning his behaviour another day, when they â hopefully â established some sort of routine with each other as she pushed his drink in front of him and dropped down on the seat across from him, head spinning slowly, in an unrushed pace.
She was just about to pick their conversation about the dominance of Veela traits in descendants back up when Malfoyâs gaze made lose track of her trail of thoughts. In her vision, only his grey eyes remained, as he intently stared at her from across the wooden table in the noisy Leaky.
The words were trapped somewhere in the same trachea where their evening had started. Hermione opened her mouth, instantly thought she must look like a goldfish and closed it again, now extremely self-conscious about her messy bun, the layer of sweat on her upper lip and her frantic gaze from Malfoyâs eyes to his frowning mouth.
For lack of a better word, he appeared sad to Hermione. She tried to pinpoint where they had left off the conversation, looking for a clue where she had said something stupid. Slowly, she opened her mouth again.
Malfoy averted his eyes, dropping on his whiskey.
He sighed. âThank you.â
Hermione stammered a reply, still wondering what had happened while she was gone. Her insecurity seemed to irritate Malfoy even more, he rubbed his eyes with both of his hands in a slow-motion and groaned almost inaudibly. He leaned back in his chair, his long legs carefully draped next to hers under the table, never quite touching. On various occasions that night, Hermione had heard a soft bump and had always assumed it mustâve been his one of knees that hit the table every time he shifted.
When he removed his hands from his face, Malfoy looked as shattered as he had before. It seemed so wrong on this man, always the epitome of composure and elegance. Even in the field, as a trainee, he appeared in control of every situation. On Thursdays, at the regularsâ table, he dominated the round merely by being such a stark contrast to the rest of them, with his bright hair, light skin, and impeccably straight posture.
Malfoy never sagged, not even after numerous whiskeys. He could raise his voice without automatically shouting as Harry did. He could direct his attention to someone by merely nodding briefly at them. His speech was always impeccable, whether he was stressed or tipsy. He never lost composure.
Yes, Hermione had paid attention to the enigma that was Draco Malfoyâs behaviour towards herself, and she had never seen him lose composure.
Hence, her breath stopped before speeding up excessively when he shifted forward, his elbows now resting on the table, and hid most of his face against his hands again. He was so tall; the table support automatically led him to cower slightly before her. Still, she had to look up to watch his emotions unfold before her.
Hunched Malfoy seemed so at odds with every observation Hermione had made over the past years. She briefly noticed how awkwardly unproportionate he seemed in comparison to the small table and the bench he sat on, but then Malfoy finally raised his voice again. All the effortless command it usually carried via ductus and volume, supported by the sheer size of his torso, had disappeared.
âGranger, how can you stand just sharing a table with me all evening?â
The question startled her so much, she just blinked rapidly at him, her pulse quickening. âI ââ
He sighed and rubbed over his face with his hands once more before carefully placing them in front of his torso. His long fingers fiddled with a napkin on the table. His cheeks were flushed, and the corners of his mouth were facing downwards. The image reminded her of their Hogwarts days, but all animosity between them was gone. What remained was a healthy dose of anxiety after what had started as a civil evening.
He sighed again, still hunched in his seat. His eyes never left her face and Hermione struggled to meet his gaze, its intensity almost overwhelming her. The melancholy never left him.
âYou testified at my trial â why?â
His voice was levelled, but not its usual nonchalant self â too quiet. Again, Hermione stumbled over his question. She knew the answer, didnât she? She knew every answer to every question, and this one was so clear to her too. He was just a boy, not even of age. His family â his mother, especially â was in danger. He was â bully or not â just her classmate. He had looked so ridiculously skinny and unhealthy back in their sixth year, crying in the presence of a ghost living in a bathroom. He had stalled when they were captured and brought to the manor. He had not fought during the final battle. He had shown her every day since he had joined the department that the testimony was worth it.
And yet, the question stunned her.
He still sought her eyes with his. âWhat I want to say, Granger, is this. Whatever your reasoning, your testimony sealed my fate. You made it possible for me to join the auror squad. And Iâm thankful.â
She furrowed her brows. âWith all due respect, Malfoy, I really appreciate it. But Harry also ââ
He interrupted her with a faint smile, but the sadness remained. âPotter has my thanks as well, rest assured. But you â I couldnât believe it when they said your name. With Potter, I had a ridiculous rivalry. Youâ you never harmed me, Grangerâ, his voice cracked. âI depreciated you whenever I could, just to make myself feel better.â
He finally tore his gaze away from her. He was obviously ashamed. Hermione couldnât reply. Her face was hot, her eyes roaming from Malfoyâs face to his still fiddling hands. She watched as he drew another breath.
All the noise in the pub had numbed around her a long time ago.
âGranger â Hermione â Iâm incredibly sorry for how I treated you throughout our years in school. You never gave me any reason to despise you, and yet I did, based on what I now know is a ridiculous notion.â
She watched in awe as he pressed his thin lips together, obviously struggling with the situation, the words, but most of all, with himself. âYou are the most impressive person I know. And in retrospect, I knew it a long time ago, but I was so preoccupied with working towards all the wrong goals. Please forgive me. For all the pain I caused you.â
Hermione stared at Malfoy, who had sought her gaze once more at the last sentence but now turned it back to the table, intently staring at the woodwork.
Hermione blinked once, twice, and then the noise of the pub returned to her ears as she slowly rose to her feet.
Malfoy, the tall man across from her, shrunk in his seat. He expected her to leave. Â
Instead, Hermione made her way to his side of the table and found an even stance in front of him. Despite being seated on a bench in a pub, Malfoyâs face was almost at the same height as hers, small as she was.
Without another word, she unceremoniously dropped next to him on the bench. He jumped slightly, but Hermione caught his long, lithe fingers in her own and pressed them slightly.
âI forgive you, Draco. I forgave you a long time ago.â
His shoulders sagged next to her. A small breath escaped him, and his lips finally curled upward in the most beautiful way once more. His chin trembled.
She sought his eyes â no longer the usual, composed grey now, but a softer, darker hue.
Her thumbs slowly, tentatively began to stroke the back of his hands in reassurance, but he didnât move, his eyes still trained on her face so close to his own.
Hermione leaned in and kissed him.
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The first time Hermione saw Draco Malfoy after the Battle of Hogwarts was at his trial.
While most Death Eaters were put on short trial â sentenced to life imprisonment in Azkaban â the Malfoys, among others, were put on trial for potentially days on end. A whole week was scheduled for the family, cruelly overlapping with Dracoâs 18th birthday. Harry was to testify on behalf of Narcissa and Draco. Hermione had prepared a testimony for Draco, as she saw no need to add to Harryâs testimony for Narcissa, which would likely be key to release her anyway. But she had made one resolution as it became clear that the Golden Trio, as the Prophet now dubbed them, were to testify in any trial they wished: No classmate of hers was going to prison on her watch.
In the first week of June, Ron was notably absent in the courtroom after their fallout over hers and Harryâs engagement with the Malfoysâ sentence.
Hermione watched Lucius, a shadow of his former arrogant self, as he tried to worm his way out of his actions, relying heavily on his lack of engagement during the Final Battle and on the threat of having Voldemort in his house. He was sentenced to 30 years in Azkaban after two long and tiring days before the Wizengamot, but Narcissa was released as expected after a few short hours, around midday the next day. She left the hearing room with her head held high, shortly nodding towards Harry, but her face was hollow, her gaze was trained on the door. Hermione thought she saw her hands trembling slightly.
âShe could be more gratefulâ, Ginny observed coldly in between Harry and Hermione.
âDracoâs nextâ, was Harryâs even reply. As Hermione turned away from Narcissa to face them, she saw her best friend shrug towards Ginny, who seemed unappeased.
The day after, Thursday, not only brought the youngest accused, but also the biggest protests the trials had seen so far. Word had gotten out that Draco Malfoy, the youngest Death Eater in the second Wizarding War, enabler of the murder of one Albus Dumbledore, was likely to be tried prudently. Protesters had made their way into the Ministry and the trial had to spontaneously be turned into a closed hearing. Hermione would later learn that the protests during that day would eventually turn into a riot in Diagon Alley and Knockturn Alley, with several hexed or jinxed.
As a result, Draco Malfoy didnât enter a bustling courtroom, but stepped on the dais in an eerily silent, expectant surrounding.
If this surprised him, he didnât let it on. Hermione watched his slender figure on the way from the door to his seat. He had always been lean â âpointyâ, as Harry would always say â but the weeks in prison had not been kind to him. His features were sunken in, the malnourishment obvious and yet another motivator for Hermione to deliver a convincing testimony. Malfoy looked tired. He showed the obvious signs of insomnia, with hands shaking, skin bordering on an unhealthy tone of grey and bloodshot eyes. However, he also looked tired on another level. Just tired of this process.
Despite his physical degeneration, or because his slender frame stood in such a drastic contrast to it, Hermione couldnât help but notice that he must have grown taller since they had been held captive at Malfoy Manor around Easter.
With his back to the crowd, the bulky security guard behind him seemed almost comically short, barely reaching up to Malfoyâs shoulders.
Similarly, as he sat down before the Wizengamot, Malfoyâs straight posture looked equally out of place and yet eerily fitting. His long legs seemed awkward in the small space he was given.
Malfoy didnât speak during his trial, he just sat in his chair and stared in his lap as his legal defence attorney made one careful point after the other. The accusations â accessory to murder in at least thirty cases, terrorism, crimes against wizardry and humanity â washed over him and sparked little reaction.
He barely turned toward the witness stand, as Pansy Parkinson and Blaise Zabini made statements, and he neither lifted his head during Professor McGonagallâs nor Harryâs testimonies.
Hermione heard Ginny hiss next to her when, after Harryâs empathetic and pleading statement, Malfoy still appeared to be unimpressed by the whole situation, his eyes trained on some point near his knees.
However, when taking a closer look, it was clear that it took Malfoy every fibre of his being to hold it together. His downcast gaze was not bored or aloof, he was staring down, probably occluding, hands constantly balled to fists with the knuckles standing out against his skin.
The next day was much of the same, with Professor Slughorn making a flimsy statement in the morning.
When her name was called out shortly after midday, Hermione took a deep breath before standing, Harry squeezing her right hand briefly. Her eyes were trained on the console where she was to testify, trying, and failing, to forget the stark contrast between bright, grey eyes and the bloodshot whites, trained on the floor.
Thus, she missed that the only time Malfoy briefly raised his head in surprise during his trial was when she walked past him.
Authorâs notes: This took a while. Sorry for that! I was out visiting my sister and hiking, a relatively COVID-friendly holiday, you could say :) I plan for one more part of this before weâre back to usual drabble business!Â
In other news, this blog has now reached 500 followers! Thank you all so much for being around and making this such a fun account to post on!
The third time Draco took note of how small Hermione Granger was, his aunt tortured her in his home.
Not identifying her and her two friends in front of his family had not been enough, of course. Draco had stalled with a small hope that the decision to call the Dark Lord was adjourned. But Bellatrixâs hunger to hurt had radiated from her when she had seen Granger.
His auntâs mere presence was usually enough to unnerve Draco, but the thought of the imminent arrival of the Dark Lord, a murderous Bellatrix and Granger lying on his floor was enough for him to feel his insides twisting and squirming.
Draco looked at the floor as Granger screamed. Everything had gone blurry. She was lying just over there and Bellatrix laughed manically as she sent Crucio after Crucio at the small frame, who shook violently with every curse.
Every scream sent a shock wave through his body as he tried, and failed, to use Occlumency, to temporarily forget that she was here, not just in the Manor, but in the parlour, on the floor, with his manic aunt standing over hear, screaming something about a sword. He wished they hadnât triggered the taboo, hadnât been caught, and by Greyback of all snatchers.
Draco desperately wished for himself to be a little more like the girl in front of him â or even her friends â brave enough to make lasting decisions, to offer himself instead of someone else.
But it appeared he was, after all, a coward who had felt a small sense of victory when he had acted unsure in front of his parents at the sight of Potter on their doorstep. A coward who didnât even manage to run away when his classmate was tortured in front of him â who barely managed to stare at the marble tiles in front of him, focusing on little else but their pattern. A coward who wished for nothing else but to feel numbness at least. A coward who surely didnât have the spine to stand up for the girl in front of him, shaking and screaming and still not budging.
Instead of the soothing numbness Occlumency provided for him, he was feeling as if he watched the scene from above, an out-of-body experience.
Oddly, he was even more fascinated with Granger in this moment, than he had ever been. Draco was disgusted with himself as her winding reminded him of the one time he had held her close, in Umbridgeâs office.
Everything had seemed so much more like child play then, although he had taken himself and the Inquisitorial Squad quite seriously at the time. Her hair had been so nice so close to him, and he had been ashamed to admit it even before himself. In his strange, out-of-body state, he briefly wondered if she still managed to keep the smell of parchment and citrus while on the run.
âWe only met him tonight!â He heard her sobbing, pleading. Draco desperately focused to stare on the marble tiles, not into her face, which was still framed by a ridiculous amount of locks. âWeâve never been inside your vault ⌠it isnât the real sword! Itâs a copy, just a copy!â
Bellatrix was shouting at her again, and then Father was addressing him.
He mustâve looked at the older version of himself with a blank expression, because Father snorted angrily, repeated himself and the next thing Draco realised was him walking down the stairs to the dungeons, with the faint memory of an order to fetch the goblin.
It was dark and Draco didnât bother to light up the torches, instead, the cast a faint Lumos. The almost-darkness sharpened his other senses, which he cherished for a second after the previous numbness, before hearing another of Grangerâs guttural screams. Down here, with no other sounds around him, it seemed even louder than it had in the parlour.
Draco stopped before the door, breathing heavily. Everything was spinning, but he mustnât show weakness before the prisoners â before Potter. Briefly, he leaned against the door, before he spoke.
âStand back. Line up against the back wall. Donât try anything, or Iâll kill you!â
His voice was cracking, he didnât believe himself for one instant. He hoped no one could hear the shaking in his voice.
Breathing in deeply one last time, he collected every last bit of confidence he could muster and pushed the door open much harder than necessary, striding as much as he could, and grabbing the goblin without looking at any of the other prisoners.
He had never imagined it like this.
Not turning his back on them, his wand raised, Draco retreated, pulling Griphook with him.
The second the door slammed shut, he started sprinting up the stairs with the goblin stumbling before him. He ignored the strange crack he heard from below.
Granger was not screaming anymore, and he wondered if things had gotten even worse.
The second he opened the door to the parlour, pushing Griphook through first, Granger started screaming even louder, and Draco couldnât avert his eyes this time.
Bellatrix was bent over the girl, cackling constantly, chanting incoherent half-sentences about the Dark Lord. Her wand was in her left hand but seemed almost forgotten.
Frantically, Draco pushed the goblin towards his father as his eyes roamed Granger and his aunt. When he saw what Bellatrix was holding in her right, Dracoâs stopped breathing.
Greedily grabbing the sobbing Granger, Bellatrix carved something in her left arm. After the initial scream, Granger had become eerily quiet, with irregular whimpers that shook her whole body. Bellatrix apparently to press her into the cold marble, the shudders seemed to erupt in Grangerâs core, but they never reached her left side.
Draco faintly registered that Father was shouting something in his direction again, as he watched the madwoman he called his aunt carve cut after cut into Hermione Grangerâs arm. He wanted nothing more than to look away, or even better, leave the room. Take her with him, even.
After what seemed like years, Bellatrix finally let go of Granger and turned towards the goblin. Draco still couldnât tear his gaze away from Granger, now forgotten to the Death Eaters in the room; he barely registered his father pushing Griphook towards Bellatrix, the goblin shrinking with every step.
Hermione was still whimpering faintly, the blood from her arm and the crook of her neck pooling on the floor. Her face was tear-stained, but no new tears were running. She was staring into the ceiling.
For a second, Draco wondered if he would be able to convey his own pain and allyship to her if only she looked, but he quickly realised that there would be absolutely no way she would trust him and he was a fool for even thinking about it. He had just stood and watched her being tortured â empathy would be the same as outright mockery in this moment.
His chest had never felt tighter.
Then the only thing that could possibly distract him from Granger happened â his mark started to burn. He whirled towards Bellatrix who now pressed her spider-like fingers against her own mark, grinning manically again.
In panic, he realised that Bellatrixâs wide eyes roamed the room, landing on Granger once more.
âAnd I think we can dispose of the Mudblood,â she said, her grin rather lopsided. In these moments of absolute cruelty, Bellatrixâs former beauty sometimes shone through, Draco thought, his heartbeat at the absolute maximum. âGreyback, take her if you want her.â
No!
Again, Draco whirled in shock, looking for the werewolf he had almost forgotten until now. Greyback snarled greedily and approached Granger.
Dracoâs hands frantically searched for his wand.
No, not her, not her!
And then everything went down in chaos as Potter and Weasley stormed into the parlour.
The next seconds were a mere blur to Draco; one second, he was collecting wands at Bellatrixâs order, the next he was tackled by Potter who stupefied Greyback.
Dracoâs thoughts swirled and swirled while it happened, his gaze still mostly on Granger, his thoughts on how, for a second, he thought he could save her, but in the end, he was only a lackey of his relatives and a madman with a giant snake.
Draco felt lost.
And in the moment the three Gryffindors disappeared with the Malfoysâ old house elf, Draco realised that Hermione Granger, the small girl who survived the torture of one of the cruellest witches alive, who most probably lied to the mad witch in the process, was truly glorious.
She was larger than life.
AN: Thank you for reading! I have never attempted actual angst before. This is exciting. It also took much longer to write than I anticipated, but itâs also much longer than the first two parts (and probably longer than the two to follow).
Draco actively noticed Hermione Grangerâs considerably petite frame for the second time just after he had been appointed to Umbridgeâs Inquisitorial Squad. He had been elated when they had detained Granger and Potter in Umbridgeâs office and Umbridge â disgusting as she was â had regarded him, Crabbe and Bulstrode with something almost reminiscent of approval.
Draco knew that the old hag would send out letters of approval to their parents tomorrow, but it mattered surprisingly little to him in this moment, when he watched Umbridge pull Potter out of her fireplace forcefully.
What mattered to him was that he suddenly had his right hand on Grangerâs mouth to keep her from shouting, and the other hand around her shoulders, which barely reached his chest.
Draco knew the restraint was uncomfortable for her. He kept her in place tightly, pressing his fingers into her slender shoulder and carefully â not too obviously pressing her much smaller figure into his torso.
This was solely for detainment purposes, he repeated in his head again and again.
The way the top of her bushy hair scratched his chin was highly annoying and only acceptable for detainment purposes, he maintained.
Her vehement wriggling to get out of his grip was irritating and nothing else, he told himself and his treacherous dick, who immensely enjoyed the feel of her moist lips against his one hand, and the slow tremble of her shoulder against his other.
Most importantly, however, he tried to ignore the smell of her. She smelled like the library, but fresher, like a morning day in March. Parchment and ink mixed with fresh grass and a hint of lemon.
A few months later, Draco would vehemently ignore that he still remembered those scents when they studied Amortentia in Potions class.
The first time Draco considered Hermione Granger with anything but contempt, she walked into an impressively decorated Great Hall during their fourth year. The whole school and most of their international guests were already enjoying themselves at the Yule Ball, when the three Triwizard Champions (and, well, Potter) walked in, their respective dates at their arms.
It took Draco a second to recognise the petite girl next to Viktor Krumâs broad frame and he took even longer to tear his gaze away from her â so long that Pansy started to hiss ugly insults at Granger, who seemed positively shell-shocked by the reactions to her appearance.
Hell, Draco had an inkling that she received more attention than the world-famous Quidditch player at her side and wondered if she realised it too.
Ignoring Pansy, Draco scrutinised Granger as she walked past them, her eyes conveniently passing over the group of Slytherins near the entrance. Her dress robes fit her perfectly, its light blue colour highlighted her remaining summer tan. And what had happened to her hair? It wasnât its bushy self, usually almost its own entity on Grangerâs head. Tonight, it was sleek and falling in effortless waves.
To Draco, however, her most striking feature was her tiny torso. He, Blaise and Theo had spent hours in their dormitory, discussing bouncy, large breasts as if any of them had ever seen a pair in action at age fourteen. They had agreed that tits had to be firm but large, too large for their tiny, greedy hands to grasp. They had also agreed that all women had to have, in addition to large breasts, firm bellies, small waists and tight arses. It was only fit for the offspring of the Sacred Twenty-Eight. They had also agreed that Granger was â her unfit blood and ridiculous hair aside â too scrawny to even be considered by them in their very mature talks.
Pansy, her large chest having been discussed by the three boys at length, cleared her throat on his arm but Draco ignored her, mesmerised by Grangerâs waist in its stark contrast to Krumâs torso next to her. He wondered if his hands could fit around her midriff almost completely and how it would feel to run his thumbs across the undersides of her breasts in the process. One quick look at Krumâs large hands told him that it was most likely possible for the Triwizard Champion and something inside him twitched. For the first time in his life, Draco suddenly became aware of just how small he was in comparison to others.
Draco snarled and looked away, focusing intently on Pansyâs low-cut dĂŠcolletĂŠ as they went to the banquet.
Authorâs notes:
Iâm trying something new today - this is the first of five connected drabbles which I will then post on the AO3 (with maybe an additional drabble at the end, depending on my confidence in the story).Â
But first, you may enjoy them here! :)Â
This was initially written for @willhavetheirtrinketsâs Height Difference Fest on the AO3 but I never got around to finishing it. Iâve written two of the five drabbles but will hold back the second one for a bit to avoid large gaps in posting. No update schedule involved though.Â
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Hermione had been wearing charmed earmuffs in the house all day (in August, too!) and Draco was beginning to worry about it.
At first, she had hummed after putting them on and he had wondered if they were charmed with some felicis charm. Then, she had occasionally sang snippets of muggle songs. Draco, reading, had jumped at first, when he heard Hermioneâs sub-par âsingingâ from the kitchen without any accompanying music. He had been even more irritated when he had asked her if everything was okay only to find that she didnât hear him with the earmuffs on.
This was the moment he became suspicious.
Was it an attempted assault, had someone hexed the earmuffs and she hadnât realised? He wondered if it were safe to touch her or if the hex had any possessive qualities and she would be harmed by it.
Draco went into their impressive library, pulled out the three most promising tomes on hexes and malicious charms and studied his wife who was oblivious to everything around her.
It was getting worse, too.
From the moment he had returned from the library, Hermione was dancing through the living room, singing along to a music group he thought she called âBabaâ.
Draco was getting alarmed and cold sweat crept on his neck. If the hex or charm was not only attacking her mind, but also her body, he was potentially already too late. Hermione was in agony right next to him, probably, and most likely had no means to let him know.
âIâm on it, loveâ, he murmured, frantically flipping through the pages of the first book.
Nothing.
He groaned and discarded it. Hermione was now singing whole songs, no longer mere snippets. Was she possessed?
A smart move by any potential adversary, to use earmuffs of all things, not only binding you, to them but also blocking one of your senses.
âDraco? What are you looking for?â
His head shot up.
âHermione? Let go of these! Howâ how did you get rid of them?â
âWhat?â Hermione looked down at the earmuffs in her hands. Draco could faintly hear âWaterlooâ by âBabaâ from an unknown source.
âI think theyâre hexed! You couldnât hear me when I tried to speak to you, but you didnât hear me and were acting as if imperiused!â
He rose to his feet, firmly took the earmuffs from her hands and placed them on the table. She blinked at him, looking down at the earmuffs. They seemed normal enough from a distance, but Draco would destroy them later, for good measure. For now, he was relieved.
A small grin formed in Hermioneâs face, reaching her eyes, as he hugged her and pressed a kiss to her hair. At least she seemed free once the earmuffs were gone.
âDraco?â
âYes, love?â, he murmured, taking in her scent. He was so glad to have her back.
âThese are neither charmed nor hexed. I bought them in a muggle store yesterday evening.â
âExcuse me?â
She giggled now. âTheyâre called âheadphonesâ. I connected them to my phone via, ah, some invisible waves and now they play music I select on my phone. Itâs a really advanced technology, wasnât around back when we were in Hogwarts.â
Now Draco blinked, several times. âMusic?â
âYes.â Suppressing a laugh was visibly difficult for Hermione as her arms closed around Dracoâs waist.
Hermione felt her knees shake as the adrenaline of the battle slowly left her body. She was â of course â overjoyed, but a hollow feeling creeped up on her, slowly taking her in. She watched the Weasleys, all huddled together, mourning the loss of a brother and son. It felt wrong to join them; this was too intimate.
Hermione turned and looked at Parvati and Padma Patil, clutching Lavenderâs unmoving body.
She watched Harry, who was bent over Tonks and Remus by himself. Harry was the hero of the day and yet, he was by himself now, a reminder of his lonely pre-Hogwarts years.
She thought of Snape, his mauled body temporarily forgotten. Alone in the Shrieking Shack.
Hermione shivered. She desperately yearned for her parents now, safely in Australia, oblivious not only to this battle and their daughterâs role in it, but to their daughter in general. Tentatively, she crossed her arms in front of her chest and attempted to provide some comfort to herself.
She felt so small, out of place. And so tired. Her role in this was fulfilled and she was floating in a space of futility â not needed for comfort or order in this awkward post-war void. She saw Neville rush past her, delegating Madam Pomfrey and a number of St. Mungoâs healers towards the wounded. Neville, who had been such a lost and insecure boy when she had first met him, looking for his toad. Neville would be remembered as one of the great fighters of the resistance.
Slowly, she stalked over the rubble, through the Great Hall, and out, out, out. She needed to breathe. She needed to feel the sun on her face, to shiver not because of her discomfort, but because the fresh morning air of early May. She needed â
âGranger.â
On the massive stairway, Malfoy sat by himself, looking over the grounds of Hogwarts. His back leaned against a particularly large brick that appeared to have fallen from the gates. His legs were crossed on the stairs almost casually.
Hermione looked at him sceptically and he attempted a smirk, but it was obvious he was too tired to fully invest. He was dirty â full of mud, blood, and soot from the Room of Requirement. He looked battered. But then, she assumed, she likely looked similar.
âYouâre still here.â
âI am.â
Sheâd assumed the Malfoys had left the ground as soon as Voldemort fell, just like many of his followers had done. âWhy?â
He didnât answer at first and stared over the Forbidden Forest instead. Hermioneâs gaze followed his and the view was more peaceful than it had any right to be â early morning mist rose from the treetops and the lake at the forest edge was undisturbed. It was, however, not as quiet as she had expected; the birds chirped noisily. It was beautiful.
âMy parents left for the Manor. They were panicking â wanted to get rid of any ⌠remainders.â
âAnd you? You could be arrested for that thing on your arm if you casually stay here.â
âIâll be arrested anyway. Might as well have a nice view for it.â
He sounded just as beaten as he looked, Hermione thought. She sighed and slowly sat down next to Malfoy on the stairs. No one else seemed to enter or leave the castle and it was just them for a moment, next to each other, breathing slowly, taking in the scenery and the morning air. Everything seemed to be on hold.
Malfoy shuffled and Hermione turned her head, only to see him move a little closer to her. His right arm followed his movement awkwardly, the burn from the Fiendfyre angrily splotching the skin of his wrist. Without thinking, she pulled the dittany Madam Pomfrey had given her for her own burn from the pocket of her jumper and gently applied it to Malfoyâs skin. He watched her careful movements and Hermione could feel the tension and pain leaving him as she spread the ointment on his pale wrist.
âDo you have dittany at home?â
He scoffed and almost sounded like his usual self. âOf course we do. Do you reckon they have dittany in Azkaban though?â
âI know I said it just now, but I donât think you will be arrested today, Draco.â
He scoffed again and did sound like his usual self this time.
She gently patted his wrist and stuffed the small box back in her pocket, her gaze trailing over the castle grounds again. They were still alone, although the sun was rising steadily. If she stared at the forest intently, and only paid attention to the warm, lean body next to her, it almost felt like a regular morning in their sixth year.
Draco moved carefully again, and she did him the favour of not looking at his next move, assuming that he was extremely self-aware of his actions in relation to the previous motnhs. His breath was shallow when his arm gently came down on her shoulders.
Hermione leaned into the awkward hug, smiling softly.
âIâm so glad youâre here, Draco.â
She knew her voice gave away all the hurt and confusion and loneliness she felt â to him. He understood the turmoil inside her, what she needed now, better than anyone. His arm tightened across her shoulders and Hermione turned her head towards him.
When he nuzzled into her hair, Hermione could feel the tension leave them both.
She lifted her chin and pressed her lips to his. It had been almost a year, but he felt familiar.
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AN: This drabble may be seen as a continuation of this one, but it can still be read as a standalone, just like the others. Thank you for reading and for all the support this channel gets despite its infrequent update schedule! Find my personal account under @ahoidraco. â¤
Their Quidditch practice round on Thursday evenings had six core members â Potter (the Undying), Potter (the Actual Harpy Professional Who Somehow Had the Time on Thursdays), Weasley (the Clown Turned Successful Businessman), Weasley (the Annoying), Weasley (the Eldest), and Draco. Other players joined them on an irregular basis and they usually were enough to play full games, but Double Potter, Triple Weasley, and, well, Draco, had become the staple.
Spouses and friends â and yes, even offspring by now â would be around to watch. As the weekly game had turned into something a little larger, someone (Dracoâs Galleons were on Weasley the Clown) had installed a butterbeer tab next to their pitch. Small ranks had been built shortly after.
The practice round had gotten so infamous, it had even finally broken the ice for Draco in the Ministry. He had spent two years as an intern â an intern âand had then been promoted to a clerk. Dracoâs skin still crawled when he thought about the day of his âpromotionâ â being called into Fawleyâs office, expecting some form of recognition at last, only to be greeted with a sneer and the contract for the position as a paper pusher with a negligibly higher salary compared to the longest internship in the history of internships.
He had been the newest regular on the Quidditch pitch then, only recently acquired by Potter (the Undying) in an act of Gryffindor gallantry, but on the night of his promotion, Draco had played the worst game of his life and when Potter had called him out on it, he had snapped. This was the night they had become friends over a ridiculous amount of Firewhiskey (and some unholy verbal abuse towards the Ministryâs ongoing corrupt behaviour which had benefitted Draco for the larger part of his life as Potter pointed out after the fourth whiskey).
The night was, alas, the turning point for Draco. When it became apparent that he was indeed on the pitch to play Quidditch, not kill the Chosen One, and when he sometimes cheered with Weasley and Weasley (whichever) after winning together, he gradually found himself in a more favourable light off-pitch as well.
Six weeks after he and Potter had hit the bottle, Draco received his first ever commendation at work.
Six months after that, Fawley acknowledged (reluctantly) that it was a waste of talent to have Draco sit on a clerk position.
The affiliation with âgood peopleâ had done that for Draco. It often left him with a seething feeling, somewhere in the middle of jealousy, anger, mistrust and resignation. He was, however, also humbled by the experience, maybe as much as he had been when Potter and Granger had testified during his trial.
And Potter knew. He would sometimes smile to himself when he stepped by Dracoâs office and read the nametag which now identified him as an International Officer for the Department of International Magical Cooperation.
However, despite all the redemption bullshit and the mere presence of two Potters and a minimum of three Weasleys, not to speak of the immense popularity of Thursday practice games and drinks afterwards, one person was conspicuously absent every Thursday without fail.
She was here today.
Draco saw her brunette mane fifteen minutes into the game and almost came to a complete halt.
A bludger spurred past his cheek and Inglebee followed shortly after, shouting at Draco.
Blinking, he set off again, looking for the snitch.
Draco lowered his broom â keeping his watch for the little gold ball. Yes, this was definitely Hermione Granger, gracing the ranks of the Quidditch pitch for the first time in five years. Her hair, usually a little tamer when at work, now fell without constraints. He wondered if he could see her cast the trademark blow on the infamous flick of hair that always found its way into her face.
A hissing noise distracted Draco and he dove to the left to dodge another bludger. A cursing Inglebee followed right after, he saw Bole laughing from a distance. Cursing himself now, Draco looked out for Potter and found him hovering at the other end of the pitch, looking rather confused.
âGet it togetherâ, Draco told himself, shaking his head.
So what if she was here? Everyone knew Granger was usually still at work when their games started and didnât care much for Quidditch anyway. Everyone knew she didnât really like crowded places, so she avoided coming to the Leaky afterwards as well.
Draco frowned. He half-heartedly followed Potter now, who circled above the other players. The snitch was nowhere near, however, and Draco dove down to look among the other players. It was pure coincidence that he came to a halt just below Grangerâs seat. He only observed her Muggle summer dress for a few milliseconds, always one the lookout for the snitch or another â
âMalfoy, what the fuck!â Inglebee shouted, again beating the bludger away from Draco. He grimaced.
âSorry, thought I saw the snitch down there!â
âYou didnât move shit, you smarmy flobberworm!â
Always one for words, Inglebee flew off, still swinging his bat angrily. Draco grimaced again, again looking out for a little gold something. Was that a gold necklace around Grangerâs neck or â
Cheering interrupted Dracoâs contemplation and he whirled around, seeing Potter with the snitch. He was barely ten feet away from Draco and â again â looked at him in confusion, before Weasley (the Elder) and Wood tackled him for a victory hug.
When Draco landed, Weasley (the Clown) patted him on the shoulder.
âGot a little confused there, Malfoy? See something you like?â
âWhat? No! Get lost, Weasley.â
George only laughed and congratulated his wife on the win. Angelina smiled at Draco but seemed almost as confused as Potter.
Avoiding his other teammates after this embarrassing performance, Draco strode straight to the bench where the players usually kept their belongings during games.
âAccio water bottleâ, he murmured, then gulped down some water first and poured the rest over his neck. It was hot today, even in the evening.
âFrigidusâ, a prim voice behind him called. The cooling charm was cast exceptionally, or it would have been useless on Draco at this point. His neck was burning and for once he was glad his cheeks turned red as tomatoes when playing Quidditch, otherwise they surely would have done so now.
Hermione Granger stood next to the bench and looked down blithely.
âHarry keeps telling me youâre one of the best players on the pitch, Malfoy. Yet this was rather âŚâ, she chuckled and Draco groaned in frustration. Was she here to mock him?
When he didnât respond, Granger strolled to the other side of the bench and sat down beside him, her slender, tanned legs crossed. Draco was acutely aware of his post-Quidditch smell and squirmed a little. This was not how he had imagined â
âI must say, however, the statistics are on your side. Iâm willing to give you another chance to impress me next week.â
He couldnât help it. âAre you sure it wonât be another five years until you find the time?â
Her eyebrow was raised as she looked at him. Before Draco had the chance to regret what he had said, she blew the infamous flick of hair out of her face. He was so done for.
âItâs in my calendar, Malfoy. I keep my word. Make sure you donât encounter any ⌠confounding variables next week.â
âGryffindor pinkie promiseâ, he mumbled and she laughed. âIndeed. Here.â
Granger held out her pinkie to him and Draco smiled involuntarily. Her hand lingered on his and his heart rate shot up.
âAre you coming to the Leaky tonight, then?â
She hesitated. Potter had once told him that Granger didnât handle crowds well since the Battle of Hogwarts. Cursing inwardly, he added, âWe can sit at the table all night if you want.â
Grangerâs smile returned softly. âSounds good.â
âReally?â
She now laughed again. Draco kept scolding himself inwardly for sounding like an overly excited teenager. Another, much more agreeable teenager than he had been, granted, but also a much more cringeworthy one.
âSureâ, she seemed to hide a smile as she stood and patted down her dress. âSee you later, then.â
Draco couldnât believe his luck. His eyes followed her slender frame surrounded by the most impossible hair out there as she walked towards Potter, who now stared at the two of them with suspicion. Halfway between them, Granger turned towards Draco again. âCan I bring a book?â
He groaned but couldnât hide his amusement. âI wouldnât have it any other way, Granger!â
 Authorâs notes:
I have come to the conclusion that I am unable to actually write in drabble format. Have another fluffy short one shot during these tiring times.
Hermione barely registered the burning skin on her wrist.
She and Ron had stumbled off the old broom and let go of the unconscious Goyle who dropped unceremoniously to the floor. As Harry and Malfoy shot out of the Room of Requirement, Malfoy slumped next to Goyle, breathing hard and stammering Crabbeâs name.
She didnât pay any attention to Harry and Ron or to the Headless Hunt passing them.
Not now, youâre being stupid, she scolded herself mentally as she watched Malfoyâs ashen face from the corner of her eye. How, just how did he always manage to become the centre of her attention?
âShall we split up and look â?â
âNoâ, said Hermione, now rising to her feet as well. She tore her eyes away from Malfoy, whose eyes now flickered between herself and where the door to the Room had been. âLetâs stick together. I say we go â Harry, whatâs that on your arm?â
âWhat? Oh, yeah ââ
Harry pulled Ravenclawâs diadem from his wrist and held it up. It was oozing a black liquid, tainting the once beautiful piece of jewellery.
âIt must have been Fiendfyre!â observed Hermione, eyeing the diadem warily.
âSorry?â
âFiendfyre â cursed fire â itâs one of the substances that destroy Horcruxes, but I would never, ever have dared use it, itâs so dangerous. How did Crabbe know how to â?â
She stopped, almost not daring to look into Malfoyâs face but losing track of Harryâs and Ronâs continued discussion nonetheless. His skin was burned on his wrist as well, a fiery snake had snapped at them the moment Malfoy pushed as hard as he could to get Goyleâs body on the wobbly broom behind Hermione.
As she registered his burn, she unconsciously touched hers, hissing in the process.
It helped her to snap out of it.
âBut donât you realise? This means, if we can just get the snake ââ
She was interrupted by the noise of ugly fighting down the corridor. They all looked towards the noise and saw a number of death eaters â and telling red hair. Harry and Ron sprinted towards the other Weasleys without looking back.
Hermione couldnât stop herself now.
She dropped beside Malfoy and hugged him.
âYou donât have a wand.â
He hesitated for one moment, but then reciprocated her touch.
âYouâre injured, Draco. Iâll ââ
âNo.â
His voice was surprisingly firm, and it startled her so much, she instantly retreated. He did look rather pathetic, hair singed from the Fiendfyre, still slumped against the wall, his unconscious lackey taking up a ridiculous amount of space next to Malfoyâs skinny figure. Still, he quickly shot his hand out to grasp hers.
âI didnât mean to â I meant ââ
âGrangerâ, it took Malfoy everything to keep his voice calm, Hermione could tell. His fingers were shaking despite the stability her own hand offered. Then he tentatively started stroking her hand, eliminating the shaking sensation. âIâll be fine. Just make sure youâre safe.â
âBut I can stay ââ
âNo you bloody canât!â
His angry tone now shocked Hermione and she fought hard to hold back tears. He would not make her cry now.
âYouâre being stupid, Hermione. Go to your friends. I know you want to.â
He was right, she knew. Breathing hard, she stood up and faced the battle between the Weasleys, Harry, and the Death Eaters. She nodded and looked at Malfoy one last time before finally shooting up, her wand buzzing in her hand already.
She started sprinting towards them as she heard him once more.
âJust the snake, you said?â
She nodded, knowing he only understood parts of their previous conversation. Nevertheless, he seemed to grasp the overall implication.
âBe safe for me, Granger.â
It had never been harder for Hermione to turn her back on him.
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Authorâs notes:Â The dialogue was in parts taken from Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it.Â
Hermione returned later from work than usual â she carried a massive, new monstera.
Draco watched her from the couch as she struggled to get the monster(a; Draco had to congratulate himself on that one) through the door and then up the stairs. Hermione decidedly ignored him as she wobbled down the hall towards their office.
Sighing, Draco put his bookmark into his latest read, a very unrealistic portrayal of magic and some heroâs journey written by an admittedly resourceful â especially in the field of linguistics â muggle called Tolking or something. He followed Hermione up the stairs and brushed aside the leaves of the philodendron to the right side of the staircase.
Hermione never used magic when she acquired new plants. She also never used magic when she took care of them. Watering and fertilisation would have been quite easy magically, but she instead opted for the non-magical way, having lost quite a few of the plants in the process. Hermione had no green thumb to speak of.
Draco had begun to make sure he secretly helped out whenever he saw one of her green companions sporting a brown spot.
He found Hermione sitting under the massive new monstera with her eyes closed, humming her favourite childrenâs song as always when she came home with a new plant. The whole office was reminiscent of a jungle at this point and Draco was surprised the giant of a newcomer had found a space at all. Hermione reached the final notes of her lullaby and Draco swiftly made his way across the room, embracing her just as she started to sob. As always when she came home with a new plant.
âIâm sorry, Draco.â
He sighed. âIâm always telling you there is nothing to be sorry about. Itâs a nice addition.â
A sound somewhere in between sob and small laugh came from her throat. Hermione absent-mindedly stroked her belly which now grew by the day.
âIâm only mad at you because youâre really not supposed to carry heavy things and this monstera is, you know, a true monster.â
Draco tried to sound stern but couldnât. Not when Hermione was not crying anymore and when her head now rested against his chest.
âYouâve made that one up as I walked into the house, didnât you.â
Hermione didnât even bother to phrase it as a question, so he didnât reply at all.
She had had many plants before the pregnancy â but there had been a more or less weekly addition to the collection ever since they had found out about the baby. While Hermione was in good spirits most of the time, the pain of not being able to restore her parentsâ memories had returned with her own immanent prospect of parenthood.
This had been the first wave of obsession for flora: Hermione felt she would be close to her parents, especially her mother and her green thumb, when owning plants and caring for them the way she had seen as a child. A beautifully green house and a happy Hermione had been the result.
With the pregnancy came an excessive amount of house plants and eventually the tears.
And yetâŚ
âI might have used a wandless wingardium on this one.â
Draco looked down into Hermioneâs face, tears now dry on her reddened cheeks. She seemed caught in between pride and some strange embarrassment. Her skin looked so soft from above.
âAre you joking? This is fantastic!â
âDraco, youâre crushing me!â
She was laughing now, and so was Draco. He hugged her a little less tight but made sure she was still flush against his torso.
âI also think we have enough plants.â
This time he didnât reply. He just held Hermione firmly as she stared up to the monsteraâs leaves and smiled.
Draco kissed her massive hair and Hermione sighed happily.
Authorâs notes:Â
A proper short drabble! Yay! Thanks for reading, everyone.Â
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Four portraits of Astoria were placed across the manor.
Each was beautiful in its own regard â the tall, slender woman being surrounded by peach blossoms, sunflowers, chrysanthemums, and winterberries, respectively. Draco Malfoy had commissioned each portrait of his late wife symbolising a season after she had passed far too young, leaving her grieving husband and distraught son. Draco had wanted to make sure that she would be remembered in every corner of the haunting, old mansion and be a part of their family around the year without seeming eerily misplaced. He had also hoped for a symbolism of eternity â an endless circle of the four seasons, although this notion now struck him as a bit melodramatic.
Astoria had been Dracoâs ray of sunshine in an otherwise bleak youth. She was caring, smart, empathetic, and funny. Astoriaâs heart was open for anyone and she treated all people and creatures equally respectful. Astoria would listen patiently and give thorough advice even at a young age. Astoria was missed by her family and friends alike, none of which could believe they had lost her so early in life. Her portraits seemed so much more alive, so much more present than other portraits of deceased persons.
So when Hermione Granger, nĂŠe Granger but ex-Weasley (not by name but by statute), mother of two brilliant children, former minister for magic (the youngest on record even by the time she stepped down on her own accord), acclaimed author, and Draco Malfoyâs new partner in life, first passed one (the spring version) of the portraits she had heard so much about before she first visited the manor (aside from that fateful night over twenty years prior, letâs not discuss it, thank you very much), she was irritated to find that Astoriaâs beautiful face (and Hermione was positive that this was not an embellished version of the late Malfoy (junior-)matriarch, this had been her actual face) in a bored but irritable expression.
Hermione passed her quickly then, thinking about mentioning the mood to Draco but quickly deciding otherwise. Astoria had been perfect on every account and Hermione, distinguished former minister of magic and all, had felt quite small every time Draco spoke of his late wife. It was difficult not to believe that Astoriaâs grimace had been due to Hermioneâs presence in the manor.
Such thoughts plagued Hermione âthe original overthinkerâ Granger until she and Draco had an âofficialâ meeting with Astoria (her summery version) where Dracoâs late wife proved to be everything he had made her to be. She was interested in Hermioneâs career, but more so her well-being, she was witty and snorted at the right names when Hermione told stories straight out of the Wizengamot. Even her snort was charming. Glancing at Draco during their conversation, Hermione spotted a wistful look in his eyes and she had to admit then that even without knowing her much, she missed Astoria herself.
Hermione was all the more surprised â and irritated, if she was being honest with herself â when she walked past chrysanthemum-Astoria sometime later only to find the other woman rather irritable and tight-lipped again. In this moment, Hermione did not know how to react (or act â situation far from clear: Astoria had barely returned her own greeting) and so she stomped on, inwardly fuming. Was she mad at Astoria for putting on an act when Draco was around? Was Draco part of this scheme and did he care how this made her feel at all?
She was able hold back during dinner and focused instead on Dracoâs recital of his new publication on the side effects of pepper-up potion. However, later, she couldnât get herself to respond to his hands or mouth, made a half-hearted excuse and so they went to bed rather irritated on both sides. Hermione had a hard time feeling bad, even when Dracoâs last words before finally falling asleep were âI donât care if we have sex once a day or once a month, Iâd just wish youâd be honest with meâ.
When sleep wouldnât come, Hermione finally made a decision. She slipped out from under the heavy blanket, made sure Draco was still fully covered and tip-toed out of the room.
Astoria looked ethereal in her white dress, sitting on a stone bench, surrounded by masses of snow and framed by little red specks â winterberries. This time, she full acknowledged Hermione but did not speak once again.
I must not be jealous of a dead woman, Hermione had told herself all over all evening and yet here she was, feeling both jealous and nervous in front of a painting.
âGood evening, Astoria.â
âHello, Hermione. What brings you here?â
Astoriaâs tone was levelled and Hermione was even more jealous that the woman in front of her seemed so capable of perfect containment when necessary. During her time in office, she had frequently been criticised for being too emotional. (Too emotional â hah. Hermione usually had gotten angry, linking this label to her femininity and lecturing an overwhelmed Ron about the relationship between emotions and gender. He had trouble understanding. Draco had been with her from the first second â he was now avidly reading de Beauvoir).
âI uhmââ, Hermione began, scolding herself for thinking about jealousy when walking to the portrait instead of coming up with a sensitive question.
âDo you want to know how to please Draco best? I have a fewââ
âWhat? No!â
Hermione had been shouting and now listened carefully for Draco down the hallway, cursing herself mentally for being so clumsy. Nothing happened. Relieved, she looked back up at Astoria who now seemed rather amused.
âI ⌠Iâm sorry, this might come across as incredibly rude, butâ, Hermione took a deep breath, âare you, by any chance, really unhappy that Draco is with me?â
Astoriaâs eyes widened in shock. âWhat?â
âItâs justâŚâ, again, Hermione had to breathe awkwardly before continuing, âI couldnât help but notice that you were so lovely when we spoke with Draco, but every time Iâm walking past you by myself, you seem ⌠sulking?â
Hermione rolled her eyes inwardly at her own unelaborate phrasing. But before she could correct herself, Astoria had jumped up from her bench (did it look Ancient Greek?) and took a step towards Hermione.
âHermione, what? Iâm so sorry I came across this rude!â
What?
This was surely not what Hermione had expected.
âOh no, Iâm so sorry, truly. I should not have jumped to conclusions.â
Come again?
Hermioneâs face must have mirrored her confusion because Astoria now awkwardly shuffled strands of long, dark, straight hair out of her face hectically.
âItâs just that ââ
Astoria now seemed lost for words as she helplessly flapped her arms and looked around.
âYou seeâ, she began cautiously, âI was never the biggest fan of flowers.â
Hermioneâs eyes widened.
âOf course, theyâre beautiful et cetera, but I had a ridiculous hay fever that could barely be treated with potions and my green thumb was non-existent. My relationship to flowers is rocky at best. Youâre right, Iâm sulking. I know Draco loved me dearly and he wanted the best for me, Scorpius, and himself after I passed. Of course, he wanted to have me portrayed as memorable as possible. But all thisâ, again, she helplessly moved her arms and Hermione now realised that she meant all four versions of herself, all the flowery beauty, the references to goddesses and eternal beauty and wisdom, âthat is not the essence of who I was.â
Hermione had felt foolish already, but Astoriaâs final statement was too much. âIâm a family person. I would have pictured myself with them, I guess. And I love Draco. I always will and this is why I will never complain to him. When he told me you were with him now, I was unbelievably happy for him. You do him justice, Hermione. You understand him â maybe even better than I ever did. And I let my guard down because I felt this was possible around you. You seemed to be the person I could trust with my exasperation. I just never mentioned it to you, which was very stupid on my part.â
Astoria now shook her head. Hermione was stunned.
âFlower girl, can you believe it?â
Astoriaâs bone-dry tone drove Hermione over the edge. She started giggling. Astoriaâs initial silence turned into a hearty laugh after a few moments as well and â to Hermioneâs surprise and delight â Astoria let out tiny snorts.
âIn all honesty thoughâ, Hermione said when they had calmed down, holding her ribs from laughter. âI do see it. The melodrama and all.â
They kept laughing.
âFeel free to sulkâ, Hermione added after a few seconds, luring a few snorts from Astoria.
Draco rolled his eyes and closed the door to his bedroom, going back to bed before Hermione realised his feet were cold when she eventually came back. He should have known these two women were a lethal combination.
*
Authors notes:
Hi again!
This one was a lot of fun to write, despite containing very little Draco. Itâs been a headcanon of mine for a while that he would glorify Astoria after her death (in a universe where their marriage took place and all, that is) and that Astoria herself would feel some kind of way about it, bonding over it with Hermione. Hope you guys enjoyed it!
Also, the initial premise of this blog was once that I would also happilypublish drabbles written by other authors and that I would take prompts. Just so you know. :)
Finally: HELLO to all my new followers! This almost vacant account (revived after six years!) grew by ca. 25% after only one post last week (and this post also became the most successful one to date). Thank you all so much and what a pleasure to have you. I also have a multifandom-blog where I usually am which you can find under @ahoidraco if youâre interested.Â
âItâs very kind of you to mind Teddy so often, you know.â
Hermione looked up to Andromeda in surprise as she got up from hugging Teddy after their trip to a muggle playground and some well-deserved post-playing ice cream. She had taken care of Teddy frequently since after the war â initially, she had mostly accompanied Harry on his duties as a godfather; but ever since Harry had to study for auror training, she made sure to compensate for her best friend. Every Saturday, Hermione and Teddy went on an adventure of some sorts together, sometimes with Harry, sometimes without him.
âItâs nothing, Andromedaâ, she replied, unsure of why the older witch brought it up just now. âI love spending time with him, as Iâm sure you know.â
âOf course. And yet youâre taking this extra mile to see him every Saturday.â
Andromeda sounded wistful as she turned her head towards the toddler who now sprawled across the sofa, exhausted. âI guess ⌠I guess Iâm being especially grateful since youâre not obligated whatsoever. If there was any family of his left apart from meâŚâ
Hermione said nothing. She had thought about this as well â the tragedy surrounding Teddy almost as much as Harry. Andromeda was a brilliant grandmother to him, and yet the boy deserved so much more than one singular relative, one godfather and the godfatherâs random best friend. This was one of the reasons Hermione had put so much effort into early childhood education ever since she entered the Ministry â children like Teddy should not be home-schooled all alone. They should get to know each other, form friendships early on and find themselves a second, non-biological family. Muggle-born children would finally be able to enter Hogwarts with prior knowledge of this parallel world.
ââŚthought Narcissa and I could maybe reinstate contact after everything that happened two years ago, but it seems I was wrong.â
Hermione barely caught that sentence, getting agitated about education all over again. âSo your letter went unanswered?â
Andromeda shrugged, and rolled her eyes. âI thought she was past all of her grudges, honestly. But no, no reply so far.â
Hermione scoffed. Classic Malfoy arrogance â blood purity over family and all that. Narcissaâs blood prejudice had definitely not died with her other sister.
âIâm really sorry to hear it, Andromeda. Listen, Iâll head out â will see you next Saturday? If you want to, I can ask her son about the letter?â
âDraco? I didnât know you were friends.â
âWeâre not!â Hermione could feel her cheeks turning some shade of red and she did decidedly not enjoy it. âI mean, uh. Itâs um, itâs really nothing. Work, you know.â
âI see.â
Hermione ignored the deepened laughter lines around Andromedaâs eyes at her stammering. Why was it that after over a year of being on the same team at the Ministry, after occasional lunches and after-work drinks, and sure, maybe after some dinners together and one or the other shared Sunday afternoon where she introduced him to the concept of âfilmsâ (although she was not entirely sure if he was aware of the implications of a âmovie nightâ), and after one horribly uncomfortable and yet very earnest apology on his part, it was still incredibly embarrassing for Hermione to admit that she sometimes, regularly, increasingly so, spent time with Draco Malfoy and enjoyed it?
*
âAre you sure this is fine?â
Malfoyâs anxiety was written all over his face if one knew how to read him. It actually helped calming Hermioneâs nerves. Her heart rate had been unhealthily high all morning, thinking about the meeting between Andromeda and her nephew â and his almost-nephew. However, when she had met with Malfoy around the corner from Andromedaâs flat in an Edinburgh muggle neighbourhood, he had been fiddling with his ridiculously formal suit and made sure his hair was in place every few seconds. His features were as unimpressed as ever, but he was giddy. It made Hermione grin and while her heart rate barely changed, she still felt more at ease.
âItâs fine. Sheâs excited.â
âAnd the child?â
âMalfoy. Teddy is two years old. Heâll probably be unimpressed.â
He didnât respond. Hermione rang the bell. Malfoyâs fiddling increased before he fell completely still, and Hermione saw him straightening from the corner of her eye. It took some effort on her side to not scoff at his ridiculous behaviour. He was meeting his estranged aunt â appearing all arrogant and stiff was not going to help. And yet, she had learned to recognise this as his coping mechanism when things got uncomfortable. It was just the worst coping mechanism imaginable if one had good intentions.
Andromeda took ridiculously long to open the door and once it finally happened Hermione had to laugh. Little Teddy was standing there, looking up expectantly. His face fell when he saw Hermione and he turned around. âGranny, just Auntie Mione!â
Hermione wasnât sure how to respond when she heard Andromedaâs laughter from somewhere in the flat. âWell yes, little one. I said your visitor was coming with Aunt Hermione, didnât I?â
Teddy looked back at Hermione who in turn now looked at Draco expectantly. She hadnât realised he had gone into hiding behind her. When it became clear that he wasnât going to speak anytime soon, Hermione turned back to Teddy.
âHi Teddy! Are you going to let us in?â
The toddler didnât respond or move. Hermione sighed and picked him up.
âTed, weâll have to go over your manners again. Letting guests wait at the door is not politeâ, she joked, expecting Teddy to squirm in her arms as he usually did when being picked up against his will. But he didnât. When she looked at him, she saw him drooling on her shoulder while staring at Malfoy. A look behind her told Hermione that Malfoy was equally shell-shocked â he eyed the toddler and didnât follow as Hermione entered the hallway.
Andromeda came out of the kitchen with a tray of biscuits in her hands. âHermione! Itâs good to see you. AndâŚâ
She trailed off when she saw Malfoy who was still firmly rooted outside. Andromeda smiled faintly. âYou know, Draco, everyone always says youâre the spitting image of your father and here you are, reminding me so much of Cissy when she was young. Do come in!â
Hermione turned to look at Malfoy who finally came out of his stupor. He entered but seemed to be very uncomfortable despite his auntâs welcoming words. It took him some seconds and a very intent focus on his shoes as he took them off until he acknowledged Andromeda.
âAunt Andromeda. Itâs my pleasure to meet you.â
Andromeda seemed unsure how to react now as well. Hermione suddenly felt like an intruder, the moment being quite intimate. Now that she eyed the two, it occurred to her that not only had Andromeda been without her family for decades â Draco also barely had any close relatives and even less that were still alive.
Teddy, however, picked this very moment to start wiggling and complaining noisily. Andromeda eyed him briefly and then turned to Malfoy. âI told him you were coming and he got very excited. I guess he assumed you were a bit younger when I explained you were my nephew, though.â
Malfoyâs lips slowly curled upward. âSorry to disappoint, then. Hello, Teddy, itâs nice to meet you.â
âPlay?â
Hermione had to laugh then. Malfoyâs lips curled further upward. âSure, Iâll play with you. Youâll have to show me all the toys you have to offer so we can pick the best one.â
His reply surprised Hermione, and, by the looks of it, Andromeda as well. The older witch raised her eyebrows as Teddy hopped out of Hermioneâs arms and grabbed Dracoâs hand, pulling him towards his room. Draco excused himself as he followed, leaving Hermione and Andromeda in the hallway.
*
The week after, Hermione picked Teddy up at Andromedaâs and they met Malfoy at Teddyâs favourite playground. Â
âSlide?â
Hermione was about to comply when Teddy let go of her hand and grabbed Malfoyâs instead, dragging him to the slide as effectively as a toddler could, his hair changing colours out of excitement. Malfoy seemed confused but followed, leaving Hermione a little lonely and lost in thoughts. It had never occurred to her that Malfoy could have been missing extended family up to the point where he went to a muggle playground of all things with his nephew. Yet, when she saw him with Teddy, she felt stupid for not considering it. Hermione watched Malfoy watching Teddy sliding and had to grin when he vehemently refused to slide himself. Teddy huffed and seemed to look for something, his eyes finally falling on her. âMione, slide?â
âSlide, please. Or better yet, âHermione, can we go on the slide together, pleaseââ, she retorted, but walked towards them nonetheless.
âPleaseâ, Teddy said, still struggling with the pronunciation of the word. Hermione quickly looked around to find that no muggles were close and levitated a giggling Teddy up the slide. She followed him up on the ladder and grabbed a still hovering Teddy into her lap. Another quick look around and she extended the slide before she pushed herself and the toddler down. Those small gurgles from his mouth were exactly why Hermione made sure all Saturdays were off and never hungover. She had to laugh herself as Teddy squeaked.
âAgain!â
So they went again, Hermione being so immersed in playtime that she hardly noticed Malfoyâs gaze on them. After the fourth time down the slide Teddy trotted onwards and dove straight into the sandpit, where Hermione made sure he was surrounded by sandy animals and buildings that rebuilt once his chubby hands hit them.
âYouâre really good with him, Granger.â
Hermione had been so focused on the sand elephants around Teddy, she had completely forgotten their new companion. As she turned around to face Malfoy, she found him a bit closer than usual.
âHarry and Teddy get along even betterâ, she replied. âBut his auror training is quite demanding and he has to study on weekends until his exams next month, so Iâm trying to fill in as much as I can.â
Malfoy chose not to comment on Harry. They fell silent again until Hermione changed Teddyâs sand friends into little ferrets to the boyâs delight. She heard Draco exhale sharply and turned to face him again, grinning. âNever gets old.â
âIâd say it does, witch.â
âI am just that, thank you very much.â
Dracoâs mouth was open when Teddy squealed âSquirrels!â, his pronunciation going places this time, and Hermione had to laugh. âNo, Teddy, theyâre ferrets. Ferrets! See? Theyâre seem to look a bit weird, but theyâre actually quite fun to play with.â
Teddy didnât argue with her logic, having the ferrets running around him. Again, Hermione turned and found Malfoyâs hand on his forehead.
âGranger, youâre insufferableâ, he murmured just loud enough for her to hear.
âYou chose to come with me again this week.â
âYes, for this fine young man here.â
âOf course. Any Iâm glad you did.â
Falling awkwardly silent now, Hermione and Malfoy both looked at the âfine young manâ with his face full of sand and his hair all blue. He returned their gaze and suddenly stopped reaching for sand.
âDraco and Mione married?â
âWhat? Teddy, of course weâre not married! Why would you think that? Weâre actually just colleagues and youâre relatives so it made sense to introduce you two and Iâm glad youâre getting along so nicely! Weâre further from being married that you could possibly imagine!â
Malfoy snorted.
The sound yanked Hermione out of her babbling and one look on Teddyâs blank face made her realise that she had just given a toddler the âjust colleaguesâ speech. She hid her face in her hands and groaned.
âJust colleagues, yes?â
âOf course, Malfoy! What else would we be?â
He was driving her insane. Hermione looked at Malfoy through her fingers and found he was still smirking. Some things would never change. At least Teddy was back at crushing ferrets â Hermione really, desperately wanted to join in at this point.
âWhat else, Malfoy?â
âOh, I donât knowâ, he replied, now joining her in her squat next to the sandpit. Hermione could feel his presence just next to her even without looking, her face still in her hands.
âIn any case, I got all the ingredients for the ragout you talked about for our dinner tomorrow. Hope you picked a film.â
Hermione groaned again as Malfoy smirked even wider. So he had caught the implications of this whole situation the whole time. Her hands surely were not large enough for her to cover up every last inch of her burning hot face.
*
âIn any caseâ, Malfoy said as they reached their apparation spot after dropping off Teddy for the week, âI can now see why youâre so invested in the Early Education Act.â
âYou can? Thatâs brilliant! You see, I just think children need a social net that exceeds their biological families. Itâs not about questioning all the traditions of early wizard education from home and I really donât understand why Fawley keeps coming back to this argument, Malfoy. Itâs just that this viewpoint remains elitist and I just find it completely unacceptable how such structural disadvantage remains embedded in wizarding law and not to mention what it is like for single parents and mothers in particular, so also from a feminist vantage point, I ââ
âI get it, Granger, weâve been over this at least twice this monthâ, Malfoy replied, smirking. âAnd I agree, as I did last time. Iâll see you tomorrow for dinner? Bring a film.â
Hermione nodded. Very obviously satisfied, Draco moved one hand to her chin. âBy the way, I meant it. Youâre impressive with my nephew.â
Hermione blushed again. This while situation now seemed a lot more intimate than it had before.
âAnd I havenât really decided if you look ridiculous or very beautiful when youâre flushed. Will let you know tomorrow.â
Hermione had to close her eyes. She thus only heard Dracoâs small laughter and jumped a little when she felt his lips on hers.
By the time she opened her eyes again, he had disapparated.
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Authorâs notes
Right, so Iâve been gone for six years. But not only has this whole Covid-19 situation given me a lot more time to read fanfictions, it also allowed me to reconnect with tumblr and finally the motivation to write something up. This far exceeds a drabble but I couldnât seem to stop and while itâs been a short headcanon of mine for a while I still hope you all enjoy it!
This drabble is written for greenkronos! I hope you'll enjoy it! :)
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âGranger, what the hell are you doing there?â
âMy parents got me a laptop, Draco, so we can communicate via e-mail! Neat, isnât it?â
Hermione grinned at Dracoâs expression. âLaptop? What is that supposed to be? This is a freaking muggle machine once again, right? With technogy.â
âTechnologyâ, she corrected him, âAnd yes, it is. My parents donât want owls to fly around their house every other day and e-mails are even faster anyway.â
âWhat do you mean ieh-meyls? Why donât you just floo them like everyone else?â
Hermione sighed. âFor the last time, Draco, my parents wonât use the floo network. It is too dangerous and confusing, and ever since I sent them to Australia and back they are a bit ⌠uncertain when it comes to magic. I grew up as a Muggle and I havenât forgotten how to live like one.â
âBut technogy doesnât work in magic surroundings anyway.â
Without even bothering to correct him, Hermione opened the laptop. âThis place is not magical enough, weâre still in Muggle London.â
âAll thanks to youâ, Draco muttered and sat beside Hermione on the couch. âLook at that, it does look kind of fancy, doesnât it? I bet only few Muggles are wealthy enough to get one of these.â
His sudden interest surprised Hermione but she didnât interfere when he started pressing buttons. Amused, she opened the browser. âHere, when you type something in this little box it will search for results from all over the world.â
âType?â
âPress the buttons with the letters on it until you have the word you want. But remember that this is a Muggle thing. There wonât be anything about Hogwarts in there.â
âYes, yes, I knowâ, Draco muttered, too busy typing his own name.
Hermione laughed and hugged him, wondering if he would let go of the laptop long enough for her to write to her parents ever. And he hadnât even found out about videos.Â
When Draco woke up from his nap, he decided that it was now time to be nice at last. This argument had been worse than the ones before, and he had this itching feeling that he should make up for it somehow. Draco sat on the couch, basically without a plan.
Buy jewellery? Not really her department.
Take her out? As if she wanted to be seen with him.
Go on a trip for the weekend? Sheâd think this was too expensive. Oh, and it was Tuesday and this was urgent.
Say sorry? Just no.
Make up sex? Yeah, he would like that - her, not so much.
Buy her a book? No. She had them all.
Unnerved, Draco stood up and went into the kitchen. He heated some water right in the cup and threw in a tea bag. Some muggle inventions really werenât too bad.
While he waited for his tea, Draco looked around in the kitchen, having a small hope of finding hints what to do as an apology.
Buy new pots? She probably liked the old ones.
Clean the flat? No, he had no idea how to do that, even with magic.
Cook? What and how?
Bake?
âŚ
He could try that.
.
When Hermione came home she was surprised.
Draco was standing in the kitchen, full of flour, some milk on the floor, and sugar all over the place. He smiled (surprisingly) insecurely at her and nodded into the oven where she spotted some cookies.
Hermione smiled.
Hello friends, this is a little drabble for the lovely houseoflecter, I hope you like it <3 (although it took ages.)Â
âListen, Iâm positive you wonât have all this uncertainty and shit, but Iâm serious this time.â
Hermione looked up angrily at Draco and didnât reply. He had expected her to react in this fashion and was not irritated by it.
âI have made a mistake by leaving you. I know Iâm not good with honest words, and Iâm only going to say this once.â
Merlin, not good with words was the funniest understatement he had ever come up with. He couldnât remember one time where he ever told her how he felt. Why she kept up with this behaviour without a single complaint was beyond him. And he, being the moron he had always been, had to ruin it all within none more than five minutes.
âFirst, Iâm sorry Iâm interrupting work. But I knew you would never let me floo into your flat.â
She nodded twice, apparently acknowledging (not accepting) his apology and agreeing on the latter.
âSecondly, I would like to apologise for my behaviour on Sunday. I was an idiot, I see it now.â
She nodded again, but her face did not change. No relief, not even anger. He was tempted to use Legilimency on her but that would not have been fair.
âThirdly, and also lastly, I want to tell you how much you mean to me and how much I miss you. I really do. All this time with you âŚâ
Draco sighed in defeat. Talking about feelings was exhausting and he was definitely rubbish in all his attempts so far.
âAll this time with you I was so happy. I thought I needed a change lately, but I just wasnât happy with myself anymore. Iâm not going to say âItâs not you, itâs meâ, but I just completely miscalculated the whole thing. I have never been so wrong.â
He could now see that something in Hermioneâs face changed. She looked sad, and it hurt him like not even his own feelings had hurt in the last four days. He quickly strode behind her desk, puller her up and hold onto her.
âI miss you so much, Granger. Please come back.â
Hermione slowly nodded into his chest.Â
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And suddenly, all the feelings she had suppressed for so long hit her straight. The anxiety, the fear, these funny, happy moments. Oh, they had been so rare back in the days.
Hermione remembered every second as if it had happened just now, the moment they had shared their first intimately shared thoughts and touches, the many fights. And, of course, every time they found one another again, in the unlikeliest of moments. After dinner, shortly before potions. Weird, but special seconds, always having in mind that someone could find them and therefore making it as short as possible.
A tiny kiss. A tiny touch. Sometimes only a smile, sometimes less.
They had always found one another again, for almost two years, until Dumbledoreâs death.
 -
Hermione did not dare looking at him any longer, knowing it would probably break her more than the crazy witch standing over her.
Instead, she silently watched as Bellatrix laughed manically and pulled out a dagger.
This was going to hurt.
It was probably going to hurt more than the curses.
âIâll ask you once more, Mudblood! Where did you get this fucking sword?â
âWe found itâ, Hermione sobbed, having trouble speaking at all. âWe found it in a forest, and- No! Please!â
She watched as the dagger came closer to her arm and started to scream as Bellatrix started carving her stigma into her skin.
Hermione heard herself screaming as if she was outside her own body. It was terrifying.
Her eyes opened once again, locking with Dracoâs this time. She couldnât resist.
And once again, just like all these times in school, she knew everything was going to be okay. He was just as terrified as she seemed to be, but they would get out of there. Together.
Ron stood up abruptly as soon as the meeting was over. His hands were shaking and it took him some seconds to open the door, he then was storming of rambling.
The other prefects looked after him, some shaking their head, some grinning. Hermione was mostly embarrassed. She stood up to leave as well but Malfoyâs look held her back. She fumbled with her bag although there was nothing to do or see and waited until she heard the blissfully unknowing voices die down in the corridor.
Staring down on her leather bag for some seconds she tried to pretend she was alone. No such luck.
Just as she moved her head upwards, she felt his lips crushing down on hers.
They seemed hungry, angry, desperate. But - more than anything else, they were ruthless.
Hermione whimpered as the pain got stronger, kissing was definitely supposed to be nicer. Then again, relationships were too.
His taste was the same as always, sort of salty, but also like those stupid apples he always ate. However, all the feelings were gone except for bare, open panic. It scared Hermione more than anything. All year he had acted weird and she had stopped questioning it long ago. All those arguments they had were not worth it. The time was almost over anyway. But - no matter how restless he had been - he had always been careful. So much more careful than she had expected him to be. It was all gone.
Draco didnât stop, didnât seem to care that she gave no response.
It scared her.
For the first time ever, he really scared her.
âDraco.â She whimpered. âDraco, please, youâre-â
He stopped straight away.
âDid I hurt you?â
The panic had not left him. âFuck, Hermione, did I hurt you? Why didnât you say anything?â
âI-â
âIâm sorry! Iâm so sorry, okay?â
âItâs okay, Draco, I-â
âShit, Iâm really sorry, I didnât mean to-â
âItâs okay!â
Hermione had not intended to raise her voice but the effect was obvious. Draco looked at her in surprise and stopped talking.
She then carefully raised her hand to let her fingers drift down his cheek, until she reached his jawbone, the neck and the collarbone. âItâs okay, Draco. Just calm down.â
âI canât.â
âWell, you always could, remember?â
âItâs tonight, though.â
Her eyes stared into his, cold and grey, and hurt.
âJust promise me one thing, Hermione.â
She could not get herself to reply, the normally self-conscious voice lost.
âPromise me you will never forget I did not want any of it. And keep safe.â