I’m still smiling thinking about it, I spoiled myself with a brand new MacBook (finally saying goodbye to that broken old laptop, best gift to myself ever 😭) I also got the cutest princess doll like it was suggested 🤭 and bought and tried out an epilator… it hurts so bad but I powered through 😫

I got this adorable new pink dress as a gift and I’m literally in love with it!! Plus a new gown and a bunch of other surprises ✨ Feeling so grateful and spoiled 🥹

My irl bestie who’s an amazing MUA and hairstylist came over and did my makeup and hair 🙈💗 and tried a new hairstyle, She killed it!! I feel like a whole new girl ✨

Thank you to everyone who sent love, wishes, and made my day so special 🥹 This year is already starting so sweet 💕

Hey angels 🌹 as you all know it was my birthday and I finally got to take this look out into the world for a proper night out on sat night, I’ve been thinking a lot lately about stepping away from that safe public androgynous zone I used to hide in… and leaning harder into feeling properly femme, This all black outfit felt like a big little step, the shiny leather pants, the pointy high heeled boots, the sleek top. I felt nervous at first but ended up feeling so confident and seen as the girl I’m becoming.

It’s wild how far the 90 Day Doll journey has already taken me tho I feel I should just be called Doll journey as it’s deffs been longer that 90 days lol, Some days I still get that shy flutter, but nights like this remind me how good it feels to just show up as her 💕 I’m proud of myself for pushing a little more femme instead of blending in ☺️💗

What do you think? does this read more femme or still a bit androgynous to you? Be honest 💕 I’d love to hear where you’re at on your own doll journey to! Feeling extra grateful for this community tonight 🥹🌹