chapter warning: dark fic, yandere themes, swearing, R is no better than a man *in a negative way*, R having a victim syndrome (kinda), suggestive themes, Nikki watching you sleep, clothes going missing, wish Nikki acting almost animalistic?, kissing, Nikki grabbing your breasts, R slowly going crazy, blood, description of a dead body.
a/n: I’m so happy that a lot of you liked the first chapter! Thank you to everyone that re blogged and commented! Last chapter I forgot to say that the more we get into the story, the more darker it will get.
Also! There will be a part where I would recommend to listen to the song (daisy bell original 1894 phonograph recording) to get even more immersive into the story.
chapter 2: “run rabbit run”
summary: All you ever wished for was for bear to look at you, not as a friend but as a partner. So when you get the opportunity to wish that Nikki stoped being so obsessed with bear you take it.
What’s the saying: be careful what you wish for?
This past few days have been exhausting.
Not only from work but mainly from Nikki.
She’s been migrating into your home. Leaving hair products, a jacket and her shoes.
She even had the nerve to even leave sanitary products in your bathroom cabinet.
You look at yourself in the bathroom mirror, eyebags droopy and dark, your skin dull and dry from neglecting yourself of drinking water.
Looking over your work outfit, checking if anything is missing.
You move your head back up at your reflection but you caught a dark silhouette in your peripheral view for a split second.
“Nikki, you awake?” You called and in just a second she answers
“Yes I’m here! Morning, how do you feel? I cooked something for you.” She smiled at you with a small lunch box in her hands.
For the past few days you’ve tried everything to get rid of her and out of the house.
You tried being more messy, throwing dirty clothes onto the floor to make her disgusted. Even going as far as putting your underwear in your bed. You tried everything…you really did.
But nothing made her leave, not event dirty clothes or unclean floors.
She even cleaned it for you.
Coming back from work you would find her on her knees scrubbing the floors hard and rough.
Your dirty clothes also have been missing, you’ve looked everywhere. Behind your bed, in your closet, even behind the couch. Nothing.
The idea of Nikki taking your clothes crossed your mind but you quickly shook it off. There so way she would do that right?….
“Thank you, Nikki. Are you going to work today?” You took the box from her hands, inspecting the sandwich in it.
“Oh..yes I’ll be going with you. Let me get dressed real quick!”
Nikki looked at you and started walking backwards into your room, closing the door with a loud bang.
You let out a shaky sigh.
Arriving at the store with Nikki, you quickly grabbed your purse and got out of the car.
You didn’t even wait for her.
Almost at the door you realize that Nikki wasn’t behind you as usual.
Looking behind you, she’s still sitting in the car.
She had a frown, deep and noticeable. Her lips pointing down very exaggerated, almost cartoonish.
Intimidated by her staring, you slowly walked towards her door.
you opened the car door, she’s still staring at you.
“You okay?…” your voice shaking with how nervous you were. Your hand started to play wth your hair, tucking a strand behind your ear.
“Why didn’t you wait for me?.” Her words cutting through you like glass.
“What? Sorry I didn’t know that you wanted to walk together.” A chuckle left your mouth.
You notice her eyes watering.
“Nonono, it’s okay. Let’s walk together! Come on.”
You grabbed her hands and pulled her out of the car.
Her corporal language chance immediately.
She grabbed your hand, crossing her fingers with yours.
Her smiles showed all of her pearly white teeth.
“Yes! Let’s walk together.” She said nodding her head at you.
Walking towards the entrance, she didn’t stop staring at you, not even when walking.
Opening the door you are met with eyes staring at you.
Ian, Sarah, and even bear.
You know it’s weird for them, it’s weird for you too.
Before Nikki started acting this way with you, you both weren’t typically “friends”. The correct word for it is “coworkers”.
Your friend Sarah knew that more than anyone.
You didn’t actually hate Nikki, you just couldn’t stand her. Something about her “too” nice personally clashes with yours.
She was an opened book everyone liked to read, you were a closed one that had been unread for many years.
She liked to spend time with friends, you preferred staying at home in peace.
You two were the opposite, your personality didn’t match.
But here you both were holding hands.
You don’t smile but Nikki does. She couldn’t be more prouder.
You stopped holding her hand and went to your locker.
Putting your name tag and checking for any imperfections in your clothes.
“What the fuck was that?” Sarah enters the room making you jump.
“Sarah! Fuck, don’t you know how to knock?”
You roll your eyes at her and kept fixing your uniform.
“So, when were you going to tell me about you and Nikki?” She squinted her eyes at you with her pointing finger directed at you.
“Tell you what about me and Nikki?” You look at her confused.
“Um hello?? You guys were holding hands. You know I didn’t take you for that kind of person.” She chuckled looking down.
“That was nothing! She’s just not feeling well and decided that she wanted to walk in with me. Also, what the fuck do you mean by that” you started to get agitated, trying to defend yourself of whatever she was assuming of you.
“Woah, well that’s a new one. Who could have thought. You out of everyone in here defending her!” Sarah lift up her eyebrows in a surprised manner.
“Whatever, Sarah. I’m done speaking of this”
You passed her, ignored her calls for you.
You weren’t going to let anyone ruin your day.
Not even if it’s a friend.
You weren’t doing anything wrong, you were just helping a friend after a really bad brake up! It’s not your fault that she felt comfortable with you and not with them.
People change! That’s what life is about.
Were you doing something wrong?…
Maybe you did like that Nikki was in your house, so what?
She cleaned your house, your clothes, and she even cooked for you.
You didn’t even ask for it, but there she was.
Maybe you did like the attention she gave you.
Who wouldn’t like someone like that?
So you just keep your mouth shut.
Pushing the curtain out of your way, you locked eyes with Bear.
He looked at you almost mad? Jealous? You couldn’t describe that look he gave you.
Was it crazy that you didn’t even think about him this week? Not even once. You almost forgot about him.
You avoid his piercing gaze, and got behind the counter.
While attending customers you still couldn’t shake the feeling of bears stare.
It’s was creeping you out.
Because you were helping Nikki?
What you can’t see, can’t harm you right?
“I think I’ll take a nap.” You turned to Nikki to look at her
“Okay! I’ll be here at the living room while you sleep.” She kept nodding in a reassuring tone.
You also nodded in agreement.
You needed that nap. Your body was begging for it.
Letting your head fall on the soft cold pillow knocked you out.
Just 30 minutes, that’s all you needed.
3:30 am is when you finally woke up.
3:30, the hour that all evil wakes up or that’s what people think.
“Fuck…” you rub your eyes, removing the crust around your eyes.
You heard breathing. Almost like someone was crying?
Your eyes moving around the room. You’re scared, was someone in your room?
“Nikki are you awake!” You screamed for her.
Your eyes looking at the opened door leading to the hallway.
The radio is on, she had to be there.
the song “on a bicycle built for two” began to sound in the radio. It sounded old, broken. It freaked you out even more.
A small whisper came from the dark corner of your room.
Your breathing started to take pace.
“Nikki? What are you doing i-“ you couldn’t finish your sentence.
Nikki’s figure began to walk fast at the corner of your bed.
You pushed your whole body at the bed’s headboard.
“Nikki stop!” You screamed at her with wide eyes
“No No, I’m sorry, baby. Everything is okay.” She began to climb into the bed
“I didn’t mean to scared you, baby. Go back to sleep.” You looked at her, she wore your bathrobe with nothing underneath.
Her hands resting at your breast’s. Her nose nuzzling in your hair.
She gets comfortable beside you. Falling asleep a in an instant.
You wait a second to confirm she’s really asleep.
Your feet’s trying to slide onto the floor.
“A kiss is the beginning of cannibalism…did you know that?” Nikki whispered in your ear.
Your body tensed up. Eyes looking at her face. Serious until she smiled at you. Lovingly.
“I’ll show you, that I love you too..” her nose close to yours.
Her breath hitting yours.
Eyes dilated both yours and hers.
Her lips getting closer to yours. You don’t pull away, neither did you want to.
Her lips collapsing with yours. Her lips were dry and in need of water. You didn’t care, you just kissed her like you were starving.
“I’ll make you happy, baby.” Another whisper you didn’t catch, you didn’t care what she said. You only cared for her lips.
She grabbed your waist, nails digging into your skin. You can feel a warm liquid falling into the side of your thigh.
Both of her hands pulled you into her laps, your thighs surrounding hers. One hand of hers was in your waist while the other on your thigh.
Grabbing anything she could get her hands on.
Almost like a wolf with a rabbit.
She deepened the kiss. Until your phone rang.
You stopped kissing her, cursing at your phone.
Your phone stopped ringing but a text appears.
—Hey, you awake? We have to talk. I’m outside your house.
“What’s wrong?” Nikki asked looking at you with a simple smile.
“Um…I have to take a walk. Yeah, I need to catch my bre-“ she cut you yet again.
“Okay.” She fell asleep again. Her back turned to you.
“Bear…hey.” You sat at the passenger seat
He looked at you and slightly smile. Just enough for you to notice.
“Hey, I know this is weird. I just um…I wanted to talk to you.” He let a chuckle out.
“Is Nikki okay?….i mean, is she acting weird with you?…”
Should you say the truth?….yeah, maybe you should.
“Yes, she’s acting a little weird…..why?”
“You need to be careful.” Bears tone change. Hes more serious, more cautious.
Your face changed in a worry
“What do you mean, bear.” You looked at him.
“She’s fucking crazy. After messing with that stupid wish-“ he began to babble in agitation
“Wish? What wish” it sounded familiar.
“Fuck, I don’t know. It was called “one willow wish”?…”
Your smile faded. He’s face change too.
“Please tell me that you didn’t….” He began to shake his head.
Before making up an excuse, the window of bears side broke.
You jumped, closing your eyes. A piercing scream leaving your lungs.
It was Nikki, her hair on her face. She grabbed bears hair and with a glass bottle she began to hit his face against it.
Her rapid motion made Bears face break. He had a hole in the middle of his forehead.
Blood spilling everywhere, his clothes, the wheel, the windshield, and you.
You had blood on your hands and face.
You even caught a glimpse of a chunk of his skill.
The pice landed in your feet, touching you.
You’re still crying even after Nikki stopped stabbing bears face.
You felts Nikki’s hands on you. On your face and chest. As if she’s trying to comfort you.
“Everything is okey, honey.”
“This is all your fault.”
She dragged your body into the house.
You couldn’t even believe what you saw.
You’re traumatized. The boy you’ve known since high school is dead. Just like that.
“Stay away from me” is all you could get of your chest, you don’t believe she even understood you.
You’re a crying mess, screaming like a child in distress.
You pushed her by her shoulders.
Why is this happening to you?
What did you do to earn this.
“Why don’t you love me!” She pushed you back.
Your body fell on the couch, staining it with bears blood.
“I just want you to love me…” she on top of you. Her face in front of yours.
She grabbed your face harshly.
“I want to fill my mouth with your name. I want to eat you whole.” Her face cradling into your neck.
You couldn’t take it. Your body felt numb.
Eyelids felt heavy. Sleep won.
Almost like an escape of reality.
a/n: I tried to make this chapter a lot more longer than the last one so enjoy! Also, I hope you guys enjoyed the little music touches that I added.
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